Strange...

At work, I found out that K. and I share quite a lot of history... and I never recognised her! She did recognise me... and now it turns out she knows S. as well.

S., my childhood.... well, if I'd say nemisis, I'd be totally overreacting. But still, S. was very arrogant, but everyone adored her, thinking she was Miss Perfect.

And now K. told me: "Oh yes, I know S. as well! She totally hates it if people drool about her like that."

And I was like: '...Eh...? Are we talking about the same S.?'

She now seems to hate it if people say she is so wonderful all the time. She seemed to dig that during High School. So, that leaves me with 2 options:

1. S. outgrew her arrogant phase and grew some modesty. That would be like, totally wow.

2. S. only says that hoping she'd attract attention (which she used to do); kinda like: "Oh, but I'm not perfect at aaaaaaaaaaall, I don't know whyyyyyyy people keep on saying that?" (I knew 2 other people on High School who kept on saying that as well; getting straight A's all the time- J. and H.)

Maybe I should give her a chance again. She wasn't not-talented (heck, part of me is jealous because she became totally famous and is AGAIN worshipped), so the fact she gets to play on all kinds of TVshows must be because she grew into a more talented person... but it's the arrogance I hate, as well as that everybody adored her, saying, and I'm not kidding about that, she could never make a mistake because she was soooooo talented. That's what I hated even more than her own arrogance: the fact people almost worshipped her as if she was a god (I am NOT kidding! I'm serious about this!).

The jealousy towards her may stay; that only helps me improve (I'm jealous at many friends of mine; jealousy and friendship CAN mix!)... but maybe I should give her a chance: people can change. Maybe she really grew out of her arrogance....

Yeah, maybe that's a good New Year's Resolution: give S. a chance to prove she indeed changed. I haven't given her that chance for ages (maybe a little bit childish of me ^_^', I admit!), so perhaps now is the time to do so.

Wishing you luck, S., and truely meaning it! If K. is indeed right and you lost your arrogance, then I wish you all the best and a beautiful carreer on stage, TV and heck, even Hollywood!

Closing off this part of my life... Right in time for the New Year!!

Buzzzzziness

Random title with a random blog. Yesterday I started a large drawing and I want to scan it before colouring... too bad I first have to do my webcomic; otherwise I'd have to scan twice! Scanning is not the problem, but booting up/shutting down the computer and the scanner twice.... 30 minutes I could use drawing my webcomic XP I want to finish my 'to do stuff' as soon as possible, so I can spend my New Year's Eve in peace! W00t!

Just closing off projects, so I can start new ones... and the new ones are for the Kumiko Event in may!!

*sighs sad*

A store I visited every 3 weeks has decided to close... and another store I liked has closed as well. So many stores, just before 2010... closing the doors. It's sad. It does save me about 2 hours once-every-three-weeks, so it does help... but to end it like that...

Anyway, on happier news... I survived christmas, had fun with friends and family... hold on, what was I going to tell? Oh yeah, I wrote some FY chapters! Finally, I was writing again! It felt so good! And tonight, I'll go drawing again :)

I do feel swamped again XD One thing at a time, please!

Wishing ye all well for the last few days of the year... and of course wishing you the best for the entire 2010!