Thursday, May 27, 2004

I'm so sorry I haven't posted anything lately =S I dunno why; somehow it seems too much at this moment. Maybe I'll be able to post soon again.
Anyway, I broke my record holding my breath. From 59 seconds to 1 minute and 4 seconds! I'm so proud! I need to hold my breath for 1 minute at least to pass a certain swimming course XD Did you know that one of the kids I once gave swimming lessons can hold his breath for 5 minutes?! And he can do it longer!!! WOW

This weekend I'm going to Uum! I'm so exited that I can barely sleep and eat XD I'm so silly. UUM! I'M COMING!!!!!!!

Sunday, May 09, 2004

I'm gone from Monday till Wednesday. I'm on Ameland then, that's a small island that belongs to the Netherlands. I love islands! I've already been to Terschelling twice, and since I love Ameland, I hardly can't wait!! What's keeping me back are my classmates ....... XD. Oh well, we'll see!!! Dun miss me too much =D

Saterday I went to Dougurasu; I was invited to his b-day party. Poooooor guy, he had to run to all the sides of the house and also pick me up ^_^. Anyway, he introduced me to his friends. Nice people! Yup! It seemed like they already accepted me! And for me, who has lots of trouble getting accepted in a group, that was very overwhelming! It was cool though! When I'm around new people, I'm usually quite shy and a coward. In this group, I already felt like I could do more, which was amazing. And his friends are so happy and outgoing! Really nothing like me ^_^. Or, maybe I will become just as outgoing when I know them better; who knows!!
Anyway, I had a great time and today I watched some of the disks Dougurasu gave me. I felt so stupid because the videos didn't work. Then I saw other files and Dougurasu told me I would also get some art programmes for him, so I decided to install those.
Turned out to be media players! I could see the clips! AND I could take screen caps!!! I LOVE THIS THING!!!!!!!! *screams happily*

Good things Douguarsu has given me: Megatokyo volume 2 (hey, if you hadn't found it, I would have never gotten it!!!), a COOOL new Media Player, Stumperman Episode 1 & 2 and episode 5 till 20 of Card Captor Sakurau (Mizuhi still has 1 till 4 XD Gives me a reason to meet them again!)
I LOOOOOOOOOOVE this!!!

Sunday, May 02, 2004

<----start loser rant---->

I'm such a loser. I truely am. I had a great day today, and yet... I can't even manage to stay happy for 24 freaking hours!! I'm now back into depression. And why? Why on earth should I be depressed?
I have a great life; I have people who like me, even some fans, and yet I still feel alone. Why dammit? I don't want to feel like this!
Maybe it also has to do with me being tired and having a splitting headache. Should've brought more to drink along. Right now I'm in dying need for ice cream, chocolate, or chips with garlic dip. Aka: comfort food.

And why do I actually need it?! I had a great day today! I met Dougurasu today and he's a nice guy! Everything went 100%! I think anyway....
Anyway, first we went to The Hague- turned out to be a dissappointement and we hopped on the train to Amsterdam. Dougurasu found Megatokyo part 2 for me! The last copy! That should be enough to let me go hyper for 3 days.

Maybe I just need a nice sleep. I mean, all that travelling has wore me down a lot. But, what it comes to is this: you have a great day, and then return to an empty home... (I tried to make a conversation with the fish, but that didn't go that great...)
And I hate this headache. No matter how much I drink (soda, may I add!), it just doesn't want to go away.
Oh well, at least I have a birthday coming up saterday. Yeah, Dougurasu's. I'm gonna turn in at 5 pm on Friday so I will be all happy and genki. Yay me.

PS. I envy all who can make comics or manga's. I so wished I could do that.

<----/end loser rant---->