Even when I point out the obvious, half of my friends are blind. Okay, maybe if I spell things out they might get the hint: Everyone comes to me to talk to me, and I love helping them. I always try to solve their problems. In the mean while... who will solve mine?

How I hate stupid dissappointments.... when I created something, I either like it or hate it. And what I like, other people respond mildly on, like: I don't understand the symbols, and what I hate, people absolutely adore. Reminds me of history essays. Whenever I worked hard, I got a bad grade. And whenever I hardly worked at all, my teacher praised me to death.

Why even bother then?

Gosh, another entry?

I dreamed about water last night. Rivers filled with (tropical aquarium) fish and when I returned to catch them, they were gone, because of the river was stuffed with sand!!! When I woke up, I immediately knew why I got that dream. Last night, I watched the news. I don't think I will have to tell you about the Tsunami and the Indian Ocean? It's terrible what happened, and so many people died..... But, don't get me wrong on this, I do think it's terrible what happened, I'm glad that... these people didn't die because of war or terrorism... These deaths aren't the result of human insanity... it was nature. Because I'm not personally affected, this softens the pain for me. I can image people who are personally affected think I'm cold and heartless. I can't blame them. It's easy for me to talk about it this lightly. I didn't loose someone dear.
It was also the first time I actually saw a lot of dead people on tv. I mean REAL dead people. They always showed a foot or so, or the body from far away... but now they showed a truck driving with a lot of bodies on them.
Half of the missing persons will probably never be found. Half of the found persons will probably never be identified...
And the only thing that makes it bearable for ME, is the one thought: at least it wasn't war or terrorism.

But I must forget that dream, as well as my small second dream, about people being locked in a building and while I wasn't one of the persons in the building (I was more like a spirit there), I knew that this building would get blown up and that all these people would die.
Does that dream ring a bell with you?

*smacks head* Happy news, happy news, try to think of happy news!!!! I must focus on the fact that my friends all got their gifts. I send them quite late, and all arrived on time, or a tiny bit too late (yay for postal service (and boo for christmas card senders *hisses* - even though I'm one myself XD)), and as far as I know they all like it. Togepi got it the fastest (she's a dutchie too, so no surprise XD), Uum got it second (when I visited her), and then Nanashi and Demi. Both didn't say much about it (Demi mistook candy for old hard bread XD That was fun!) and I should have gone with my doubt (Somehow I felt that getting Demi milk chocolate wouldn't be as great as white chocolate XD) But hey, they liked it, and that's what matters ^_^
I also got the news that Stevo got a package, but when he mentioned that he got the WITCH books, I knew he got them both. After all, 1 package contained book 1, and package 2 contained book 2. Could have been the other way around though ^_^ And he also posted the cutest and coolest art on DA.
And one of them is for ME. ME I tell ya! ME! ME! Not you, but ME!

*grabs the drawings and hisses at everyone who dares to get closer*

lately I'm having dreams about games again. I'm in a team (sometimes I'm the team leader, sometimes I'm a random person, and sometimes can't see my team members) and have to finish a game/ puzzle/ whatever. 9 out of 10 times I need to do that to save someone, or the world. Why? Why do I have such stupid dreams?

Anyway, today I'll try to make a website for Forever Young. I can't come up with anything nice, so it'll be a basic layout. With ccs for a change. So that I can always change the colours of the episodes, without redoing them all. That would be sooooo handy XD

Well, I started posting the new calendar on my DA page. Yeah; worship me, blah blah blah.

Also turns out my gifts for Demi and Nanashi reached them on Christmas =D Wai! That was fast! I hope that Stevo got BOTH his packages already as well.

Monday: can't remember what I did. Oh yeah; got new internet and stunned all with my drawings again.
Thuesday: played with my new internet and... eh... went shopping with mom?
Wednesday: went to swimming lessons again. Was really quiet.

Thursday: went to visit Uum and also met one of her friends. He was really nice! And Uum rocked as always. Got this COOL image from her, that now hangs above my fish tank =D. One of the first things I see when I wake up! I saw a lot of cool stuff and bought a new book; which I finished within an hour XD But it was a cool book =D. And, of course XD missed the train XD As always XD I always miss the train there.
But I had a great day!!!

Friday: Shopped with mom again? Oh, and I found this awesome shop in my town; a shop that sells all types of asian food =D Wai! And a few asian things like soup bowls and stuff. Very cool.

Saterday: NO WORK! W00t!!! Drew some stuff. And saw Harry Potter the movie. Yes, I, I yes I saw Harry Potter the movie. And MY opinion is: gosh, what typical characters. Sure, it was a cute movie and all, but was that what all the fuss was about? The perfect hero, the smart girl and the clumsy boy with a golden heart. I hope the book is way better XD. But then again, I'm VERY hard to please with movies lately. We ate tibet noodle soup. It was okay ^_^ Also did a lot with Gaia Online. Collected all the gifts! And I saw Three Days. I already knew that it would end like that, but it was still a sad movie XD.

Sunday: Grandma came. Drew a bit. Also made a drawing for my local chinese restaurant. I was so embarressed when I gave it XD. The service is great there, and we always have a lot of fun, so I thought they deserved something. Plus, I once scribbled on a paper plate and the owner loved that. Resulted in a free drink =D YAY!
I also printed one of my latest drawings ('Get your own N1nj4 St3v0 Doll') on a t-shirt ^_^ Looks cute!

So, that was about it. Nothing special happened. Still no internship. Blah Blah. Draw me something XD

So much to say....lemme order things:

- I went to Holiday on Ice. It was nice. everyone went ooooo and aaaahhhh and I thought: what?! Never seen a figure skater before?! Oh, I agree, it was very pretty what all happened (she fell! sjeesh!) and I loved the part where there were 3 types of music through each other, but those people honestly overreacted with their ooos and aaahs. They reacted like they had never seen SKATES before.

- I was sick. For a day. As usual. I honestly felt brainless and that I would drop on the street. My voice was also gone, and it was hand in day- I HAD to get out. On the way back I picked up Lord of the Rings 12 DVD Special Edition for my mom and dad, bought some other stuff I gave to my sister and mom and dad, and managed to stay standing on my 2 legs.

- The day after, I was recovering, and Frodo, our 11 weeks and 6 days old puppy was ill. We all thought it wasn't that serious, so my mom left for a party she had to attend (otherwise my dad would be there all alone blah blah) and asked if I could see the vet with Frodo. Turned out that she had a light throat thingie, and that it was seriouser than expected. But, she's all jumpy now again, so no worries; she's better again.

- I just realised that I have more options in this blog, like this, and this on an easier way. Yay for IE 6!

- We now have new internet. Works nice! And I still have all the adresses ^_^ Yay!

- I realised that I have an intresting relation with half of my friends. You see, half of my friends.... either annoy me every now and then, or have really annoyed me at the start!!! Ief, my high school best friend, was someone I started out hating. Or Cat. She knows this; in the beginning I didn't like her at all. And she's still one of my best friends.
But I also have friends I liked from the beginning. And who cares what I thought about them in the beginning? What matters is what I think of them now. And I love them all.

- I especially currently love Craig and Demi. They know why. But I so love them at the moment.

- Thursday I'll be off to see Uum again. FINALLY again. Maybe, if Uum helps me, I can find WITCH collection novels 1 and 2. I have all loose episodes myself, but if Demi would like them, I at least have them. And otherwise I keep them myself ^_^

Ooooh, just look at these nifty options.........

Yesterday I was sick... today my 11 week old puppy is sick T_T The vet doesn't think she's very ill, but since she's a puppy and all.... I'll just have to make sure she's warm!!!

me....ish......sick..... bwech. And that on hand-in day... That so sucks. I'll still go. Just hope I won't get hit by a truck.....