Tuesday, December 31, 2002

Well, they are not going to change venus's voice. It's been the 3rd episode with her voice now. Oh well. At least they changed Halfmoonbeam into.... it could be best translated as CrescentBeam. It's not the same though. When you take the English word crescent, you see a crescent moon.... I think at least. The dutch word for crescent is maansikkel, aka crescent moon. So, our Crescentbeam is actually missing something. It would be better understandeble if it was Crescentmoonbeam. But hell, I'm rambling again.
Yesterday I bought a computer table with my dad, but before we can put it together I need to finish my room >_<. How on earth does he think I can do that today?!
Besides, I just remembered what day it is today...new year's eve..... darn, almost forgot about it again. And I want to draw Phoenix today. I'm a Sunrise Otaku ^_^.

Monday, December 30, 2002

Man, I sure have weird dreams. I dreamed it was Thursday, when I'm going to meet Togepi from online. I'm really looking forward to that day. Anyway, We met and ate in a restaurant. Suddenly some friends of mine showed up and sat with us and they kept on eating the food I ordered for myself!
When I left, I suddenly was on some weird school trip and the mall had become some weird battlefield. People got possessed all the time and I got posessed once myself, and when I woke up I saw one of the main characters of Final Fantsay...IX I think. Weird- I don't have any Final Fantasy games.
Then, the next moment I was lost in some place that was a mix between a zoo and a themeparc. I was there with a friend, but I have no clue who she was. I was there with a boy too. I think it was Martijn from High School, but I'm not sure. Anyway, he decided to go another way, but we wanted to proove we took the right way. Almost ended up being hit by a tiny train, with loopings and all, but I finally found the gathering place.... with a great big warm pool! Wai!
And then my sister started playing with the dog and woke me up *growl, growl* I think I won from Martijn, but not sure. This is a typical dream for me- almost 3 dreams mixed through each other ^_^.
I also read the story i found back yesterday- man I was violent ^_^. But it was so cute- gave me a problem though. I want to re write that story, but it makes no sense at all! Kids fighting evil and still have time for homework?! And working for the justice?! And getting paid 2500 euro a day?!?! A nice story, but not realistic at all!

Sunday, December 29, 2002

I survived my room!!!!!!! *feels like being on top of the world* God, that thing really needed a clean up =S. Good things: I found back stories; and one was called Het Zwarte Masker 3 (The black mask 3); my first story that I finished AND had 2 sequels. My pride, the horror of my 3rd High School class.
Nothing more to tell. So tired. *thinks* Moved my room, survived the jungle..... finally being able to get online...wrote a theme song for Serenay that sounds so sucky- it has to become a HIT!...All I now need is music.
Nope, nothing to tell. Man I'm boring.

Saturday, December 28, 2002

Some dreams I truly like ^_^. I went to a shop (in my dream) and bought almost everything I got my hands on ^_^. Like I had won the lottery!! *checks bank account...nope T_T* Suddenly I spotted something; a set to make your own models. And one was from Kitt! A second from Zach! I immediately bought them too! I saw an Eron one too (Eron from Blackout) and so wanted to have it. I also wanted Ray, but he was out of stock. What confused me in the store was, that how did they know about Kitt, Zach, Eron and Ray, and why did they use it without letting us know? And there was no credit or site link on the package too... =S. It was just a dream- a great dream, but just a dream ^_^.
Further more, I have 10 more minutes before I want to go further with my homework. Hopefully I have it finished quite soon so I continue my Kitt Genka Yume picture- I stopped coloring it yesterday, because...well....
I GOT MY PACKAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was so great! A CD with great songs (also Fire Soul Love and Raskiko!!!!), Luna P ball, A cute stocking, tastefull candy, pretty shells, a snowflake and....an animation to die for..... I so wished you could all see it. It was so........ incredibely amazing!
I'm not worthy of the all might Demitri Scaramanga......

Friday, December 27, 2002

I so hate it when my dad is home. Sure, I love the guy, but he always whines that I shouldn't be so often behind the computer. I can't help it I need to get online so often!! If I want to becomes famous (why is there a little... embossed line under my 'f' key?!) with Serenay Moon I have to keep working on it!
Anyway, I made the new years picture yesterday ^_^. So far I showed it at 5 people. 2 were my parents, who didn't look right. One was my grandmother- and I don't have to expect she gets it. The 4th was a guy from the net, and didn't get it too. The 5th was another great friend from the net and she got the picture! Weea! She understood what I mend!!
I'm vague. I'm so tired, yet can't sleep any more.....*snore*

Thursday, December 26, 2002

Merry 2nd Christmas day too all. I'm so happy I didn't listen to the tv guide. I almost forgot about Sailor Moon but just in case I checked the tv guide. According to the tv guide- there would be no sailor moon or card captor sakura. But just in case, I got up early anyway! And it came! Both episodes! Sure, I partly missed CCS because of some stomach troubles, but at least I taped it ^_^ (no more Kero's Corner! Wai!). And I would never thought I would say this.... but today's Sailor Moon ending..... was not as good at the English one....>_<. Usagi became Princess Serenity and well, the english version was much.... more.... pretty. I mean, My Only Love is there! One of the few English songs I truely like.
Nonetheless, we had a treat in our version ^_^. All the insults in from Mamoru, and I saw the english version- and don't remember that happening there! Unless I'm wrong....
And now some complaints on christmas day. I know I'm overreacting- but I want to make a point at Dreaming Moon; the Sailor Moon fanfic/ RPG. (I'm playing Rini there- yeah, Rini since they only have the english names there). Anyway, there had been some complaints about Demitri and me- our english would be bad, we didn't make full sentences (? sp?) and invented our own baddie. Well, there was no other bad guy to bring life in the RPG- so we had no choice. Anyway, we all agreed Demitri got a little bit carried away, but both really enjoyed the RPG- and I believe that was the goal. So, they kinda ruined it for me, but I continued.
Today we got an other entry- nothing personal to that player; more to the 'leader'- she or he used 'Serena:' and 'Darien:'; in other words; completely no sentence at all! So, I mailed to them that I thought it was quite unfair (I did that once myself, and got complains) because no one complained about that! So, to make it sound even more insulted, I added: is it because I'm Dutch?
I know, terribly over reacting- but it's a statement ^_^

Wednesday, December 25, 2002

If someone would think about sending me a fanfic- it's fine by me... just one request- USE A SPELLING CHECK! I know my english isn't that well, but I never knew that there were so many words that could be spelled with 'th'.... like wather... and lathe.....You would think Americans would know more about english spelling than a dutch girl....
Anyway, there is a special christmas special posted on my site. Go read it.....

Merry Christmas You Guys!!
(can't see the pic? Click here)

Tuesday, December 24, 2002

Which Cute-type are you?!?!

I'm Classic-Cute!!
made by Jen


That's so me...I'm traditional and old fashion ^_^. I bet you didn't expect that one!!
Which Hinata girl do you embody!?!

I'm Naru!

You have your standards; but hey who doesn't!?
You care about your friends and stay true to yourself,
however you are known to throw a fit every once in awhile.
While some say you're the devil,
others know you're a true angel!



Is that a good or a bad thing? =S
come discover which Hello Kitty fairy you are!

I'm Hello Kitty Water Fairy!
made by: Jen


Uh-oh.....how predictable can a girl get?! I'm born under the element Fire! (Almost been water though)
My inner Goddess color is Violet!
© What's your Inner Goddess Color?? © Jen

Probably not the whole text will show up, but according to this test, I'm one of the highest levels =S. Yeah, right.

How...how could they?!?! *cries* Waaaah! *sniff, sniff* I was so looking forward to this episode. Would they finally make a good choice?! Of course not! Hello- Yor Kiddin?!? (only the name makes you pucke already).
Sailor Venus finally appeared and HELL what a bad voice! The same as Officer Jenny from Pokémon!! Who is gonna believe Mina is a teenager now?! (please change it, please change it! Just like you did with Makoto!). And Artemis...........waaah!! I already hoped the computer voice wouldn't be HIS voice.... but it was! ARGH *sniff*

+Finished 25% of the wallpapers and Genka Yume art

Still need to do the rest >_<

Monday, December 23, 2002

Bwech! For the first time I'm happy I'm gonna get my own personal computer (yes! I'm getting one myself!). This freaking yet trusty old thing freaked about 5 times today. 1st after answering 1 simple mail- the other 4 times while coloring Lady Ignis from Genka Yume.
But dang, I'm busy this vacation!
+Homework!
+Cleaning my room! *jungle sounds*
+Coloring Genka Yume art (+ making wallpapers from it)
+Moving the galleries >_< (ARGH!)
+Writing Alena

ARGH?! How on earth am I supposed to do that all in 2 weeks!! (I won't do anything for school on christmas days, new year, the 2nd of january and saterdays)

Saturday, December 21, 2002

There are 2 entries today.
The Happy Entry

I went to work today (happens more often) and do you happen to remember Evil Ellen? That girl who kept on complaining that I complained a lot and that I was always so cranky? Today, she herself complained about her job! Big Time! And a guy said something about it- and dang! That was so funny! 'I'm not complaining! Not at all! I didn't mind at all!!' *laughs* She said exactly what I always said- okay, I never said I never complained that much- but she said that if I didn't like the work I should leave. Now she does the same thing and suddenly it's okay!
The funny part? She got annoyed big time! Never seen her that cranky before!!!!

The Pissed-off Entry
I feel so.....used. I delivered some packages for a colleage because she wouldn't have the time to deliver them. I know, I shouldn't walk, but I was by bike so I didn't have to walk that much. The first place I heard something cracking through the intercom so I knew the people were at home, but couldn't hear me. So, I took the elevator up and delivered it. So far, so good- even though that woman didn't even thank me for coming upstairs especially for her!!
The second and the thirs asked if I could come upstairs, but I told them I couldn't walk stairs and they came down for me. The last package I rang the doorbell, but no one replied. Finally, when I was about to leave, someone replied.
Miss: Oh.... Actually I can't come down, can you come upstairs?
Me: Well Miss, I can't walk stairs....
Miss: Oh...*silence* I really can't come
Me: Which floor is it?
Miss: The second....
Me: *deep sigh* Well, then we;ll just have to try.
That freaking DITZ first forgot to open the door for me and if a gentleman didn't pass by I could have never gone up! And she didn't reply to the second ranging of the doorbell either! So, I went up and it went surprisingly well- but then I saw 2 doors- Neither of them having numbers!! So, which of them was the right door? I knocked on both, but neither of the inhabitants answered. So, being annoyed I said, very loud: Okay, I'm on the 2nd floor, but which one is 284?!
Suddenly a voice: Hello?
Finally!! Me: Mail deliverer! Package
That woman opened the door. No injury was visible, but then again, you can't see on the outside how terrible things are going with my leg (I'm overreacting a tiny bit- it's not that bad- I do need rest though).
Miss: Yes, I'm sorry I couldn't come downstairs. I was under the shower
WTF?!?! I pushed my leg over the limit because she was under the shower?! She could have easily come down! Just jumping into something that looks like clothes and she could have been downstairs in 5 minutes!!!
'Cant come down..' BWECH! Annoying, freaking DITZ!

More news? Still no package and finally scanned the drawings from Genka Yume. I have a birthday tonight. Bwech- those are always boring and full of smoke ~_~.
But finally.........

VACATION!

Thursday, December 19, 2002

I so hate this. Typed a huge entry......and now It's gone. Took me 15 damn minutes!!!! *annoyed*
Short version: loved the christmas dinner, but my teacher forgot to tell me he would leave early and I was sitting there; having no clue what my role would be! ARGH!
So, after sending the kids home, I cleaned up a tiny bit, but out the lights and went home. Hell, should have told me something.
(At the beginning: He: Kitt, if you have any questions, just ask! Me: okay! *today* Me: Do I need to come early? Is there something I should know? He: No! Nothing at all!)
*cries* It was such a huge entry, about understanding the comfort a religion can give! And about how the principle was really annoying with her 'hush,hush' during that christmas musical that was made by the kids. My group was the most quiet of all, but according to her not! Yes, my group, because the teacher went to Aida- that freaking musical was more important than his class.
Is it there yet? Is it there yet? Is it? Is it? No...... it's not *deeply dramatic sigh* Well, I came home early and am now waiting for the christmas dinner at my school to teach. My freaking teacher forgot to mention I should bring along a plate and knife and fork! (Me: Do I have to bring something along? He: No! Not at all! Nothing!) If I had never asked myself if I was invited (I hate doing that) I would have never known I could eat along!
I guess I'll fill my time writing profiles. Just finished 30 mails >_<. More news? Guess not......
Is it there yet? Is it there yet?

Wednesday, December 18, 2002

What to tell, what to tell.....HAS MY PACKAGE ALREADY ARRIVED?! I'm driving the people in my house nuts with that question. Is it there yet? Is it there yet? Is it? Is it?
More news.... I hate my mentor. Yeh, I still do. Won't stop hating him anytime soon.
Well, good news is that my sister has a scanner and that it works.... I just have to look really sweet at her if I want to scan my Genka Yume pics; just 2 more to draw! And I'm gonna CG them- way faster than with pencils ^_^. Took a while before I found out what I would dress up Aqua like..... HUSH! Almost posted a spoiler! Stupid me!
Today was my last day of school this year. Tomorrow a christmas celebration at my school to teach and friday......ah, how I love these words: FREE!!!
Can't wait till the 2nd of January......yupyup

Tuesday, December 17, 2002

about 2 years ago I had an illness in my leg what prevented me from walking a lot. Well, guess what.... IT HAS RETURNED >_<. With an annoying back ache to match. Takes me 5 minutes just to sit down! or standing up! Well, better than yesterday anyway- yesterday it took me an hour just to sit without pain.
So, I called my job. I can prepare my block, but if I'll walk it, I probably end up not being able to walk any more- it's best for me now to ease down a while....and that while saterday will be the busiest saterday of the year >_<. And actually.... I hate it that I can't go to work! I mean it! Weird huh?!
Further news: We have to interview an artist for school and today I tried to find a whole in the rules....and I did find it *very evil grin*
Me: Mister, I know an artist who has just started. Just got the first assignment (I avoided words like him or her) but really wants to go on with this! Is it okay if I pick that person?
Teacher: Sure! Actually, it would be quite fun! (I hate that teacher btw)
Me: But this person has had no artistic education at all! It's really okay?
Teacher: Yes, I can imagine it will be quite intresting..
*very evil grin again* Hehe..... I can now officially interview....MYSELF!

Monday, December 16, 2002

Okay, nothing big about yesterday. Went out for dinner with my parents, saw Dennis from High School (at least I think it was him; dang he has grown!!) but he ignored me and Shirley from my class. She didn't ignore me; she even said hi! *shocked*. I made up a special for Serenay >_< But I forgot what it was about. Oh well, so far we still have enough specials (written by me).
Blablablayaddayaddayadda. Today I will go to my school to give a crafts assignment; the one in yesterday's post. When I'll come home I have to do a bit of homework; shall take about what? 1 hour? Hardly!
Mm, I'm gonna type a new profile for the profiles section. I should do that again >_<.

Sunday, December 15, 2002

*AATSJOO!* Drats, it's cold!! Anyway, the reason why I didn't post anything yesterday because I was so freaking pissed about my job. Okay, I did get my christmas-package-gift and it was great this year! I even got a tiny portable radio! Now all I need to find are head phones.......
More news: almost done with Genka Yume's gallery. Just 2 more pictures, I hope! Then I can get to other promissed art.
Anyway, here is something nice!

How to make safe christmas decoration lights! (age: 4 and up)

Needed:

+ Thick paper (about 10 centimetres high and quite long; needs to get wrapped around a jar (but not touch the glass!!))
+ Crayons (colored of course)
+ Sunflower oil
+ glass jar (with small candle in it (waxine light?))

Step one: draw something nice on the paper. Press hard to get bright colors, press soft to get soft colors; but you won't see those soft colors that well.
Step two: Put Sunflower oil on your paper; put it quite thick on it!
Step three: Let is dry (takes about 5 hours till a day to get dried well)
Step four: But both sides to each other (stapler?) and tadaa!!! nice decorated light!! (well, if you put the glass jar within it)

Friday, December 13, 2002

UPDATE!!
I don't have to go to school!!!
Going through the motions, losing all my drive. I just want to see, if this is really me, and I just want to be....ALIVE!
Bwech- need to go to school anyway >_< Oh well, afterwards I'll update the site. And I have to get up at 6 am tomorrow >_<
I'm getting more and more annoyed by american people who claim that the dutch school system sucks, the american school system is the best and think I can't even write my own zip code right!
Every country has their own school system. Here, in the Netherlands, everyone gets the same education so everyone will have the same basic knowledge. Besides that, all kids learn English nowadays and even graduate in it! Most dutch people speak 2 or more languages. I myself speak Dutch, English, a dash of French and a dash of German.
As for the zip code....... I'M NOT STUPID! I know how to write my own zip code. If I say it has 4 digits, it has 4 digits!

Thursday, December 12, 2002

I just got a call...I'M FREE TOMORROW! NO SCHOOL!
Problem, I promissed my mentor I would hand in something. Hell, I don't wanna go to school especially for that! I mailed him and asked him it was okay to hand it in thuesday; I'm supposed to have my evaluation by then. No reply yet, but I so hope he won't mail or mail it will be okay. Come on people...PRAY ALONG FOR ME!

Wednesday, December 11, 2002

What has a simple girl to tell.... OUR BRIDGE VANISHED! The bridage that has always been there as long as I can remember suddenly has vanished? No, no demons, no nature-disasters... even worse: CITY HALL! My 'local government (major and stuff)' probably decided this bridge was too old....... darn thing has been there about 15-19 years by now!
Further news: there had been an accident with the tram, but by the time I was free from school they were.....kinda.... on scedule again. Intresting huh?!
Anyway, tonight I will get a new swimming group I will have to teach- hell, I don't even know WHAT I'm supposed to teach tonight! ^_^. Could look it up though. Yeah, I'm lazy.............
And I wanna tell something to certain people....BUT I CAN'T! Argh, how I hate keeping secrets sometimes, especially when it's not a big secret at all!! Just 2 more weeks...2 more weeks....

Tuesday, December 10, 2002

Things I keep on forgetting to tell people:

+Go check out the Dark Fyres of Cyp...Chypryrus..... eh.... that new story on the web (link is in my links section on my page). It's really cool and while you are at it- draw things for my friend too!
+Go check out BlackOut. Link is next to this message. Because it's really cool and while you are at it, draw things for that friend of mine too!
+Go check out Bohemiansoul.net (link on the left) because Luna Puella has great art. Warning: sunglasses might be handy, and then I'm not talking about the super duper bright red layout- but about the sparkling great art. And while you are at it....hell, draw something for her too ^_^
+Go check out www.dragonsoulgallery.com; because I say so. Tiamat is a wonderful artist; you should draw her something!!
+Go check out my sister site (on my site) Togepi's stories, because her art and stories are always so cute. And while you are at it.... draw something for me her too.
+Go check out the Pikachu and Mew show, and draw something for her too, since I'M TOO LAZY FOR IT!! Link is on the website
+Go check out my site while you are looking for the links and while you are at it *throws herself on her knees and cries* PLEASE DRAW ME SOMETHING!!! Or at least adopt an adoption!!!!

*cough* And now a message to a certain person who DOES have a life: EnroCire has a petpet now too.

Monday, December 09, 2002

My day was okay. I had the first period off, and after the 2nd period I would have 3 more periods off before my final hour. I used that time to do various homework; not that much- but enough. I finished Technique (well, except the tape assignment- no one could find that one), made a work-map for my stupid annoying I-hate-him-Mentor (can't hand it in without an evaluation; which I'll get thursday or even later! >_<) and some weird class called FQ; something about psychologie and kids, really weird.
Then I heard my grade for the music tape I had to make with a group: A 9!! 9 out of 10! In the American System that would be close to an A; or even be an A.
But then I got back another asignment: a 7 out of 10. Sure, it was good, but I was really insulted with how some people graded me. You see, someone from another class had to grade you and they say what I typed sucked. Now, the weird thing is: I thought it sucked so went to the teacher to get some advice. He read it, and said it was great what I had written! Sure, a few tiny points could be changed, but he said that what I had written was great! And now I get it from another class: The things you wrote sucked! (not in those words). Well, then you insult me; like it's personal.
The group that graded me had a friend of mine in it and I told him that. He completely understood how I felt and would say it to the others. I had to write something about parents and their expectation and about kids who are afraid to fail. We'll see what comes from it, but it's really weird.
I hope I can draw some more today; yesterday I finished 2 pictures I was busy with and I'm still busy with drawing profile pictures for ***** **** (yeah; it's still a secret ^_^). I already finished the outlines from 2 pictures; and I need to make about *counts on fingers* 12-13 different pictures. Maybe even more.
Jeez, I'm so boring! I don't have a single intresting thing to tell.
My feet are frozen- it's freezing out here and I'm not kidding. Because of the cold my eyes started to tear. I whipped them off to my jacket (it was freaking cold; I hardly dared to put my hands out of my sleeves!) and when I wanted to whipe away some more tears... the old ones were still frozen to my jacket!!

Saturday, December 07, 2002

This is how my day went:
Boss: Hi Kitt! This present is because of Sint Nicolaas, this one because we worked so well during the Sint Nicolaas period and oh, before I forget, you have to start at 6 am next week instead of 7 am. Sure, you can refuse, but I don't think your colleages would appreciate that.
Me:In other words: I have no choice...........
Bwech, 6 am! Just because some people send x-mas cards; who does that nowadays anyway?! *hides printer that prints x-mascards she is gonna send* Anyway, I get paid more for it and it's only for 2 weeks...*sighs*. This means getting to bed at 8 pm to bed........
What more? I took my very first official swimming exam; for the first time I was a true examinator! Luckily all kids that showed up passed.
Oh yeah, and the Rolling Stones sold extra tickets. How I know that? I had trouble getting to work again!
Me: Good Morning! (pretending to be cheerful, while I was awake 15 minutes (yeah, I can get up pretty fast) and thinking: hell, what on earth are all these people doing here?! How on earth will I get to the stairs!)
Crowd in tiny room: Good Morning (not moving a muscle)
Me: *sigh* Excuse me, mail deliverer trying to get to her work! (in the mean while hoping you won't step on someone or their belongings, and when you finally reach the door... it's locked and they simply couldn't hear me banging... took me 5 minutes to get in!)

Friday, December 06, 2002

I'm so ashamed....first I found out I had no insperation for the stories I promissed to write and after that I made the winter/x-mas layout for the site....I'm so sorry guys....
What do you mean, Sint Nicolaas is gone? That poor guy has put one foot on his boat and BANG: "Welcome all! Here you hear the best Christmas Songs ever!!" Couldn't you people have waited about 2-5 more days?!
Anyway, I types part 56 yesterday. Actually I'm so mean to Stevo. I mean, he sends me a chapter after working so hard on it and BANG, 6 hours later he gets the next one from me! *sniff* I hope he doesn't think I am pushing him. You hear this Stevo? Take ALL THE TIME YOU NEED!
*sigh* Okay, first I'll type the Serenay Moon/ CCS crossover, after that I'll try to do Alena 04. And after that, the site update. I'm not really in the mood yet ^_^. And besides, it's chapter week so I'm done within 15 minutes!
The site update will be today, if I can't do Alena today I'll do it tomorrow.

Thursday, December 05, 2002

This is my best Sint Nicolaas Celebration ever! And I'm not kidding; I feel like the happiest girl on earth! Why?
First, I got some chocolate money from my sister, as well as a hair extension. Second, I got a new sketchblock and coloring pencils from my school.When I came home...I found episode 54 in my mailbox!!!!!!!! And it was great!
Next year I'm gonna make a special Sint Nicolaas layout for my site. Why is quite easy; I'm Dutch. And this year I did something special for Halloween while Dutch people don't celebrate Halloween. But I didn't do a thing for Sint Nicolaas! I feel like I've neglected my own culture. Call me crazy, but hell, I'm DUTCH!
Oh, my mom just asked me if I wanted to come along and look for a new bench in our home (yes Cat, we are gonna take a new bench as well as new closets).
What I planned today:
+ Writing a Serenay Moon/ Card Captor Sakura Crossover
+ Writing Alena part 4
+ Writing Episode 56....because I think I got 55 instead of 54..... not sure... should check that...anyway, the chapter Stevo wrote is great! So far I already love Buku!
Tomorrow I have the day off so...expect me to make that deadline I've given myself!

Tuesday, December 03, 2002

Finally! Gosh, that took a while before this thing loaded!
Okay, first things first: I have to go easy on my right wrist; I'm using it way too much. I try using my mouse with my left hand once in a while- jeez that takes LONG!
Further: Makoto's, Zoisite's and Kunzite's voice are changed. Ami is suddenly called Amy............. weird!!! And Urawa/ Greg appeared today but man, he has the most annoying voice ever! There are 2 voices I truly hate... he had one of them today.

Anyway, has been a while since I posted a dream ne? I had a great new one and I remember it too!
My mom was supposed to go on a vacation to Greece but she completely forgot about it so my aunt left without her. Suddenly there had been a huge Tidal Wave (must be inspired by that film from yesterday evening ^_^. Boy, I have trouble getting to bed on time! >_<) and my mom tried to find her.
Because of that I was forced to walk to the swimming lessons I give each wednesday. Halfway I met one of my students (oh, reminds me off, Saterday I have to give the swimming-exams!) and suddenly I was in the pool. I saw Li and Sakura. They had just captured a Clow Card but Li took it away because Sakura had messed up according to him. He put it in a locker... but didn't write his name on it!
Then I gave swimming lessons but I noticed people were arguing with each other. Suddenly I saw a glow on the wall and I yelled: "I know it's you! You are the Fight Card!" (fight as in arguing; not the real Fight Card). It began to matrialise and I yelled to some other kid: "Get Li! Or Sakura!"
Cute huh? Anyway, all of a sudden I was watching Card Captor Sakura but they aired it earlier so I missed it. At least I was in time for Sailor Moon.

So, then I woke up and luckily it was all a dream so I didn't miss Card Captor Sakura (such a cute episode today! Li is my HERO! He used all his powers to free Sakura from the Return Card). Thinking about this dream makes me happy yet sad. I could easily make a Card Captor Sakura episode of this (which would mean ANOTHER CCS fanfic on the net), but the thing that makes me a bit sad is that I called for help. Sure, I know, it was the wisest thing to do. Of course I couldn't have fight that Clow Card... but wouldn't it be more neater if I actually fought it and won?

Sunday, December 01, 2002

New one:
'Why are the drivers in the Netherlands located on the right side of a car?'
I'm not going to respond to that one! Come on, only ENGLAND does that; not the whole of Europe!

By Togepi:
'What? You live in the Netherlands?! But I thought you lived in Holland!'
>_<

And this is the most weirdest thing I've ever heard:
'I heard that Dutch people were very crazy about Tulips, and even traded their houses just to have one!'

Saturday, November 30, 2002

Okay people, listen up! Apparently someone needs to tell this, and it's really important:
The fact that I live in the Netherlands does not mean I'm stuck in the past! Over the past few weeks people told me asked me the following things:

'Wow! They didn't dub Titanic? But how can you understand it then?'
Simple people, we had some genius who invented sub-titles. Almost every movie is played in it's ORIGINAL version. Only for the kids we dub some movies and the original version is then available as well.

'If I come to the Netherlands, won't people stare at me? I'm *insert country-name*.'
No. And why? Because there is no such thing as a Dutch culture. All kinds of races are mixed here. People don't stare at you if you are a certain race. Then we would have stiff necks of staring at each other. We are not some isolated country; we've always been a trading-nation.

'I don't speak Dutch, how will people understand me?'
Most people our age have graduated with English as a major. We know most people speak English, that's why kids from about 10 years old already start getting english lessons. Even old people speak a dash of English here!

(added by F@ceman:)
'You forgot to tell that we take shifts at putting our finger in the dykes. Each Dutch person is obligated to stand there one hour!'

So people, listen carefully!
We are not ISOLATED. We DO NOT wear clogs/ wooden shoes. There are hardly any WINDMILLS left. The tulips are ONLY at the 'Keukenhof' and some gardens; they are NOT typically dutch. We SUBTITLE the movies. MOST people speak ENGLISH. How on earth do you think I could talk to you now?!

Mm, maybe I'm this moody because I had to work 1 hour extra because there was a freaking lot of mail. Bwech. At least I heard a happy song yesterday...

We moeten DOORGAAN!
..Kijk daar loopt mijn vriendje...
We moeten...DOORGAAN!
..Hé, achter wie loopt hij nou weer aan?
We moeten DOOOORGAAAAN
....Dan maar....alleen....

(I should take my teachers to 'Idols')


Friday, November 29, 2002

Whenever I think of school today my mood drops like a canonball. Bwech! First I had some weird art instruction, and after that we could choose to do some crafts. My friend and I were building the Trojan Horse and it looked quite good. But that %&* teacher of ours kept on saying: use this material! Use this! This will make it look good! Come on, use this! AAARGH!
After that I had to wait a whole hour before I could speak with my student-counselor whatever. So, I went and showed my map with things from my school I have to teach. Last year I did it just like this; all 2 times and from both counselors I got compliments because it looked so good at the end. Now it looks crappy, but in the end it always looks great. No, mister-I'm-new-here-so-we'll-do-everything-by-the-rules-and-nothing-else-is-allowed demands I will already do (what I always did at the end) that now! That...that...MORON! Sorry, don't have any other words for it! *curses* Ruined my complete mood! Bwech, I have about a week to fix it. Sure, I'll make it- don't worry about that, but he's such a.....IDIOT (fits right in this school).
Afterwards a friend and I went to a museum called 'Van Speelklok tot Pierement'; a museum about all kinds of organs, musicboxes etc. That guy that gave the tour was really enthusiastic (with a german accent!) and let us hear really a lot! It was fun! And some song were so pretty (the only bright spot of the day).
Now I'm waiting to get back to school to get my Propedeuse. It's some weird thing; a piece of paper that tells me I'm allowed to study at the university or finish my college. Well, I was already allowed to go to University anyway. It's no big deal! They act like it's graduation! A whole fuzz about it! My friend and I think the same: we'd rather stay home.....

Thursday, November 28, 2002

Instead of giving math today, I was asked to fill in for the todler-group. The teacher had to leave and me and another teacher-student filled in for her. I told them a story I told last year and they loved it! So much, that they wanted me to tell something else! Hehe...but..problem was... I didn't knew any other story! So, I made one up, right there at that moment. It so sucked, but they liked it ^_^. They wanted ANOTHER story.
Anyway, I drew a picture which would be nice for Valentine...I wonder.... is Rocket Stevo related to Zach, by any chance?! =P. More news? I'm still tired and I still have to watch Sailor Moon and Card Captor Sakura. If I'm not wrong, Ruby Moon got introduced today. I'm not sure, but a weird teacher who looked familiar showed up and helped Li and Sakura. It was a 'she', but in the original manga, Ruby Moon is a guy. So... we'll see! It was with the Maze card, but I couldn't see it till the end. I taped it- as always.

Wednesday, November 27, 2002

something about having a nice dream that I can't remember and stuff.... *sighs*. And my classmates are pure dumb idiots. Sorry, it's the truth. Not all, but most of them are morons. Don't recall what I wanted to write. Woops. Anyway, I'll go an watch Buffy that I tapes last week. Yeah. And draw something while I'm at it. I'll draw a party picture for the 2 year anniversary of Serenay; just the grey lines though.
And yesterday I made a picture; in a pose I've never drawn before... yet.... it doesn't look that bad! It's actually cute well!!
Mm, can anyone draw me a Serenay Moon Valentine picture? Or Christmas? Or New Year?

Tuesday, November 26, 2002

Makoto entered the scene today. Wow... her voice sucks! It's a nice sweet voice, but it doesn't match her personality! Would have been much better for Minako or so. Oh well. Moon finally got the Moon Sceptre as it's called her. 'Power of the Moon, turn him back!'. Oh boy.. Moon Healing Escalation sounds way better. And the harvasting of the Rainbow Crystals have begun.
Okay, school today was boring. Internet is supposed to work 24/7 now again. Send me stuff. I like stuff. Not spam, stuff. Bwech... and I don't want to reply any more. ^_^. It feels like an obligation! Maybe I shouldn't go behind the computer any more.

Monday, November 25, 2002

I think I know what I have been missing. Today I so wasn't in the mood to do anything any more and I drew something. And I so missed drawing! It makes me feel so much better!
It's a pic for BlackOut, and quite special too since I haven't drawn something like that before. You'll see. It's really big and so far I only made the outline sketch! I'm doubting what to do. Or I trace it right away, or I'll make a copy of it first. I don't think copying will work that well =S. Anyway, no Uumie, I won't tell you what it is, but because of my big lack of time it will take me a while before I'll be able to finish it.
And OMG! I so love Zan! I don't know a thing about him but dang he looks GREAT! Sorry Derak, you have been replaced by the new guy from BlackOut!
I don't want to do anything any more....I'm so sick of everything; school... and especially the computer. Bwech. And I had the most ecologistic dream ever. Stop poluting the rivers... bla bla. Just about 6 more new sprites... at least

Sunday, November 24, 2002

What did I do:

+Started painting Crystal's hair
+Made a tun of new sprites and put them online

What will I do tonight:

+Printing the x-mas card
+Making the bill for the Postbank
+St. Nic.

Like you care ^_^. And Cat, I couldn't ask the day off the next day so I probably will go home afterwards >_<. Maybe we can pick a day? A saterday maybe?
Yesterday I had the most greatest dinner party! And I'm not kidding! We were laughing so hard; we had so much fun! Halfway my chest started to hurt; so hard did I laughed. And the other people were happy when they were finally finished ^_^.
Anyway, I'm tired. I simply can't sleep any more yet I'm tired. I started creating new sprites again; is anyone actually checking them out?! Friday they'll all be posted again; and some guardians have been redone by that time!
What more? I forgot...Oh yeah, I redid the Serenay Moon Process Page! It looks so spiffy because of the image F@ceman made! He made an animated version of our logo!

Things to do today:
+ Printing out the Christman Card numerous times
+ Filling in the BA-form (for school)
+ Starting on the Crystal-Barbie_Doll
+ Starting with the Sint Nicolaas Surprise

Maybe today:
+ Creating more sprites and even putting them online! (friday I'll go to a museum; so the update will be late)

Saturday, November 23, 2002

Did I tell you about my first real paid assignment? I had to make a coloringbook-calendar for kids and I drew 12 pictures. Today they have been handed out (Sint Nicolaas Party) and both the kids and the parents loved it! And the best is, is that I get 15 euro (almost 15 dollars) a page too!! *does a happy dance* I'm rich! Rich!
And sometime.... you just get the most sweetest and precious mails.....

Friday, November 22, 2002

After 30 minutes the teacher thought it wasn't necessairy to give us class any more and we were send home...................*silence*
*sniff, sniff* You won't believe it. And I'm not kidding! This is something that cannot happen! This is unreal! This.... this.... T_T. I'm at SCHOOL right now. And now the unreal part. I'm having 3 periods today; 3 classes- well guess again!!! I come here and find out I HAVE THE FIRST 2 PERIODS OFF!!! *growl, cries* I'm here for NOTHING! They said we could knew this last week's wednesday; but hell, why on earth did they give us a scedule if they don't tell us something changed!? ('But it was at the announcementboard'- guys, we have our own scedule!! Why on earth look there?!)
Okay, I'm pissed. Could have stayed in bed. And I can't even update the site because chapter 43 is AT HOME! Oh well, at least I can do the appointment I had with someone now instead of after the 3rd period. Oh wait, that's already done too!!!
Bwech. Give me a lighter and some gasoline; this school is TOAST!!

Thursday, November 21, 2002

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo! *cries* This can't be!!! Robbie Williams...*sniff* ticket-sale.... starts *sniff* ....saterday... wouldn't be such a bad thing...*sniff,sniff* IF I DIDN'T WORK ABOVE THE TICKET POINT! That means a lot of 'excuse me, coming through. excuse me!' before I can actually reach the stairs to my work!! And try getting out before 10 am then!!! No way! That's no way possible! Ever tried to get a kart with mail through a pile of people?! And they don't get that I'm a mail deliverer and can't just stand in the elevator till they get in! I have the right to get through!
Tickets will be sold out in 10 minutes anyway; just like Prince *evil grins*.
Anyway, I gave math again today....and it worked! It didn't become chaos! Hurray! Hurray for me! *does weird happy dance*. Well, I'm quite tired now.... I had 30 mails >_<. Still 15 left to answer

Wednesday, November 20, 2002

One period of class today... I wonder what FX is......... Anyway, there won't come much people I guess. Just me and a friend.... maybe 1 or 2 more. Anyway, I decided to make a tiny page all about ME! Hehe. I won't need to post art there; okay, maybe not Serenay Moon related art once in a while, but it's not an Art page. Just a small ABOUT ME page ^_^. I wanted to play with frames again. And I just know I'll be able to do it!

Tuesday, November 19, 2002

Oh My God! Internet works! It works! It works normally!
And to celebrate that, have a little poem I wrote:

Heaven
When I ask you about heaven,
what do you think?
Do you see a perfect place,
with perfect angels?
Do you see harmony and peace,
do you see love?
When you ask me about heaven,
I can say only one thing.
Heaven was created for one angel,
You....

It was better in my head >_<. Why can't I write pretty poems?

Monday, November 18, 2002

How I spend my day today:

~Made some new animated sprites since the internet didn't want to connect again
~School; got bored to death almost the first period. The second was a break and I did some lesson preparations which I can also use for my upcoming How-To-Draws (when translated into english). The 3rd period was quite hard to understand but intresting (spelling) and the 4th was intresting; about how Mecanics got introduced at elementary school and what you can do with them. Some ideas were great, but hard to make reality.
~Went home and typed up the following scientific pieces I made up in the 7 minutes of walking how, while waiting for the internet to get connected again (about 30 - 45 minutes):
+ Mermaids: mammals, amphibians or fish?
+ Mermaids: best singers of the sea!
+ Mermaids: it's an ear(ly) case
+ Mermaids: beautiful creatures with long hair
+ Mermaids: a shopping hell
+ Mermaids: it's all a long big tail
I really like how some turned out, I might make a page for it ^_^.
~Then I could get online (finally) and I called which file I should download. I heard that and hung up: finding 7-8 different files and none had the name what I was given! So, called again (it's a free number ^_^) and the woman helped me (she sounded like she would only have to work 5 more minutes). So, downloaded a certain PDF file....... but now what should I do with it?! I expected a file that would run itself, but this is a word file?! I bet my dad will know what to do with it... otherwise I have to call AGAIN. It said I needed to gett offline first before using it anyway.
~So, now I am here; just replied to my mail and will soon feed my neopets. Then I'll check the net some more ^_^.

Things I finally did yesterday:
+ made the contract! Yay for me!
+ made the b-day card! Hurray!
+ made the Christmas Card.... kinda
+ didn't do the outer school activities form... boo me >_<

Sunday, November 17, 2002

Well, internet still tends to get freaky. I couldn't get online until 5 pm! Finally updated the page though.
Well, yesterday I saved a hedgehog. Poor thing tried to climb in a tree! What on earth was a young hedgehog like that one doing awake on broad daylight, near a busy road?! And some more annoying things happened but somehow I can't form a text in my head >_<.
Things for today:

+ setting up a contract for selling my art (Postbank)
+ preparing a b-day present
+ preparing the x-mas card
+ preparing my outer school activity form
+ If possible: making lessons for school; 2 about drawing ^_^. That should be easy!

Busy day huh? Draw me pictures! I'm bored!!

Friday, November 15, 2002

I don't know why but I couldn't get online any more. I'm trying to get things back on track again. I hope the internet will work tomorrow again, so I can update the page. So, wish me luck!

Tuesday, November 12, 2002

Do you really know me? Take the Quiz!!
It took me the whole day before I could get on line. It was handy though, I wrote Maryoku part 3, did art for Kendra the Kiss Doll and even wrote Alena, Kasumi Warrior part 1!!! It's a bit boring though, even though some people already said they liked it ^_^. I uploaded Blackout and maybe I'll add some adoptable gifs to Serenay Moon ^_^. I have 4 more; with more soon to follow! Episode 4 and 7!!Anyway, I'm also a tad annoyed. Some people I know are always trying to know things better than me. I don't know if they even know they are doing this, but it looks so smart-ass-y. Then I always think: 'Sure, why don't you just rub it in! Here, have some salt too!' (Dutch saying: throwing salt in the wounds).
Tomorrow FREEEEEEEEEEE!

Monday, November 11, 2002

I always seem to forget cool dreams. Or remember them AFTER I got offline. Here is another one.
I dreamed I was walking over City; our local mall. Suddenly a guy bumped into me and got really really really angry and wanted to kick my *** big time. I thought: 'No, I'll be useless violence victum number *largenumber*' (in the Netherlands some people tend to get killed for stupid reasons; a while ago a guy was kicked and punched to death because he told 2 youngsters to have respect for elders- whoever said the Netherlands was paradise?) and I was really afraid. However, I didn't want to go down without a fight and fought back. Oh man, even Meilin wasn't this great! I kicked his *** BIG time! Police came, but for a while they just stood there and didn't do a thing until they finally stopped him (and also me) and took him away. The next day my mom brought home a newspaper. My picture was on the front page and I was accused of kicking a poor innocent guy into the hospital and that I would probably have drunk too much Whiskey. This made no sense at all and I was angry. Everyone who knows me knows I don't drink alcoholic drinks, let alone whiskey!! The same thing appeared on the internet and when I found out who it was, it was a guy from my previous class- which makes no sense at all too because we don't hate each other =S.
Maybe it has something to do with 2 robbers who wanted to rob a supermarket, but 2 guys that worked there beat them up and now they are on trial for abusing 2 poor robbers.... why doesn't that make sense in my ears?
Even if I told it, you wouldn't believe it. Friday I posted my letter to the PokémonFanbook-Thing and today they called me and said I could order it! I will probably have it at the end of this week! Weeeeee!
And I need to study again >_<. If I won't do it now, I probably won't be able to get online tonight. Anything new? Nope.

Things I'll to tomorrow:
+ Maryoku II
+ Kendra
+ Uploading a few files for BlackOut

Wednesday:
+ Study
+ Phoenix (a drawing I promissed ages ago!)

Thursday:
+ Editing a certain movie >_<
+ Finishing Phoenix if possible

Friday:
Unknown so far.... depends if I decide to meet someone or not. But I WILL update the site with new art, fan art and profiles.

Sunday, November 10, 2002

Need to study. Argh......

Saturday, November 09, 2002

Everybody! Step right up! Kick the whiney woman, now for free! Come on everybody, this is a once in a lifetime chance!
Yeah, that same old woman whined again at my job. Why? Because whatever I did wasn't logic. Excuse me?! I was raised to appreciate what people do for you but noooooo miss-I'm-so-smart-and-no-one-is-as-smart-as-me was as rude as always and complained while I did work for her!
Dutch saying: Don't look into a given horse's mouth.
Next time she complains she can do it on her own!
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Mom bought I believe, 3 lady fish and one new male one. You will never believe where she placed the fish tank >_<. I can't even describe it! It is such a weird place!
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I tried to get online early today but daddy wanted the computer... only for an hour. *looks at watch* Instead of that I finished a b-day drawing. Sorry Togepi, I'll try to get back to Maryoku asap! And Sorry Luna-P, I'll try to get back to Kendra asap too!

Friday, November 08, 2002

Mm...I had such a nice dream. I alsmot forgot about it ^_^. It's not funny or romatic, yet filled with action ^_^. A bunch of people wanted to steal a baby but in order to save it I took it with me and ran with it. A few times they almost got me, but I stayed out of their hands. However... I'm not a god. After a while they DID manage to get the baby and I tried to get it back. Suddenly I saw the faces from the kidnappers and one was Angela from my class (she is such an arrogant *****). I kept on trying to get it back but failed and failed (awh.....)
After a while I met a guy and he said that the baby was found. I just wanted to know one thing: If he was back with his parents. The guy (also known as André van Duin- What the freak?!?) said the baby was fine and I cried. He would arrange a reunion and my alarmclock woke me up....
You should have been there ^_^
Nothing to tell.....I handed in my asignments, bought WITCH episode 4 (weee!) and am on my way to update the page. And DRATS, I somehow missed Pokémon Fanbook part 17!! How on earth is that possible?! It's not like many people buy it! And I know, I'm not that much of a fan from Pokémon any more, but I do want to complete my collection.
So, what more to tell? Mom is gonna buy new female friends for Hino, our fish ^_^.

Things to do:
+ Finish a b-day drawing
+ Maryoku II
+ Sprites
Blabla

Thursday, November 07, 2002

My class started out so nicely when I started teaching but slowly it ended up in semi-chaos. *cries* I so suck! Why can't I be a good teacher!! Will I ever be good?! *sniff*
Okay, new topic.
I'm so jealous at Meilin from Card Captor Sakura. Why? Not only does she have such a great costume like Li, she is also such a great fighter!! I want to be just like her! And what is even more annoying.....SHE GETS CLOSE TO LI! *kicks Meilin away* Get away from him! I want him!
(Yes, today was the first real episode with Meilin. I loved Li! But, then again... when don't I love him? *smile*)
Oh yeah, Faia the fish that came back to life... now really died. Zombies can't stand salt ^_~. No, I didn't put salt in the fish tank! That was a joke! Sjeesh!

Tuesday, November 05, 2002

Bleh. I still have little time so a short post. I had a great planning for my homework but suddenly I got a mail last night telling me I should be at school at 3 pm. What the freak?! Who chose 3 pm?! So, I had to turn my whole scedule over and I have 15 minutes left to visit neopets and the messageboard. And Luna Puella's blog. And more sites. Good thing KatC's Sailor Moon goodies doesn't want to work again ^_^.
Anyway, I did homework yesterday- I finished Math! Today I'll finish History and hopefully Music. If possible, I'll do that weird subject about kids and their development today too. Just need to make up 10 questions.
My dad managed to get a ticket to some show he had been to and now I'll let it count for the Cultural thing ^_^. I'm evil!
If I have time tomorrow I'll post something. I'm not sure. Not much time etc. Weee. (Sarcastic).

Monday, November 04, 2002

*sighs* Sorry, because of a lack of time and personal trouble I don't have that much time to post in my blog till next week's friday. Or thursday. Yeah, thursday. I can't tell you what my personal issues are because 'then I blow things up too much'. Some of you might know what I'm talking about but one of my friends is really pissed at me only because I was worried and she doesn't seem to understand that I was called first by someone else. And she doesn't mail him. Well, I don't want to talk about it any more. I just don't understand it. And if she happens to read it; I don't care. I have done enough. I apologised, what more does she want?!
Oh dang, now I still did talk about it!
I got a second review for my site. Here it is. I think I'll make all background for the page white. What do you think? Comments please.

Reviewed by: Iron Mouse

First Impression: layout was cute, it looked very promising.

Layout: i love it, nice and easy to navigate. My suggestion is that you make all the backgrounds of the sub pages the same colour, or pattern or whatever. That way your site will look cleaner, and more professional.

Content: you have lots of nice pictures and i haven¡Çt read your story (I¡Çm sorry i don¡Çt have the time and I¡Çm not a fan fiction/web comic fan). I really really like your adoptions too >.<

Information: good, not much to say, but nice.

Organization: woohoo! Great marks here, this is so nice and organized, i wish i could get my site like that. although on the main page there is that important dates thing and the tell a freind, i just want to let you know that people never use thouse things and they just look really bad and messy. i suggest that you take them down.

Originality: well because you made up the whole story, it¡Çs very original.

Final Impression: it¡Çs pretty much the same as my first one, cute!

Thursday, October 31, 2002

Okay, yesterday I didn't type into my blog. Why? Simple, I was too tired for it. Okay, I admit, I used the whole afternoon to create some new sprites, but I was in the mood for that and not my blog. It was not that I had to tell you something. Okay, yesterday the lessons I gave (which did I give anyway? can't remember...) did go fine. The kids listened nicely and there wasn't chaos.
That evening I gave swimminglessons. I have... such a.... sweet.... kid. >_<. He always disobeyes and makes jokes and yesterday I had enough of it. I put him on the bench! =P. About 7 minutes later he came asking if he could go back into the water. My fellow teacher thought he was punished enough but knew I had to say it would be okay otherwise no one would respect me. Anyway, he asked and I told him to stop making jokes and stuff. According to my fellow teacher he was quite impressed! I was so PROUD!!!!
Anyway, today is Halloween. You remember? That day whole America celebrates and the thing the Dutch people don't? Anyway, I posted a special halloween thing at my site- go and try to find it! It's hidden! (but not too much hidden ^_^).
Today I gave 2 lessons. One went so bad and the other went great! My mentor told me that if a class is chaos it is not their fault; there is nothing wrong with them- something is wrong with the teacher (or the weather >_<; and I'm not kidding! All teachers say that!). And actually, I agree. He is so right! But unlike my previous mentor, he hasn't given up on me. He usually says: 'Well, I can do that because I have more experience'. My other mentor said: 'Maybe you should consider another career'. He even suggested that I should try a few things at my swimming lessons because I feel more secure there. Look! Look! Someone who actually tries to help me!! And gives suggestions how to practise! *sticks out tongue to previous mentor*. Okay, my mentor might not be really interested in me (meaning, he doesn't care what my hobbys are, or what I like to) but he keeps on trying to help me with becoming a teacher.

Tuesday, October 29, 2002

Oh, today was such a horrible day at my school I have to teach. I let the kids control me instead of me
controlling them! Sure, my teacher said I still have to gain a lot of experience but dang, this has to change! I can't teach a class being so soft! So, I decided I'm going to change. I don't care what they think of me any more. I'm there to teach them and they have to listen to me. Hehe... I saw the light ^_^. But dang, the actual teacher even bumped in! And if that happens, you know it's bad.............>_<
And during lunch break 2 kids started to fight. One of the kids was from my class and the other was from another class and had his grandfather with him. (I wasn't there). Another kid from my class tried to break trhem up but the grandfather pulled him away: "Let them fight!" He said. "Go grandson! Go!" What the freak?!
Meh... I'm tired. I'll go to bed early today.

Monday, October 28, 2002

Oh boy... my messageboard is getting too full and so far I have no clue how to delete topics without having to delete the RPG too (I can only delete posts older than *add amount of days here*). Mm, still looking for a way but the mb is weird and slow today. Bwech.
Mm, it was a bit windy yesterday. Just a bit... I think the last time it was this windy was 12 years ago. How windy? Let's just say cows suddenly could fly >_<.
Adding stuff to the weirdness zone: I never have seen a fish coming back to life before... AND I'M NOT KIDDING!
About a week ago I saw one of our 2 fish swimming veritical- meaning she would die soon. A day later she was gone and 2 days ago I found her at the bottom of the bowl. I forgot to get het out though and thought my mom would do it. This is what happened today when I came home:
Me: Hiya mom! I'm home! * sees something weird in the fishbowl* Odd, did mom forget to get Faia out of the tank? Howly crap, she bought a new fish! There is a new fish swiming there! Mom, what's the name of the new fish?
Mom: Which new fish?
Me: The one in the tank.
Mom: I didn't get a new fish, that's Faia!
Me: But Faia is dead!
Mom: Well, she looks pretty alive to me!
Me: But she was at the bottom of the tank! My god, it really is Faia! But she died!!!!

Sunday, October 27, 2002

Well, I did finish the poster yesterday; I finished it after we returned from the chinese restaurant. Man, when did I start eating this little? I could only eat one and a half plate!! Usually I get 2 or 3 but now only 1.5! I bet it has to do with the vacation; I only ate one meal a day then. Why? Because I wasn't in the mood for eating more.
Anyway, finished the poster at what... 10.20 pm? Oh, I so messed up Mika and Moka. I should have brought my pencil sharperner downstairs so I would have a sharper pencil... now he looks so grey >_<.

Things I still need to do (preferably today)
+ Christmas Card
+ Phoenix
+ TPAMS

Things I should start with:
+ Alena, Kasumi Warrior
+ All the things on the Serenay Moon process Page

Saturday, October 26, 2002

Good points about today:
+ It stormed tonight and I like storm when I'm inside
+ My bed was nice and warm and it rained like hell tonight ^_^
+ It was DRY when I had to walk my block while delivering mail
+ It was nice and windy today
+ I got to read the Dark Fires of Chyprys (sp?) chapter 4 and the first Side Story of TPAMS- both really cool stories
+ Clock goes backwards one hour tonight!!!!!!!!!!

Bad things about today:
+ It's cold and my dad wants me to put on a sweater instead of putting on the small heater on the attic >_<
+ When I walked my block I suddenly saw a guy walking with 4 dead ducks and a riffle... *sniff* I never imagined I would have a barbaric hunter on my block! Just think of those poor orphans!
+ When I came back a girl told me with a big smile they found some packages I was supposed to deliver but I didn't knew that. Then that girl didn't want to stay open longer so I could deliver the packages and return the ones of the people that weren't home. She had homework to do! Like it's my fault they hid my packages in someone else's bag! Managed to get back on time though
+ While replying to my mail, my dad insisted he would answer his mail at that time because it would only take a second... I finished 4 comics in that time because it always takes way long and then I'm not allowed to tell him it always takes long!
+ I'm cold *sniff*
+ I wanted to finished my secret project poster and do my christmas card but it turns out I don't have enough aquarell pencils (I thought I had enough, but not) so I have to do it with pencils again. And because my dad did the mail I'm still online 3 hours later just trying to finish everything!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAH! Now I can only finish my poster tonight... I hope....

Things I still need to do today:
+ Go to Neopets
+ Finish the poster
+ If possible, start the christmas card

Tomorrow:
+ Kendra
+ Christmas Card
+ Phoenix
+ TPAMS charachters as humans.... if possible

Friday, October 25, 2002

Not much to tell. I'm so hungry and tired! Maybe I will take a nap this afternoon (like I will actually do that >_<). Yesterday I went to my grandmother and interviewed her for school. It was quite intresting! Oh well, I really did a lot yesterday for the Kiss Doll Kendra and I'll try some more today- but first I'll make some Serenay Moon halloween sprites! I just need to make 6 of them. And some are really easy.

Thursday, October 24, 2002

Wow, I actually did homework yesterday! Not that much though- I found out I can't do that much because it's mainly group work. Bwech!
Anyway, I was really getting on the roll with the MessageBoard RPG when suddenly I saw a flash of light. Soon another followed. With the third (the one with the really big bang in it) I decided to shut down my computer immediately... and guess what... no more thunder after that! Grrrr!
I had a kinda nice dream but I forgot it. Argh, slept so short (I watched Angel; shouldn't have done that) and I'm going to interview my grandmother today. For school. See, I'm actually doing an asignment!
And you won't believe it! Today, they aired CCS and SM 3 minutes early!!! What are you, trying to make up for those 20 minutes you have started late already?! Thankfully I always get up 10 minutes before it starts ^_^.
I've never seen a dead woman playing such a big role in a cartoon/ anime before. I mean, Sakura's mother; we all know she is dead and all we see is a picture (except for one time; when we saw her ghost) but she IS part of the show... somehow... *cries* There was no Li in today's eppie. He's so cute! Mm, can't see to remember where tuesday's eppie was about. Li got a second card.... Oh well, I will probably remember when seeing the title again. Oh yeah! Kero ran away from Sakura!
And with Sailor Moon.... I think the American Title is Wedding Day Blues or whatever. Mm, didn't like all those wedding gows; especially Usagi's. Way too... poofy. I like simple dresses ^_^

Wednesday, October 23, 2002

Last time I was afraid to sleep was about 3 years ago. I dreamed that my mother's spirit was trying to kill me and some other people... as far as I know she is still alive, but that doesn't matter. I'm terribly afraid of ghosts, it's my number 1 fear! I would rather stand in a swimming pool with spiders or jump out of a plane than to see a ghost. (Note: I'm afraid of heights and spiders too) So, I woke up and was so afraid to go to bed again that I did some puzzles. After 15 minutes I was calm enough to try to sleep and it worked.
I had one of the best dreams ever then! I dreamed I was going to some country and met a guy. His father had some fighting gym (mm, must be because I watched Pokémon yesterday ^_^) and he fought himself and won a hard battle. And now the best part! This guy and I were so happy that we hugged! I could feel his arms around me and it felt great! *remembers now she has no boyfriend... and cries* I want that to happen in real life! *sniff* Anyway, we went out for a small walk and suddenly we were caught in a building of fire. We gathered a lot of people and managed to find a space were we would be kinda safe but the door was kinda locked with a computer so we tried to find a password but couldn't. Then I spotted the people outside and I yelled if they would be so nice to bring a ladder.
The guy asked: What's in it for me?
My reply: I can offer you my dazzling smile!
I kinda said it for fun since that guy was joking too. Then he gathered some people while there were hundreds of ladders next to them! They made a human ladder and we got out. However, stupid being me, I went back to check if everyone had gotten out and I found a guy. He was quite old and suddenly wanted to catch me! I had no other option and jumped out of the window (I suddenly wore a medieval dress) and guess who I landed on top off? Right, Him! (No names cuz it's too embarresing to put online)
Then things got weird and I got accused of witchcraft. My punishment was to never speak again but only the women could decide that. I woke up then because of the phone but I think I would have won.
And now another weird thing. Last night a shopping mall (small one) from my town burned to the ground (De Baten to those who know where I live). I had a dream of a building with fire...
The fire started at 2 am (it was on the news! Wow!)
My superduper nightmare was somewhere around 2 am too (I woke up at 2.30)
My superdupercool dream was between 3 and 8 am.
The fire was under control at 6.40 am....
Mmmmm

Tuesday, October 22, 2002

Finished the Serenay Moon 2003 Calendar and actually did a bit homework, but most of the time planned stuff. I hope I can start with Alena, Kasumi Warrior soon. I really want to get to season 2, since there will happen something I've NEVER written before!
I'm dipped... yesterday.... I should have stayed in bed. I went to school and found out half of the asignments I needed to do were group asignments so actually I didn't do a thing. I went home and made some drawings- I'm planning to make how-to-draws; or at least diagraphms so you know how to draw Serenay Moon characters.
Then Cat came! It was really fun and we made lasagna.... I probably will hear this for a while... it was ready and I took it out... this really bothers me... I've NEVER messed up dinner before! I dropped the bowl! I dropped the bowl on the floor! So, there was dinner... on the floor.... and a bowl in shards. That NEVER happened to me before, NEVER! Actually I wanted to cry (yes Cat, now you know, but everyone was there so I couldn't). Then my sister suggested bread and I opened the freezer... the ice dropped out of it. Bang! Icecream on the floor (but still in their package). Had to bring it to our other freezer in the attic and dropped it there again.
So, with our oh-so-great-wasted-time-and-money dinner more things went wrong.
And to top things off, I slept like hell. I felt like being awake since 5 am and dreamed about how I messed up taping Card Captor Sakura and Sailor Moon. In CCS the sound was gone suddenly again, but now for only 10 seconds or so. In Sailor Moon they suddenly named Ami, Amy. And I didn't know Mamoru Chiba was pronounced as Mamoru Jiba. And that attacks were changed from 'Soap Bubbles, Conquer' and 'Fireball, Conquer', into 'Soap Bubbles, Fly!' and 'Fireball, Fly!'.
AND TO TOP THINGS OFF! They started 10 minutes late! I could have stayed 10 more minutes in bed. I'm so tired. I don't think I'll do homework today; I'll try... but knowing me... this is one hell of a year of school....

Monday, October 21, 2002

Happy Birthday Guardian Star!!
Ugh... I need to get to school for homework... yuck

Sunday, October 20, 2002

Happy 20th Birthday Demitiri!!! Hope you have a nice day!

Saturday, October 19, 2002

For the first time I deleted a comment out of pure disgust. Boy, if you are having some problems with your sexuality, don't fuck up my blog with your immature behaviour! If you need to let your sexual thing get out; just buy yourself a playboy or buy some hentai. Don't bother ME with it.
I hope that the next time you want to put sugar on something, it will be salt. Sorry, whatever someone has done, I can't wish them to death.
I may be 19, but that doesn't mean sex is 24/7 on my mind like my classmates. Excuse me for having a life!

Friday, October 18, 2002

Tired. Me... sleepy... this week... waste. Complete waste... drown school. Must flood school....
Watched Tarzan. Tarzan cool =). Jane reminded me of Kitt. Kitt is cool. Wanna write a Tarzan/ Serenay Moon crossover, but doubt if should do it....
Courage: What the freak is this?! Kitt, learn english!
Kitt: Me tired
Courage: Who cares? Get a life.... huh? *sees Kitt snoring* Oh great... so I'm not intresting enough?!

Thursday, October 17, 2002

More stuff for the twilight zone: Kitt is a lot smaller than Zach... while she is at least 1 year older than he is!!
Going to the Zuiderzeemuseum was a complete waste of my day. It was fun to go there and if possible I will go to that with my future class when I get my own, but today was a waste of my time. Why? Because I had 2 pushy brats in my group who decided they would go somewhere and that we should follow and because the exercise in the afternoon was complete bull. I'm not kidding: Trade experiences with a person from another group! They had sceduled that?! My god! We already do that all the time! (Gosh J. what have you done? Well K. I have done this and that! Was it fun J.? Yes, really K.!). We call that curiousity towards friends. They don't need to scedule that....
Oh, and the best news ever; but don't tell my sister or her boyfriend (you know who I mean).... but... they... both want to try to quit smoking!!!! Yay Sister! Yay Boyfriend!!! Yay!! Go on! Hang on!!

Wednesday, October 16, 2002

I so knew it; we all saw it coming! And today, it has come true! After many fights inside our Government they decided they couldn't rule our country any more this way... and they quit!!!! *cheers* Hurray for all of us who saw this coming!! Hehee, we were right! How can a Government rule a country when they can't even stop fighting among themselves?
Anyway, I heard that at school today. We had a very funny show in the morning and one of my classmates made lemonade. That guy is so cool; he made me cry because I laughed so loudly! It didn't taste that bad; a bit too sweet and it was purple =D. It tasted like bananas. ^_^
Then we went to Nemo, that is a scientific museum for kids in Amsterdam. I really liked it there but it was so busy and as a grown up I should let those kids go first. No fair; I wanted to do everything myself! But I couldn't because of a bunch of kids....*sniff*. Next time guys, don't plan an activity like this in a week the north of holland has vacation >_<

Tuesday, October 15, 2002

Today they forced us to listen to some guy and I really liked his theory until he told about Japan: 'And when they take up the phone they say: Hallo Sakura, but you hear it as Hello'. This so doesn't make sense. If I remember well, they say: Moshi Moshi and Sakura means cherry blossom..... His credibility went into a free fall immediately. I suddenly thought he was an idiot.
Then they wanted us to create a light. I made a light guys! Look how cool! Wait a minute... I'm studying to be a teacher. Why am I supposed to know how to work like an electrician? I'm telling ya, they are trying to steal me away!!

Monday, October 14, 2002

Today at school we had to make a 3 minute movie. Ours was quite fun to do and we had to travel a lot for it. I can't tell more about it cuz I don't wanna. It feels like I wasted my whole day, cuz can anyone tell me why teachers have to learn how to create movies?!
Anyway, I'm busy with something really secret. It has no use asking the other teammates about it- they don't know a thing about it. Half of the team doesn't even know I'm busy with a secret project. There is only 1 other person who knows what it will be about and I'm not gonna tell who that is. *sticks out tongue*. I just hope people will like this. I've never done this before... okay, once, when I was a small kid in High School

Sunday, October 13, 2002

Thanks for the adress Togepi, but that site redirected me to www.musicrobot.com, the one where I usually look. So, still looking for it.
Yesterday I also looked up the dates when Demitiri joined the Serenay Moon team and it turns out he joined us officially on the 6th of Novembre. His first mail to me was send on the 11th of Octobre... which was last friday (and it turns out that's Togepi's b-day too! Weird huh?). So, Demitiri and I know each other for 1 year and 2 days now. Who would have thought, it feels so much longer!
That evening I went out with some friends, to celebrate 2 b-days. We went to Utrecht and Mr. Jacks; it's a student restaurant. It's not very expensive, but I don't like it there much. I've been there 3 times now, once with my graduation class (who disliked me), once with my job (who I dislike; in case you didn't find that out yourself) and now with my friends (who I really, really like!). It was great! Again the food wasn't the best, but I had a good time.
We also had our share of junks: 65 euro cent please? (why 65? huh?), Bike, 5 euro (I wanted to reply: Police, jail- cuz that bike has to be stolen! But I really wanted to get out of there). But even though I felt uncomfortable, I also felt secure. Unlike my graduation class and job, I just know these friends won't leave me alone to walk home in the dark (like my job did! Thanks guys! Midnight and walking to the station really makes me feel safe!)
After that we went to a pool centre and played some pool. I so suck at it (this was my second time) but really liked it. I guess it was because I was with friends. Let's do it again some day!

Saturday, October 12, 2002

The one who claims that you can find anything on the net is truly out of his mind. Currently I'm looking for Nick Cave and Kylie Minoque's (?): Where the wild roses grow; in midi format. Okay.. this is midi number 450 I'm not able to find...
Birthday season coming up! Tonight I'll got to 2 b-days and I'll have a lot more to come *money goes bai-bai*. Anyway, nothing to tell. It turns out I'm not the only one who hates Evil Ellen. That other girl said she thinks Ellen sees other girls as rivals. Dunno what for anyway. Okay, I'll try to finish Serenay Moon's next calendar today. Not that much work... I think. I think I'll sell them for 5 euro. Don't know how to sell them; but the price will be 5 euro. Unless 200 people want one, then I might need to raise the price since I have no clue how to print them. My home = bad printer. Dad's work = good printer, but not allowed to print that much >_<.

Friday, October 11, 2002

I've never been so ashamed for a classmate as I am now. For Geography, we had to create a lesson around the Aboriginals. In a book I found a story of how they believe man was made: it was made out plants and animals. Her words: 'I'm not going to tell the kids this! What a load of bullshit! Man, complete nonesense! Man made out of animals and plants?! Bullshit!'
I was astounded. She actually said that everything the Aboriginals believe in is bullshit! Like there is only 1 right religion; she doesn't allow people to have their own opinion about man was created! And she has to teach kids values?!
Yousef: But Miss Mandy, Allah created man!
Teacher: No Yousef, that's bullshit. The whole Islam is Bullshit. There is only 1 right religion: Chatholic! (or how you may spell that).
What the freak?! What ever happened to: People are allowed to have their own religion? I'm so ashamed for her. I can't believe I have such a nitwit in my class. Everyone should be allowed to have their own religion, whatever that one may be.
As for the rest; I came 2 hours earlier because one teacher was sick last friday or whatever and we had to come now. After that we had Music as a class; our only class that day: 'Guys, we are ahead of scedule, so I wanted to sing the whole lesson with you!'
I should have stayed in bed.

Thursday, October 10, 2002

I'm depressed. So sue me. Answer me this: who am I doing this story for?
Can anyone please tell me what the fun is of hacking? And what the fun is of destroying someone else's work? Yup, you guessed it; hackers again. What is the fun of hacking into my computer, reading what Episode 50 or whatever might be about?
And I never knew there was a group that created so much rumors.... should I be happy with it? And those who thought they knew me: even my parents don't understand me. You don't know me. No one does. Because if you know me... you would know what I will do if I ever met a hacker who hacked my computer. If you know me... you know my feelings about illegal stuff. You would know how I felt about hentai. You would know how I think about life. You would know what plays in my mind.
You think you know me? Tell me: what is my wish?

Wednesday, October 09, 2002

I wish Genie Gurl will be better soon * focuses* Drats.... I'm not a genie. Any genies in the house?
I finally finished the Little Wish series and dang how disappointing it ends. *sighs*. Great.... Probably cuz I'm so freaking tired.
Verder heb ik geen zin meer om in het Engels te praten. Ik ben namelijk Nederlands en het kost te veel moeite om nu na te denken. Ik ben veel te moe.
There, happy now?

Tuesday, October 08, 2002

Do you know, where you are going to?
do you like the things that life is showing you?
Where are you going to...
Do you know?

Do you get, what you are hoping for,
when you look behind you there is no open door
What are you hoping for....
Do you know?

Monday, October 07, 2002

What a waste of time! And today, for the very first time in my life, I have come late in class =S.
Period 1-3: free
4th period: Guys, there has been a mistake- you have no class. Bye
5th period: Sceduled lunch break hour
6th period: we were excused after 40 minuted
7th period: after 10 minutes we were excused
8th period: came 5 minutes late (still don't understand how it's possible!) but had class till 5.30.
At least I had a friend waiting for me ^_^. *waves at friend* Total time of class: 1 hour. Total time spend at school: way too long.

Sunday, October 06, 2002

I saw it coming, I just knew it would happen soon. Still...it feels so unexpected. At 7 pm Dutch time... Prince Claus has passed away. He has been ill for a very long time. I just think about it- I'm so happy he has been able to be at his son's wedding. At least he has seen the face of his daughter in law. At least he has been able to hold his newest grand child... yet.... it feels like someone I know passed away. The royal house is a part of our country and we all know who lives there. But... I've never met them. How can it feel like someone I know passed away.
Queen Beatrix, I wish you the luck with the coming days. Your husband was an angel; he gave everything up for you. It has been hard for you, I imagine, to marry a german man so short after the 2nd world war. Remember the days you had him near you. He was a true angel. I wish you luck, and your family.

Saturday, October 05, 2002

I finally saw the Buffy Musical,
and I know for sure, this is my favourite from all.
The songs went straight through my soul,
so badly I wanted a role....

It reminded me of a dream,
a dream they took away,
Will I ever find it again,
will it ever stay?

Songs are medicine for a broken heart,
seperating the sorrow and the joy apart,
Let me tell you, about a dream...
Let me tell you, what I mean...

It reminded me of a dream,
a dream they took away,
Will I ever find it again,
will it ever stay?

Once a joyeus song filled the air,
singing my song, just nothing to care...
Let me share you my wish, let me tell you what I mean
I just wanted to sing, that was my dream

It reminded me of a dream,
a dream they took away,
Will I ever find it again,
will it ever stay?

Each day hearing the same song
'Don't sing, everything you do is wrong
For once, don't be off key'
But singing, is just in me

It reminded me of a dream,
a dream they took away,
Will I ever find it again,
will it ever stay?

At last they finally leave me alone
not saying anything, pretending to be stone
I simply don't know what is worse....
It seems I'm trapped in a curse

When will I have my moment in the spotlight?
When will I finally be on stage and stay?
When will I be able to sing what I feel with all my might
Without being wistled .... away

I finally saw the Buffy Musical
The song simply touched my heart
It reminded me of a forgotten dream
I hope you understand... what I mean....

©2002 Kitty Ocean
I want to get the first with 100 messages on the board... yet... I don't want to cheat also.
I was asked to keep an eye on my cart at work. Last week (not saterday) someone stole a package, a bundle of mail and role the cart through some....... s**t. So, I kept my eye on the cart and nothing happens. When I'm almost finished, an old lady walks ate me: 'What did I hear, a package got stolen?' I was quite astounded.... how did she know that? She blaimed it on young kids anyway... and she was almost 70 I guess... but how did she know that? Weird................
And remember last week? I don't know if I wrote that, but I helped a lady with some mail problems. She had to put 2 words on the letter: retour and verhuisd. Today I got a letter with the words: retour.verhuisd. Could it be? Could it be that woman actually lives in my block and-
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Uck
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*suffocating sounds*
You-are... kid-ding............
FRANS BAUER ON THE RADIO! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH! *runs small circles* Waah! Waah! Waah!

Friday, October 04, 2002

I'm not riding a bike any more... I'm riding an angel! How great it feels to be on my old trusty bike again, not having any trouble with peddling- I went like hell! Hehee! It felt so great being able to ride fast again! I went a bit too fast though... ^_^'. If I had to brake on this full speed I would have probably flown from my bike!! ^_^.
And those who are curious:
My sister got her driver's license. My reply: Should I be happy or scared ( >=P )
One of our new fish died; Aurora. And she had such a pretty tail! I hope the other 2 will live a bit longer; we only have them since the 4th of Septembre!
*pant, pant* Finally! The update is done!
Okay, remember how I had to stay up late yesterday just to get the reports from others which I was supposed to put together? I got 2 of them 2 minutes before I wanted to go to bed; leaving me stay behind the computer till 11 pm. *snores*
I woke up at 7.30 and found 1 more report, but the last one I got about 4 hours ago so this report will be due monday. Thankfully it's not a big problem. But, I'm really tired.
I went tired to school finding out my teacher didn't show up. Where the freak was he?! I could have stayed in bed! And the next period was simply useless! We had to talk about how our previous day was but to be honest, we already do that before class!! So, it was plain useless. *grows* Should have stayed in bed.
After that I got an sms from a friend that she saw a Sailor Moon bag. I checked it out and found out it wasn't. *sigh*. So, went home and printed out Revelations. Yeah, I have it. The complete story! Not the pages, just the story. I'm trying to read it from the beginning again but the fact that I am typing here makes it a bit hard =S.
My mom dragged me along to a big sail. Bought a pair of paints, a vest and a new jacket (it's blue!). Went home, updated... and here I am now.... so.... tired......... and then I have to work tomorrow!!! AAAH! Almost forgot! I have to pick up my bike! It's fixed now (well, supposed to be fixed)
Planned to do that at 5 pm. Okay, have half an hour left. Good. Time enough.... to relax...

Thursday, October 03, 2002

Went to school, gave a lesson Dutch and I'm tired now *snores* Wait, I have to wake up! I have to make an asignment! Oh wait, MY GROUP MEMBERS HAVEN'T TURNED IT IN YET! Argh!! How on earth am I supposed to put it together then?! *growls*
I haven't seen the Buffy Musical ep yet; we taped it though. I still have to see Sailor Moon with Sailor Mars too. Long live the VCR. But I'm so tired.... so tired....
And I'm not that angry any more...except for Genie Harem. They still haven't mailed me.

Wednesday, October 02, 2002

I'm a tad angry so if you don't want to read a message filled with anger than skip this one. Do not take it personally. I hate loosing friends but even I can't take everything. Even I need to let things go once in a while. If you do decide to read it and you do take it personally then don't yell at me. I warned you not to take it personally.

Great; I got a new messageboard and BANG, I've already had more complaints than with the old one; while the old one was a lot more worse! The old one only saved a certain amount of messages so we couldn't have that much topics. You only had stupid icons to choose from when you post a message and Bravenet always has tuns of adds.
Oh yeah, and the newest complaint: the pictures. Time over time I get the same one with that the pictures aren't right and that I should complain about it- guys, it's a free service- I can't complain! Sorry to say it this rude... but: LIVE WITH IT. I'm starting to get ticked off. I only have 1 pair of hands and I only can get free services. I'm not rich you know. If you don't like it; leave. Or complain yourself at that service but not at me.
About the adds: the new one only has 1 add and if you leave it untouched it refreshes itself so it doesn't bother you again; it's like Angelfire. It's better to leave the Angelfire banners untouched so it doesn't bother you any more. Sure, once in a while it pops up again but then just minimise it and bang it's gone.
The new one also had a private message sending service. I don't recall Bravenet having that! The new one also has the ability to create polls: Boom, another thing Bravenet doesn't have. You can also climb up in rank and that's easier than people think because I already changed the rules. You only have to post 25 posts to climb up in rank; not 50 like in the beginning. Yet... for some people that doesn't seem enough.
The last part: people think I'm not mature. Hell, I'm 19. Sure, that doesn't mean I'm mature but ask Cat how mature I can be; I bet she can recall certain points that I was really mature; I just like being a child. Just compaire me to Chibi Luna; she prefers her kid side as well while she is pretty darn mature. I've seen more in life than most people think. Sure, I could whine about how I lost already about 20 people in my life; from relatives to a friend but that doesn't mean I'm mature. So, people, stop whining about me not being mature and forgive me that I want my sites available for kids too. Serenay Moon is All Rated or whatever it's called so keep it that way; even on the messageboard. I can handle mature things even though some parts are going to get a bit too far. I don't want to block or delete people but hello: everyone invited! Grow up and stop being a teenager who only thinks he or she is mature. Life is not all about that.
God, how great it feels to just let it out for once. I think I'll continue so that I can be happy tonight again.
Oh great, that was all the anger. I'm still feeling angry but I don't have any new points to complain about. Main message: Stop whining at me! I'm only HUMAN and I don't complain about free services. Don't look a given horse in the mouth, you know?

Tuesday, October 01, 2002

Hurray for Me! Hurray for Stevo! Hurray for Demitiri! Hurray for Tiamat! I counted it, and.... today... we managed to get a total of 359 pages! You might think, what the freak is she talking about? Serenay Moon of course! We wrote 54 episodes, 29 specials, 3 side stories and 2 movies!! And there will come more! I never expected it to become this huge! (why isn't my ice cream melting?). I don't want to stay busy with Serenay Moon my whole life, but I can just feel this is going to be the biggest story I've ever written! Hell, it already is!! I can't wait till January 16th (if I remember well), when Serenay Moon exists 2 years!! I've never been 2 years full time busy with a story! (yes, to me this is full time). And who do I have to thank?
First, of course, Stevo. My wonderful writing partner. Always managing to surprise me with his ideas and giving me faith in myself.
Second, Tiamat and Demitiri. Both mean a lot to me. Tiamat helped me improving my drawing skills (even though she doesn't even know that- I'm very jealous at her!) and Demitiri because he showed me a story can be and needs to be quite flexible (I hope he knows what I mean; I mean...ehm... the spoiler thing I'm not supposed to tell). And of course, to introduce me into the world of genies!
On the third place, there is a whole bunch of people. Kem, for letting me have a lot of fun with The Pikachu and Mew show and even gave me some ideas! Guardian Star, who was and still is a great friend. You sure helped me with writing even though you didn't know! Reading your Sailor Sirius stories helped me a lot! Uumie and Luna Puella; I always thank you for your support. I know you for quite long (I think more than a year by now!) and you always helped me when needed. Togepi; you too! I thank you for the sound clips you are willing to make for me! And of course, Cat. Quite new to the world of Serenay Moon, but sure being a great help kicking my butt when I made huge typos again ^_^. Did I forget someone? If I did, I'm very sorry, but I'm very gratefull that you are there.
On the fourth place: the fans. Not a huge crowd yet, but sure letting us know they are there ^_^. Thank you!

Okay, this sure sounded like I'm leaving Serenay Moon but I'm not. I just wanted to thank everyone because... well... I sure couldn't have done it without you! I'm just a stupid young learning writer and artist and it will take years to become as great as certain people I know *wink,wink* but one day I'll be there. And when I stand behind the microphone... I thank you all again.
Just watch everyone! Kitt is going to make it!

Monday, September 30, 2002

Weird dream. I dreamed that the messageboard was already used a lot! Heh; I'll go and look within a few minutes but I don't think that has happened ^_^. Anyway, I finally got 1 review for my site. The others will be turned in later; or at least 1. So; I'll be checking back so now and then. If you want, you can comment on this or even give your own suggestions. Everything would be handy!

DATE SUBMITTED: September ??
DATE POSTED: September 29th
TYPE: Website--Orignal Story/characters
SITE NAME:Serenay Moon
CREATOR: Kitt
SITE URL: dive.to/kitt
REVIEWERS: Redcrow

Layout: Very fallish layout. Simple, but I like it. The picture that you use is gorgeous (The one with the little devil . ^^;;; ) I would suggest that you have all you background pages white like the main page. Some of the pages clash with the layout, and seem a little too bright . O.o But other then that, your layout is nice and simple ^^ This is kinda weird ^_^. From one site, they said they should use more colored backgrounds... and now they tell me to delete it all =S. Anyone? What should I do?

Content:

Where to start where to start ..

None of the stories/seasons, specials, or movie were graded. But I did look over them, and they had a good start, interesting too ^^.
Profiles:
Well, there is only one profile up right now . But I ll review it anyways ^^. :: blinks several times:: She s an Evil One and yet her element is Truth? O.o that seems to be a little awkward, but it works, I guess. Aletheia, very pretty Greek name. But the only problem is, I don t know Greek, and have no clue on how to pronounce it. Maybe you could post a :: scratches her head for a moment:: pronunciation key to help people like me on how to pronounce her name. Everything else seems relevantly good, and you got a back button to your profiles :: bows down to Kitt:: thank you. Hehe, I got that from another review; but... how to pronounce Aletheia... ehm... A as in a (jacket), Le as in lay (laying down), Thei as t-eye and A as a longer a as the first one. As in AAAAAAAAAh
Music:
Season 1
The background, like I said before, doesn t go well with your frame layout. The marronish color headings are fairly hard to read. >.> and the links of the mids are just a little to blue. ::hits her head several times:: I should know who the artist of Eye of the Tiger >.< But I just totally spaced. -_-;; Once I remember, I ll let you know. Over all, you got a wonderful, amazing, awesome collection of music. Good, good.
Season 2
Another good collection of music for each episode. Well done.
Season 3 & 4
I would suggest that you take the links for these two pages down sense there isn t anything there yet. It makes your site less cluttered and more organized.
Specials
I m a major Friends fanatic, so I know who plays/sings the opening song. :: gloats happily for some strange reason:: Rembrandts. I love that song. ^^;;;; Another great selection of music. Very nice, very nice.
Message Board
I never liked bravenet messages boards. And on your update page I noticed that you might be looking for a new message board, so I thought I might help out in your search. Ezboard.com (has adds, but is a good service), hyperboards.com (I really recommend this board host, this is where AR s board is at now) and ikonboard.com (never had it before, but visited sites that did, very nice too.) are the ones that I suggest. ^^ I've got hyperboards now ^_^
Chatroom.
Not graded.
Personality Quizzes.
Oi! I love quizzes. Very entertaining. Turns out on the first quiz I am Zach and the other one I am water. ^^
Fun
Nothing really was all that entertaining in this section. >.> I would suggest that you get maybe some java games. But no suggestion how to get them or whatever ^_^. And I'm not that much of a Java person; most of the time the loading takes ages!
Affiliates
The first button is direct linked, and so it comes up a angel fire banner. You might want to save the button to your hard drive and upload it onto your own server. Also the last neo pet is a broken link. Me? A broken link?!
Links
Again, the background on this page clashes with your frame layout. Other then that, everything seems ok.
Adoptions, About us, FAQ, Awards, and Blog weren t graded.

Information: As far as I can tell, you gave most credits to where they were due. You have credits for the midis, and pictures which is good. I suggest that you get a page just for your credits so it is easier to find.

Organization: It s alright. The four drop down menus and links in between are a little confusing when trying to find something fast. Maybe you could make it into just one drop down menu and have that just divided into sections. Also a few pages had back buttons, but most of the others didn t. I suggest that you have each page have a back button for better viewing.

Originality: It takes a lot of imagination to come up with your own original story. Your site is very original from the characters to how the site is laid out.

Final Impression: Over all, I think you got a nice site on your hands. ^^ Somethings could be added and changed. Such as the drop down menus, the back buttons, the backgrounds, and the other things that I listed. Your artwork is very nice, and very well done. Good luck on your site. ^^

Sunday, September 29, 2002

OKay, that does it. I'm seriously doubting if I should continue to post my art on the web. For fun, I checked the site GenieHarem and enjoyed the Anime Art. Suddenly I saw some Serenay Moon pics drawn by Demitiri. Since he linked at them on his own very tiny page (I should link it =S) I figured out he donated them himself (and he did).
Then I spotted another picture, called rinigenie.jpg. Hey, the name sounds familiar... the drawing style looks familiar.... THE SIGNATURE LOOKS FAMILIAR. What tha freak; I drew that! I drew it for Dreaming Moon and now it's suddenly on Genie Harem! Who asked me if I thought it was okay that it was there?
So, I checked out the links. Oh yeah, and the link posted on the pic suddenly was deleted too so there is no credit at all besides my signature. NO-ONE is credited! They took the pics from all around the web and credit no one!
And I actually worry a bit too. Demitiri gave the serenay moon pics. Serenay Moon belongs to us. Yet we are not credited. Anyone can take those pictures from that site... so they can easily steal it.
I started to like that site and now I don't. Simply because they don't credit anyone. I learned a lesson on the net: always credit. It's not fair using someone else's picture without asking them first, but this way, the artists can't be asked! At least tell me who donated them, so I can flame them!