Thursday, February 12, 2004

Hiya all! Just me again. ..... Why are you running away?
So, in no particular order: things I wanted to share.

My school-counselor-thingie; as well as my mentor now both whine about me getting a therapist. They now officially used those words. My father wanted to talk to my councelor; asking her why it was necersairy and telling her that the doctor doesn't think it's needed.
As for the result; appearantly my mentor is still afraid of letting me talk to other teachers. Nani?! Excuse me?! Pardon me?! AGAIN a person has given me a false feeling. AGAIN someone who acts nice, and who I feels safe with, and then it turns out she's not letting me talk to other teachers; worried I will make mistakes by saying the wrong things.
But, I mustn't forget my mentor has private problems that ask a lot from her. And I understand that. Her situation is rough.

Today I saw J-guy again; sure has been a while! We spend the day together, and I showed him a secret project. He was really impressed of those 5 minutes XD. I also showed him a short Anime episode, and he said it was not entirely his style. I said that was okay, and after all, that was a GIRL's anime! (Sailor Moon Super S Ami's 1st love) ^_^. He does know a bit more about it now though.

And, my head is one big bowl of spagethi! Yesterday:
Me: What?! We have workshops you had to sign in for?! WHEN?! And I thought we had 3 hours off! Oh wait... that's TOMORROW's scedule. (I managed to sign in for 2 workshops though XD Just in time!)
Today:
Me: We only have 2 hours? What about that 7th period then? That's a workshop? I haven't signed in for that one... so that means we only have 2 hours today?

At least I know for certain I have the day off tomorrow!!!!!

Saturday, February 07, 2004

Okay, think with me guys.

I got my grade back from that final I started out studying way too late for. This is what happened:

For the first final this year I studied a LOT. I got a 9 out of 10. High Grade.

For the second test this year I studied too little (the last one). I got a 7 out of 10. 1 point above average (6; the grade I need to pass).

I have one more final coming up this year. Now... who can predict how much motivation I have to start studying early????

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

Hiya all!

*singing* Pirates, pirates... lalalala
Okay, I'm at school now. The worst project has just begun. 'Design an educative WEEK for an ENTIRE elementary school with your team'.
All right... eh... my entire team agreed: This was a nice concept, but in reality the most shitty assignment ever. We don't even know each other; how are we supposed to work together?! Well... that already united us ^_^. And we agree on a lot with each other. Concept thus far: Knights and Castles (Medieval time).
What more to tell? Well, each monday and tuesday I will have internship from now on. I gave maths yesterday. And the kids knew what to do! Yay me! But... the teacher told me that they only knew what to do, and that it wasn't interactive enough. But... they had to do it on their own! I just had to explain the exercises and put them to work T_T. She also sounded a bit cranky. I know she has some trouble at home and one of the kids of the class is also causing trouble but... WHY DID SHE WHINE AGAIN ABOUT ME GETTING HELP?!
I'm getting my life back on track and then she wants me to talk about it to a professional person and mess things up again! No sense! That makes no sense! Besides, what would be the use if I think I don't NEED help?

Warning: I'm gonna ramble very cryptic now. Because I can't spoil it and yet I wish to talk about it.
I've been spriting again. Sprites that won't appear on the site. A different kind of sprites. And I need to make LOTS of it. And I like that! Dougurasu-kun is also very nice and patient with me ^_^. I can be a pain to work with if it's about Serenay Moon or Forever Young- heck I can always be a pain to work with ^_^. Just ask Demi how much of a pain I can be XD.
Anyway, I'm almost done with the girls of Derak's gang; then I would have to make up the boys. After that I will make more random people and after that the characters again. Random people are important! Yup yup!