Tadaa! I'm back! And I'm kissing! No, not kissing, Kiss-ing! I'm creating my very first kiss-doll! Well, not alone, I have a friend who does the coding, so actually, Luna Puella and I are kiss-ing. No, not kissing! *sighs*. If you don't know what kiss is, go to this site.
Yesterday I went to a familydinner and it was okay. I was way too tired at the end and my uncle started talking about me against my parents, like how I was so diffrent when the situation was diffrent while I sat between them. It was actually quite fun ^_^*grin*. But it sure sounded like a split personality!
I made a card for my grandmother for her b-day and I made pictures of my mom, dad, my sister and me. Then she asked: 'Hey, where is J-guy?' (it's her koibito- if my japanese is good enough- otherwise it's her boyfriend). I just wanted to know if she wanted me to draw him so I did. He looked quite cute and he thought my sister looked cute. *grin,grin*.
My sister bought a DVD-player. I'm glad I never sold my Pokémon movie 2 DVD- I won it one day. So, I might go and see the english version today. Or german... or french... or italian.... oi, there are way to many or's in this message!
Oh well, off to feed my neopets and then back to the kiss-ing board!

For the past few days I have the feeling death hides in my surroundings. I don't know, I just feel like someone is going to die I know soon. It really fears me and I also dreamed my sister died. Uck. No good.
Well, something else? I went shopping today; spend way too much on Pokémon things again. They were all on sale =S.
I also bought a chess game. I wanted that game for a while, and now it was only 1 euro! Way to go!
I'm way too tired again. I hope I will have something intresting tomorrow. Sorry that I wasted your time.
Oh, one more thing. I might be in love, but I'm not sure. And I can't compare it to earlier crushes, since this would be my first one.... Weird. Death and Love, all in a few days.

I'm still trying to figure out how it was possible Dream Paradox is now shredded... I knew parents could be stupid, but...... No, I won't give my opinion while I'm still this astounded. Things I would say would only be said because I just heard it and these are my first emotions.
Probably the last 'Last Wednesday' update: a friend of mine saw one of those girls in the mall and asked her if she was in the swimming pool the other day. Her response: No! No, I don't live here! I live in Amsterdam, I'm just visiting here! She was scared like hell *hehe*.
Other news: I finished my big pic and also made one for Tiamat. I'll now go off and update my site kinda since I won't have much time for it tomorrow (probably). Try and find the updates!
Yupyup, short entry ne?

Not much to tell- almost finished my big picture... just adding a few pieces of color and daddy will be able to scan it at his work- I hope.... Jeez, pretty boring ne? I want to draw way more, but I also have to think about calendar pictures.... I have to draw the Sint Nicolaas gift for the Postbank and do the Serenay Moon calendar- problem, I have no idea what to draw there. Any suggestions?

Hiya all! A whole day without me; how did you survive?!
Sunday: studied the whole day. Nothing important. Oh yeah, and I made a drawing saterday evening. No biggie- same as, same as.
Monday: I studied 6 hours for my final- and was finished in 15 minutes. Come on!!!! 6 hours of studying and then I get a 15 minutes test?! Who made that thing up?! I was quite insulted.
Then I started studying for the test from today. It took me 3 hours in today and the test too me 40 minutes- now that's a good test! I just hope I both made it.
Anyway, yesterday I also went to that 'go-or-face-the-consequenses' meeting from my job. Well, no one was in the mood and only came for the free coffee and cake. Yeah, me too, though I don't drink coffee. Or tea. It was really really boring and while sitting there I tried to remember the things I had to remember for my final final- which was today.
What is more to say? Oh yeah, I have a friend who is so selfish. Yeah, the same one as I whined a while ago; the one who thinks showing a cellphone is more important than a Buffy Eppie.
There; that was it. I think. Tomorrow I need to draw the whole day. You'll see why.

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Mercury?!?! Huh?!

Hiya all! I first wanted to type something about that that whiney woman was at my work again, whining about me taking the elevator, but something way funnier showed up. Yes, funny. Funny! FUNNY! You all remember what happened wednesday (otherwise scroll down towards the thursday message) and I feared I would encounter those girls again when I came out of the house.
And guess what... I saw one of the girls today! And she saw me! I don't know if she lived there, but I didn't know the other girl and 2 adults that were with her (visiting a friend?). I greeted politely and when our eyes met my heart skipped 4 beats- it was her! I acted like nothing was wrong and waited what she would do. I was astounded! Stunned! Surprised; whatever you want to call it. Guess what she did! She did NOTHING! Nothing at all! Not even showing tha finger! She just walked away and said something to her friend (it just had to be about me, no doubt about that).
I then realised it. I may be a coward, but at least I have courage enough to admit it! She only is bratty when she is with her hot tempered sister. Or she remembers I belong to that %*((^ guy she fears (aka my super daddy! Way to go daddy!). Or it was because I said nothing about it; pretending I wasn't even there. Or, final option: I was at work. And hitting or insulting a mail deliverer is a bad, bad thing *grins*. Anyway, she didn't do anything. Creepy littel coward. *grins evilly*
And the weirdest thing: somehow I just knew I was going to see her today. So I was kinda prepared and not as scared as wednesday. My legs trembled about 5 minutes until I realised I was braver than she was. Hide you little worm! Bwahaha!

Thank you all! Thank you for all the comments in my mail, guestbook and here. I really appreciate it. If I read everything well, it looks like I already have a few bodyguards ^_^. But, I think you all agree when I say I must learn to stand up for myself.
I also mailed this message to a dutch friend, but because it was english, he refused to read it! Okay, I now officially want to kick his *Y&%^%$#$$-&*(&&**&*&*&! He thinks showing his new mobile phone is more important than the last episode from Buffy. Okay, the last Buffy eppie isn't very important too (just very cool!) but dang, way more important than a new cell phone!
Anyway, handed in all my asignments today and went out for a drink with my friends. Just for fun, a friend started sms-ing a %&**( from class messages like: 'Did you also enjoy last friday?' without names and stuff. There were a few sms-es from her and he replied not telling who he was, when she suddenly called! He was a second too late and she heard his voicemail ^.^. She now says she's in a big fight with her boyfriend- well, then he really trusts her! She's very arrogant. I loved this! *bwahahaha!*
That was today and yesterday in a nuttshell. I'm really tired. Again, thank you all so much for your support.

Again, thunder and lightning. In the figure sense of speaking, but also literarry!
Yesterday I went to the swimmingpool to teach my swimminglessons, as usual. It was really fun, but when I was finished I felt I was really tired. If I'm tired, I can burst out into tears for no reason at all, so I told my dad that I felt I was about to cry. (My dad is a teacher there also).
When we were in the dressingroom, a few girls and I were just chatting and having fun (you know, the avarege dressingroomcrap) when suddenly the door swung open en closed. All I saw were a pair of sunglasses, but the others saw a little boy. A few moments later, the door on the other side swung open and the same girl looked in and a little boy ran in. The other girls were a bit upset; boys in the girlsdressingroom- not fun. They yelled that the girl should get that kid back and they vanished. About 5 seconds later that boy came in again and used his waterguns! Now, that was a bad move and a girl stormed out to tell that girl she had to keep her little brother with her. Well, escalation, escalation, because a whole fight appeared. The girl turned out to be a gypsy and she was with a dozen other sisters and they kept yelling and insulting us.
I'm not used of this and felt a bit shaking, but one gypsy girl yelled at a semi-friend of mine: 'I you touch me, I'll kill you!' and repeated that several times (how old was she, 15?!) Suddenly she grabbed my semi-friend by her troth and there I jumped in saying: 'Hey, if she isn't allowed to touch you, then I think you shouldn't do it with her either!'.
Well, more screaming and threats and the swimmingpool's teachers (not from my club- the life guard kind of types) send them out (after a lot of more screaming). To us he said he was sorry for letting them in again, this wasn't the first time. But, my semi-friend was the main goal and we thought she shouldn't go home alone. My dad came out the same moment another friend said to the mother that they didn't want to fight. Well, that was what we call: 'kolen op het vuur gooien' because he shouldn't have done that. The fight emerged again. My father knew these kids from when we still had our own shop and he said that they knew him too and that they were afraid of him. I was afraid too! It doesn't matter how tiny they are, but if a whole groups comes screaming at you, who wouldn't be afraid?! They have to say one word and bang, the whole group jumps on you. I can scream how much I want, but will people come?
My dad send me to the car and I walked along with another friend and the gypsys left. When they spotted me, one of them came at me and demanted to know why I intervered (?). My friend suggested to ignore them when that girl pulled me around and started pushing me. I said loudly: 'Keep your hands off me!' hopefully loud enough that my dad would hear it. My friend pushed that girl away from me and said they should leave us alone. Then that girl started pushing HER! She said that they shouldn't push her either and I don't know if it was because of that deadly glaze in her eyes or the fact my dad came running but they left. Not before they insulted my friend with THE finger and making glasses out of her fingers.
At the car, I couldn't take it any longer and started crying. Unfortunetely, one gypsy saw that and started cheering.
My dad told me you should never let these people see you are afraid and that you should never punch first. But if they do punch you, you should punch back HARD, so they are overbluffed- because that was all they were doing: bluff. They don't fear the police (they are underaged- I want a new law!) and if they make a mistake before their parents, they get punished at home and don't do anything while it is happening. Showing fear or crying is their way of winning. Picking on all sides of a group and succeeding in that is winning for them also. So, next time I face them, my dad said that I should warn them not to touch me again and if they do, I'm allowed to hit them. Great, he says that to the biggest chicken of all!
We brought 2 girls home and my dad said me that showing the middlefinger is a loss to them also. And one more funny thing: 'If you get angry, you are uncontrolable, then even your sister is afraid of you!'. I can get into a rage (appearantly) and a big one too! Then I keep on hitting and see everything 'red' (like with a bull in cartoons). Heehee, and it takes a lot to get my sister scared! One problem.... if they hit me, I'm only allowed to hit them back once.
They might show up at the swimmingpool next week again, or I might see them in the mall once. I'm quite afraid and I think I'll wait a while before I'll go alone to those places. Call me a chicken if you want, I don't care. I'm not afraid to let people know I'm afraid. That's not a bad thing. I just like to play safe....

Ah, sw33t! Yesterday it started to Thunder with Lightning!. Hurray! Oh, the nice cold breeze... *aaaah* And it's still here! Anyway, I need to go to school so uhm.... I gotta leave. Sorry. I don't know when I'll be home. Ehm....bye. Maybe I'll type more today.

Okay, I'm at school right now- breaking the rules again. It's freaking hot AGAIN and well, technically I'm plain melting. There is nothing more to tell actually. I need to cook today and allready study while my test will be monday...... uck. I want to draw, but I have no time at all. I wonder when my classmates will come- I need to discuss certain things with em. Episode 50 turned out to be liked by a lot of people, though I now think it's not special at all. Maybe that comes cuz I wrote it. Though while I was writing it, I was really exited myself.
Oh, and my school is soooooo nice. At the bginning of the year you get about 20 copies from the printer without paying. I have no idea what the amount is, but the point is, when I wanted to print a while ago (for the first time this year) I had no prints at all!!!! How nice, isn't it?
Just a few minutes ago, a girl talked about her missing 20 prints. They didn't believe her story; her prints couldn't vanish! People probably used her account (but she hadn't given her password to anyone) or she was lying. How nice........ I wanna get up there and kick that guy's ***! And this is the reason why I never print at school... intresting, ne?
I wonder how BlackOut is doing and where Luna Puella's art site went....

Okay, WHO put the sun on fire?! Dang! 30 degrees is a bit too hot for me! Soon the attick will be way too hot for me. And I'm already melting. I rather have spring or autumn. More my kind of temprature.....
*drips off*

Yesterday I ate at a restaurant near home and felt like walking home. When I asked my parents if it was okay, they looked at my as if I was really sick! But I was allowed it anyway. And I forgot it was Father's Day; I already gave a present though.
Anyway, because there is nothing more to tell, I'll tell you about a dream I once have and never forgot.
I was in the swimming pool when suddenly a girl attacked me with a butchers knife. I had no bleeding cuts, but those white scars you sometimes get. Anyway, I still feel the blade running over my back *shivers* And when I finally saw her face... I saw it was ME! I was the one who attacked me...... weird.... but the whole day I kept on looking at my arms for those white lines. It had been about a year or 2 since I had that dream and I still remember it. Next time, I'll tell you about another old dream; one I had each year of elementery school.
Yup, I'm weird ^_^. I know

Nothing to tell.... my friend graduated and never bothered me to tell it. If I hadn't heard it from a friend, I would have never known it. And she doesn't go along to the anual trip because she is too busy. Well, anyone can be busy, but that was all she said! Too busy. Nothing more. Just that. Why does't she say more to me? Did I annoy her?
And episode 49 has been written; part 50- last one of this season might be written tomorrow.
Ehm..............................................that was it already. School year is ending and when I'm home 24/7, there is nothing to tell.

Thanks Luna P.! ^_^.

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So weird! Faith?!? Harmony would be more like me- though I never buy what's the trend.

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People are reading my blog?! Yeah, I was as surprised as you were! Never knew my boring life would be reading material ^_^. Anyway, I made my oral exam (of course).
So, some of your might wanna read about this, so it has happened! After 5 years I got my first computer virus! It might have come with those weird mails I kept getting: just plain empty messages but a big size anyway (and no attachements). Really weird. So, if you get a message from someone you don't know and it has no subject: DELETE! Don't look at it! My friends said that the virus was put in the HTML-code so opening the mail is already infective.
What does it do? Well, if we are talking about the same virus, it's called Worm/ Happy Time (I think-yeah) and destroys HTML or HTM files. I think HTT files too, but I'm not sure. Anyway, these things are quickly remade so no big damage done to Serenay Moon. Neither the re-do.
I think that was it. I planned to clean my room today ^_^. Let's GO FOR IT! I'm looking for an old script I once wrote: Het Zwarte Masker (The Black Mask). I already found parts one and 2 back, but 3 is kinda missing. I wrote it when I was about 13 years old. Crappy plot, fun story ^_^.

Did I post yesterday? I don't think so. Not because I didn't want to, I just plain forgot. Not that there was much to tell. I went to my friend's b-day. We talked. I did some homework. My scedule is kinda messed up. I'm busy with the site-re-do and with the club too.
Mmm... today I'm having some kind of Oral Exam. I hope I'll make it.
I need a life, it's official.

Yeah, I know, I was a bit depressed yesterday. That happens too. I'm human (Really! I'm not lying! So sue me!). But, today is a much sunnier day! It started with rain pouring down and when I returned home from school, the sun was so bright it almost blinded me- yet I didn't care at all!
Again, I found out that the teachers at my school are just plain dumb. Not nuts, not insane, not stupid.....just dumb. Too dumb for words. I have an art teacher and I guess he's the dumbest one of all! First, he shows up 15 minutes late and at the end of the class he says: 'Guys, I have to leave early, otherwise I'll come late for an other class'. So it was okay to get late with us, but he couldn't come late in the other class?! Next, he said he had told us to make a frame for our picture..... not! So, everyone rushed in creating a frame. I turn out to be one of the handiest ones in the class; I kinda helped almost half of the class. I helped a girl with sketching (she can't draw- at least that's what she says), helped with 'gutsen' (dutch word) for another girl, and helped creating a frame for 2 other classmates. And it turns out I'm the only one who thinks the crafts asignment wasn't very hard to do.
And that teacher (I'm jumping from one branch to another in this story ^_^) from art always says things while he said something different first!
I have another teacher that gives how to review art from other artists (so he's an art teacher, but more an art history one) and when you need help, he hardly gives help. He's the one from the class I accidentaly took a wrong painting.
So, what more happened today? I dunno. I like today so far. Not much to worry and stuff. Aaaaaaah *sighs* This is wonderful! Why can't I feel always like this? For the first time in a while I've felt appreciated in my class; some actually needed me!

I may seem like a cheerful girl 24/7, but my heart is sour. I wrote a new Serenay Moon Side Story tomorrow and one of my friends asked me how I got this chapter. Maybe he didn't mean it so negative, but it sure struck me like that. Lately whenever I try to help someone, he or she turns me down and sometimes even laughs right in my face. They probably don't mean it like that, but I have a delicate soul. Teachers always said that whatever story I wrote, it just simply sucked. I never got a good grade for writing at High School.
My friends never were intrested in the things I wrote. If you could call them friends. I only had 8 friends on High School; actually 6, cuz 5 of them still talk to me and 1 died. 2 stopped mailing me. People think I'm selfabsorbed and that I never do what other people want me to do. They think I have a big ego just because I finally found where I'm good at. But now I doubt it again.
Am I a good writer? Or is everything I believed in a big illusion? Am just I just a girl who thought she finally found something she was good at, but that she sucks at that too?
Yeah, I can be depressed too. Just tell me, honestly. Am I a bad writer?
Like anyone reads this page.

It's late in the evening, she wanders what clothes to wear. She puts on her make-up and brushes her long long hair. ... And then she asks me, do I look all right? And I say: yes, you look wonderful tonight...
I'm listing to this song right now. One of my favorites; Bright Eyes is one of my fav too. I heard that one too today. And I'm ashamed to admit it, but 'Zij' (she) from Marco Borsato is so beautiful. Why can't I have a guy who sings something like that for me? *dreams*.
Nothing much to tell anyway today. My sister yelled my name in her sleep and I wondered what I had wrong this time! Gosh, the words she says in her sleep...... My dad once said that my sister and I held a complete conversation in our sleep!
Intresting......
Well, welcome in my life of total boredom. Nothing to tell. I did my homework today. And I finished resizing the galleries of my teammates- only mine is now left- and that will be one hell of a job! I made the most pics of all!!!
What else happened? I hoped to get a new Sailor Moon Pocket today, but, as usual, it didn't happen =(. Mail me guys! Send me good mail! And go to the Serenay Moon Club! The Desktop thingies that will vanish from the site will get posted there!

They got Ping-chan from Megatokyo?! And I like Mei-Lin's outfit. Chibi Usa has a dumb picture; couldn't they find anything better?! I've never heard of Daemon (she shares the same name as Daemon from Serenay Moon!) before, but she looks cool and is from Reboot.
And there are always more to come!

The new Serenay Moon fanclub (being BOTH Dutch and English) can be visited at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/serenaymoon/. Please check it out when you have time and if you want, become a member!
I want to thank everyone who has replied on my blogmessages! They were so nice!!! *looks at comments part* Mm, the only one who has replied on my messages so far... was me....
I had a weird dream last night. It involved solving puzzels. It was okay, but I think that in my dream, the Serenay Moon Guardians tried to hook me up with someone from my class. Problem is that that guy is engaged. And I like him as a friend, nothing more. In my dream, an old classmate (even 2; maybe even 3!) made a guest appearance but ended up being set on fire. But she was reborn and would grow up really fast. I think that I remember the puzzel: make a unity with these stones, yet at the same time they have to be seperated. I thought about a circle with a line through it. Maybe has to do with my crafts asignment: make 7 dolls from paper and place 5 or 6 in a group, while 1 or 2 are out of it.
I made the Guardians- all of them! And the 7th one was someone partly made up- I only know her name and a dash of her clothes, but not the colors. And the project has a lot of symbolism in it.
There were also a lot of Twinkies in my dream. No, not the candy bars, the girls. I should have kicked them into the mud. Yeah, come on girl, get that healthy mud bath! Hahaha! *evil grin*
Check out Tiamat's art Gallery- she is really cool.

I couldn't find Ryoko and I don't like Ayeka that much. I wanted to catch Tsunami, but I only have 2 Tenchi Manga's, so I can never catch her. Next up, Sailor Moon and Pokémon!
Update: Weird....the adres they told me to link back to.... doesn't work. It does now....I hope

Can you actually believe this is how I see myself when it comes to magic? Though the forest part isn't 100% true; I'd say 75% ^_^. In my dreams (yeah, I have some! >_<) I always end up being a great magician but also a very skilled fighter- with bow and arrow or sword! Though, when I start out, I'm one big clumbs! No matter how realistic my dreams start out... I always end up using magic. But why don't I use it that much? Well, what if your magic gets blocked and you need to fight? No way that is going to let me loose! I rather firght with my trusty sword then my magic. Batteling with magic against a non-magic-user has no honor. On the other side... when someone attacks me with magic I won't hesitate to fight back with magic!





Take the "How Do You Use Magic?" test! Written by Brimo

I'm wearing my blue shirt today. Yes, people, THE blue shirt. Didn't bring me any luck though; I had my share of stupidity today.
I had to deliver a package on somestreet number 21, but they weren't at home. I rang the doorbell at number 23 and asked if they could give the package when number 21 would return. Their reaction: Where is number 21? It's the second time that happend in 2 months! Come on people, don't tell me you don't know what number your neighbours live on?!
Anyway, here is villan number 2. I still wonder how she keeps her hair like that ^_^.

This one is called Yuugao. She is the little one of the 2 sisters and really wants to become as good as her sister is- she really admires her! But of course, they do fight a lot. Hey, what about the Demonname: Moonsisters? Tsukiyo means Moonlit Night and Yuugao means Moonflower.
I guess that was it. Do you guys know Melisande? In french her name is Mélusine (to those who know this comic- guess what Melusine; her niece is called in french! Yup, Melisande!). It's a comic about a young witch (only 119 years old) and whenever I read it, I want to create my own story about a witch ^_^.

When I hear this song, I can always imagine how Serenay Moon episode 100 will look. It's the perfect song! Therefore, Europe, the Final Countdown, is chosen to be Serenay Moon episode 100's song! And to feel what I am talking about: click here!. Actually, this decision was made quite democratically- so far, I have chosen almost all songs....... =S. I hope Stevo doesn't mind.
And, a spoiler, hot from the press! For the Mini-Special-Series 'Little Wish', I created 2 new villans. One will be posted today, the other might be posted tomorrow.
This is..... Tsukiyo!

Tsukiyo is the olders of the 2 sisters; I still need a name. I think about MoonDemons, but that sounds kinda lame. I need a cool name. And I don't know what they wear yet. Anyway, she was responsible for burning down Sky Etoile's monastry just after Sky became Lady Luna. Lady Luna imprissoned her, but she managed to get out (with her little sister). She and her sister love to destroy hope and dreams, in fact, they feed on it! She is Tiamat's biggest enemy and therefor she will appear more often.
This is so hot from the press; Tiamat and Demitiri don't even know this yet!
And to give credit where credit is due; this head was made with a Kiss Doll which is made by (I think) Zoe, or ChibiUsa- if you want the adress, just comment on this and I'll look it up! It's a really cool doll- if you can call a head a doll.
And, there is more! I made a few more sprites, but these are made for Tiamat. Since she will have her own Blog maybe soon, I made them for her!
Here they are!

Hi guys, I talked to my teacher and he agreed with the fact I took the picture from the net. But when I told him about my problem he replied with an air like: 'What do I care? Good luck with starting all over again!'. I really really hate that subject now. And it will only grow....
What also happened on this side of the planet? Nutting much. I got thanked in the Sailor Sirius Chronicels! Too bad it now stopped....
A while ago I also saw on StrangeCandy and Megatokyo that at a FanCon, people dressed up as their characters *dreamy sighs*. Why doesn't anyone do that with Serenay Moon? Well, we are still little; we will grow. But if you want to dress up like Lady Aqua or who-ever; you don't need to ask! Just give us credit for the character and send us pictures! (pictures is the most important part of the deal ^_^).
Okay, Tiamat wil also get a blog here on my account- I made a sprite and a profilepic for her she can use if she wants. Oh yeah, and a new twinky. And maybe, if my scanner decides to work again someday, I might suggest a common sketch/art blog. But that are just future plans. Tiamat probably read this- how are you Tia? ^_^.
And I got page 13 of Dream Paradox! I love it!

Hiya guys! Remember that I had to go to a museum? And that I actually kinda liked it? And do you know the saying that if 1 thing goes wrong, EVERYTHING goes wrong? Well, it turned out that that painting I had chosen, was a wrong one! It was 43 years to old! I had to choose a painting between Greek/Roman times till 1900... mine was from 1943. Sure, the only picture I liked in the whole museum and it didn't count! So, I had a nervous breakdown with a lot of swearing- And of course, no one was at home to comfort me. I had to start from scratch! Fortunetely, I remembered a picture that was there also so I looked up the picture from the net. But, this subject is now my most hated subject. All that hard work.... FOR NOTHING!!!! If I didn't remember any picture from there, I would have to go again! 8 Euro spend for nothing! I......HATE.....BB ('My connection with art.....') If that teacher doesn't agree with the picture that I took from the net I'm sure gonna kill him! I mean it! Okay, actually I will have a second nervous breakdown right in front of him, but that will be almost the same I guess.....

I went to a Musem yesterday. I had to go for school. I had to choose a piece of art and write a report about it. The picture I have chosen is underneath this message.
Anyway, I came in the Central Museum in Utrecht and we bought ticket. You might say I could easily cheat by telling my teacher I was there and just choose a painting from a book. Problem... I also have to include the tickets. So, after we bought the tockets we thought it also might be smart to go in. But the guard thought my bag was too big and that I could take along what I needed, as long as the bag went into a locker. However, I needed everything from my bag! So, I got a bag from the Museum and my almost empty bag went into a locker. I do understand it.... but whatever.
I saw a picture we talked about in class. I said to my dad that if I couldn't find any I liked, I would choose this one. It's called De Koppelaarster and I think it's from the Enlightment. I'm not sure.
I also saw a whol gallery about Nijntje/ Miffy. I didn't knew she was known over the whole world! It was really cutre ^_^. I also saw a lot of computers and guess what... I didn't touch them! Hurray for me! But there was also a projector and if you stood in front of it, you would appear on a screen. There was a ball bouncing on the screen and you could actually bash that thing away! It was really fun.
Now, this museum is one big maze. If you are looking for something it takes a life time before you find it! So we did found some maps, but we couldn't use them since they made just as much sense as putting an union on peanutbutter.
Halfway we walked through a hallway. The whole museum gave me the creeps: spooky sounds and silence, accompanied by guards who are following your every move. But I still hadn't found my painting I wanted to share with my teachers and went on. I asked my dad: 'What is Art?', after seeing jewelery. I don't consider them as art. They can be beautful, but to me it's not art. Art is something you put down or hang up and look at. You don't use it. I didn't hear it, but my dad said that after I asked my question a guard mumbled the facts of art. How rude! He is like me! ^_^. Anyway, why didn't he say it out loud? Then I could have learned from it. That Guard probably thought I was an ignorant fool.... No, I'm way too smart for that. You'll see....
Anyway, after long searching I found my painting: Carl Willink: Landschap onder regenlucht (Landscape under coming rain). When I saw it, it immediately reminded me of one of the last scenes of 'Souls for the Master' from Serenay Moon. So, I did my asignment and now we had to find the gift shop again to look if I could find a postcard from it (that was part of the asignment too!). But finding that giftshop........ we passed it halfway our quest, but couldn't find it any more! After asking we did and the painting was there too. So, asignment done!
We went to the restaurant (if you can call it that =S) and my dad and I took some cake (I took Boston Cheesecake- dang that was dry!) At the cashregister I asked: 'Miss, do you also have candles?' My dad and she looked confused at me and I pointed at my dad. 'For the Birthday Boy ^_^'. My dad felt a bit embaressed, especially when that girl looked for a candle! (they probably don't have much else to do =S). She didn't find one, but she did find a little flag ^_^. So, he got that. I'm still surprised of myself that I dared to ask that!
So, we ate, I sang a bit for my dad and we left. We went to the guarden and then into another building. *silence*........... I don't know which idiot has thought of this art...... but if you call this art you really... no, I won't say that. I have to respect other people's opinions even though I thought it was worse than trash. Come on people, One Minute Movies comcidered as art?!?!?!? A Man took a chicken in his mouth and then threw it away! A girl undressed herself and jumped into a canal on a floating matras! A man airbrushed with his own blood! *shivers* And from almost each country in the world there was a movie like that! And if you think things couldn't get worse.... you could buy tapes of it......................
ANYWAY, back to the intresting part of life. We also went into the Sint Nicolaas Church. It was okay, I now realised that a church is one big Mass Grave. There were more than 300 people burried under those stones and we were walking over it! It gave me the creeps. Walking over human bodies.... Ewh. And I couldn't avoid it. Really, I didn't like it at all. The church was beautiful and all, but people are burried there!
Let's see, we also went to another building across the street. Again, I had to leave my empty bag in a locker. This was about fashion and Rietveld. Gerrit Rietveld was a famous artist. And from the clothes I liked only one boot: you could zip it down all the way! Do you know Esher's apple which has its skin cut around him? Well, this boot was just like that! Really cool.
The entrance lady (hoast) said that on the second floor there was something really fun! So, we looked and looked and I asked my dad where that fun might be? We haven't found it.
So, we went home and ate ice at an ice cream shop. That waitress thought it was more important to help customers than giving us money back. And she didn't get my dad's hint.
I think that was it. Some people are morons. Yupyup. Anyway, I have to get to school today and return some books. Then I have to look for a present for my sister (what do you give a 20 year old girl who wants money?!) and for a friend of mine. Hope you are sleeping very well tonight ^_^. I think you will have no trouble at all, after such a boring review.



If the picture doesn't work because the site doesn't allow off site linking (or whatever it is in CORRECT english); this is the link: http://home-1.worldonline.nl/~sb068187/Kunst/Schilderij/Willink_Regenlucht.jpg

My dog scared the hell out of me. Sneaky little thing. She came downstairs while I was walking upstairs. She is not allowed to get there!
And Happy B-day Daddy!

Guys, I'm killing myself! God, this is so funny! the 2oth of June Scooby Doo the movie will come out. I used to like Scooby Doo until I thought the plot was way too easy. And illogical- most of the time all didn't make sense- after that I thought it was boring. But today my eye caught a small sign in a folder and was curious. I tried to look up the plot (and succeeded!) and guess what! Daphne is played by Sarah Michelle Gellar (aka Buffy) *rolls from chair laughing*. This is so funny! I saw the other pictures; Fred and Velma look quite well! And Shaggy.. well, no one can make a person out of him. And Scooby looks plain... idiotic. Oh, and guess who is in it too! Rown Atkinson (Blackadder, Mister Bean)- so actually this movie has to be good! We'll see *reads line of who is playing Daphne and rolls from her chair again*

It was a good thing I was way too tired to type anything yesterday- My mood was thunder and lightning- all because of my work. but it's solved now.... and what is there more too tell? My face got burned by the sun- it looks like a tomato now! Or paprika- whatever you want.
Anyway, it was because I went to my Stage for the final time and it was sportsday. I sat in the field the whole day! It's a miracle only my face got burned (I once got burned so bad in Spain you could bake an egg on my back! I mean it! It was so boiling HOT!). But when I left, all the kids acted like they wouldn't miss me at all. Just a simple: Bye and they left. =(. I had a class of 30 kids; only 3 shook hands with me (and wished me luck), and 5 of them just said bye as if I would return next week. One kid, who wasn't in my class, acted like she would miss me big time ^_^. I got a nickname with her: BlubBlub; because I have a fish bag I always wear ^_^. But it sure didn't make me feel wanted. Just a simple bye... nothing more- at my last Stage I got at least a few presents! It wasn't and isn't about the presents, but the way they acted. I will never return- didn't I mean anything to them?