Well, I survived the first day of internship. Also went a lot more calmer than I expected. Less chaotic. So, no problems? Well, if you don't count 'feeling like a newbie' along, no problems indeed XD. I mean, all those kids were done playing so fast XD I never had experience with that; I mean, I know todlers, but most of the time the class can keep themselves busy for an hour; these kids can't do that yet. Plus, they hardly know any songs, plus some of them hardly know Dutch XD. So, asides that, it actually went great ^_^ All those helpfull suggestions are cool, but also a tad annoying XD I get advice from EVERY corner. I know they mean well though.
Ow well, I can try again tomorrow =D Wish me luck!
Ps. I only had 5 kids today; tomorrow I might have either 6 or 7. It's a really calm nice class =D Love the kids already!!!
Monday, January 31, 2005
Saturday, January 29, 2005
Today I once again thought it might be best if I start looking for an other job. The job I have now has become incredibly heavy, and I don't think my leg can pull that shift as soon as I have to work for 100%. I know a place where I'm incredibly welcome, and it's an easy job as well, but I would make way less money there. Way, way less. So, a lot of ups and downs I have to think through, and maybe even talking about this with my group leader. I don't want to quit, but it has become incredibly heavy... and I'm not the only one who thinks that.
Another thought I finally decided, is that I'm going to postpone my Forever Young site. The reason is simple: my internship (plus, I still didn't get the requested FTP XD). At this moment, I hardly have time to keep up with the sites I have now (while I only update Serenay Moon regularly XD), and I don't think I would for Forever Young justice by giving it crappy updates.
I will continue writing, so no worries. The thing is.....I'm getting so close to the finish (and graduate for school). I'm at 75% now, and after the internship it will be 90%. I would only have reports left then. I can be finished in December. I'm so close... I can't give up now!
And even though I love Forever Young to death; school is more important at the moment. Sometimes you have to make choices. I can throw away 3 years of hard annoying work and keep 2 years of hard loved work, or just wait 1 more year and still keep my 2 years of loved work.
Maybe you think I'm overdramatic, but I'm proud of my decision.
Another thought I finally decided, is that I'm going to postpone my Forever Young site. The reason is simple: my internship (plus, I still didn't get the requested FTP XD). At this moment, I hardly have time to keep up with the sites I have now (while I only update Serenay Moon regularly XD), and I don't think I would for Forever Young justice by giving it crappy updates.
I will continue writing, so no worries. The thing is.....I'm getting so close to the finish (and graduate for school). I'm at 75% now, and after the internship it will be 90%. I would only have reports left then. I can be finished in December. I'm so close... I can't give up now!
And even though I love Forever Young to death; school is more important at the moment. Sometimes you have to make choices. I can throw away 3 years of hard annoying work and keep 2 years of hard loved work, or just wait 1 more year and still keep my 2 years of loved work.
Maybe you think I'm overdramatic, but I'm proud of my decision.
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