*laughs* Unbelievable!! Yesterday I stayed up till 11 to prepare everything for today's update. And I managed to prepare everything!!! So, I uploaded EVERYTHING today- took some glitched out of it and it was so ready....AND THE BANDWITH IS ALREADY EXCEEDED!! *laughs* I think I checked it 1 time too many ^_^.
The site will be online in 2 hours again- at least that is what the angelfire thingie says. Yeah, if you don't have the money to buy the space you actually need...

Space I have:
Geocities: 15 mb
Angelfire: 20 mb (2x)
Bravenet: 100 mb (has annoying in-frame adds)
SailorMoon.com: 20 mb (2x)
Total: 195 mb (FOR FREE!!!)

Used:
Geocities: about 10 mb
Angelfire: about 20 mb
Bravenet: 18,7 mb
SailorMoon.com: unknown; but it's only for my midi's and a few mp3.

I probably need all that space for art and so ^_^. Even fan art! Yeah, I'm getting fan art! WEEEEE! But I always want more!!
More news from Yesterday? I types Alena part 4- it's turning into a kid's story ^_^.
I love the Valentine Special Ainodi. It is so different from all the other stories!! *almost spoiled some things*

I couldn't post anything yesterday =S. Weird. Anyway, I got a new place, in a city near by and I probably be able to reach it by bike. Me love my bike.
There isn't much to tell... it's kinda snowing (I hate snow when I have to work!!!) and I prepared a lot of things for the net, like the genka yume gallery, TCG gallery and the Dream Paradox pages. I wanna know how it ends!!!!!
Mom is kinda cleared up now (dunno how to phrase it)- she isn't that angry any more.
THE BUFFY MUSICAL WAS ON TV AGAIN YESTERDAY! WEEE! Once more with feeling RULES! (it was the inspiration for Genka Yume)

I called my school and they are really busy trying to find a place for me. So far they have 2 options and I gave a preferance.
Day slowly clearing up.
And each time my day has touched the computer, I need to find a way to fix it. But, of course, he always blames it on the stuff I put on the computer. Sure dad, but why does it keep on working fine for me?!
My mom is still pissed at me for what happened yesterday. Grow up- you always say that to me too!!
I finally finished all the Genka Yume art *deep sigh* Man that was annoying. I guess it shows ^_^.
My sister said that Tatu's new song sounded japanese.... with the high voice and all. I think it's Tatu I'm listning to right now and...well... my sister really needs to hear some real J-pop!! =D. Don't worry, I'll teach her what real Japanese songs sound!!

NEWSFLASH! It's official- I'm going back to bed. My new internship doesn't know I'm coming there; resulting in me having no place for internship!!!!!!
Give my one good reason why I shouldn't blow up my school.......

Day 15 of the busy weeks- Finally over and feeling like hell.

Why? Prepare for an entry filled with things that can go wrong on a monday!!
It started with my 3 finals. Oh goody goody. Traffic: It was at the 12 years old level- but dang it was hard!! If I can't solve those questions, how on earthn should a 12 year old do that?! During the breaks it turns out that if I don't want to sit alone, I have to go to people. They never go to me. Talk about one way direction.
After my finals I called my new internship school. They asked me to call back at 1 pm. So, I did. Their message: Call back at 3!!!
My mom said she would go shopping with me today, but suddenly she has all sorts of things to do. So much- she can't even name them!!! Why do I feel like she simply didn't want to go?!
Some people claim I always think the world spins all around me but why do I keep on feeling so alone and unwanted?!

Only bright spot: I got episode 57 today. It's completely something different from what I expected but I think I'll be able to twist the plot I had in mind so that I can make it fit Stevo's chapter. I like working with him. It keeps me flexible!! But 58 is gonna be a very looooooooooong chapter.

Updated the About Me section below the posts a bit

Day 14 of my busy weeks - 1 more day

Study- study- study. My college has just given a new dimension to 'meaningless studying'

Are you alive?

Anyone bored enough to design Serenay Moon CD covers?

Day .... eh....13 of my busy weeks- just 2 more days

Great. You know the RPG Dreaming Moon? I'm part of it (Rini) and the leader was really rude. I kept on replying on his messages just because I wanted to get SOME reaction- just something to draw his attention. And now people complain I'm doing it the wrong way and that I should ignore him. Oh wait: DEMI, THIS IS NOT YOUR FAULT! Had to say that. He keeps on blaming himself while he did nothing wrong at all.
Not only that- he made my hotmail account almost crash!!! He send the most beautiful picture ever!!! But that picture was almost 900 kb =S. And I need to save stuff in case something goes wrong with my computer and in case I need to redo a project. Probably not, but let's play safe. So, the box was getting REALLY full!
Okay, I'm going to study tonight while babysitting my aunt's dogs. Darn dogs. So hyper and can't stay alone without tearing up the place! But they'll calm down.
Okay, I wonder if I'll actually get something into my brain- the stuff I have to study is so confusing!!!

How much do I look like: (the characters!!!)

Zach: I always believe in the good of people. Just like Zach. He always sees the good in people
Kitt: I'm stubborn ^_^ and never hide my fears. And I'm quite hot tempered. My father once said about me: If you make her really, really, really furious.... hide.....
Mika: I'm very child-ish. Ask anyone who knows me ^_^
Moka: I consider myself loyal to my true friends. I never abandon true friends.
Derak: I need time to adjust to changes. Not only that, I almost always say what I think (to my friends).
Liz: I'd need to know more about her. So far she seems very dedicated. I am very dedicated to things I think worth dedication- like Serenay Moon
Liberty: Just like Liberty I'm not sure what my place in life is
Chibi Aqua: I have a lot of mood swings- just like her. I can easily shift from happy to sad.
Chibi Gaia: I'm studying to be a teacher and I really want to become a mother. Sometimes I consider kids as my pupils and I can be really proud of them- like a mother. Also, I consider some people I know as family- like a little sister. I'm very caring for people I consider as family. And like a mother, I know it's best for them to learn it all by themselves- which is sometimes so hard.
Chibi Ignis: Always finding holes in the rules. And then breaking them without actually breaking them. I love that too!! Hehe- I can always find a way to bend the rules.
Chibi Kim: I'm not too much like her. Kinda her dedication and sometimes I feel like being a leader. Like in some RPG's I organised, people pointed at me as a leader. And like Serenay Moon. Sometimes I feel like the Head of Serenay Moon- but I'm no where without the others. But I do so much.... web site, organising- people treat me like I'm the Head- which I'm NOT!
Chibi Luna: I'm like her fun loving spirit!
Tiamat: I'm not sure how I look like her. Maybe her caring side......
Elysa/ Eyla: I have a dark side in me.....
Geos/ Ayla: As well as a light side
Courage: I'm just as annoying!!

You are pink. You are in limbo. Not pure and manipulated like white, not impure and noble like red. You are unsure of your real identity, but whatever you chose it to be, you can be it. That is your power. You change everyone you touch, and everyone remembers you. In literature, pink represents the place between heaven and hell. You are the one we will never forget.

What inner color are you?

Day 12 of my busy weeks- just 3 more busy days

If I understood things well.... my internship is signed off.... My mentor agreed that my teacher was rude (today he didn't say good bye either- so I said exactly what my mentor advised me: Sir, we couldn't say good bye a right way yesterday, so I would like to do it now. There was no way back for him now XD) and that maybe I'm better suited for todlers. There is nothing wrong with my motivation, so if I want this, I should continue.
We're gonna stay in touch- my mentor and me- he really wants to help me. Yet... I still don't like him that much. He's so rational and sarcastic. TOO rational. TOO sarcastic.
And our Queen so rules! There was a new governement chosen and she talked with Balkenende; our previous prime minister and they talked about how they should solve the PVDA and CDA thing (the biggest parties but they don't want to coöperate that much) and you know what she said?! "Mister Balkenende, why don't you invite Mister Bos (the leader from the other partie) for a cup of tea and talk about it?!"
Yeah, I'm vague but Beatrix rules!

I'm so afraid my internship will not be signed off.... and that I will fail it. And if I fail it...I have to leave my school. My mentor called jerk today and I bet they talked about how low my progress according to him was. I'm so afraid......and angry

Day 11 of my busy weeks - BOILING MAD

I hate that teacher who was supposed to learn me how to teach is reality (called jerk in this post). Today was my last day of my intern ship (thanks Cat, you rule! But was it interm or intern?) and that guy never told the class it was my last day, and he never said good bye either! I have to return something tomorrow, but I bet that he won't say a thing than too!
Not only that- jerk had to give me an evaluation (?) about how it went. I didn't make enough progress according to him! Just because I couldn't give math, had trouble with the 'circle' (where kids can talk about how their day went) , had trouble keeping order and didn't ask enough (there wasn't anything to ask!!) I didn't make progress.
It isn't any progress at all that I now learned how to plan things, can give extra asignments, end an asignment and have more selfconfidence- according to him!
He only told me the bad points. He has always been so cold, but not even saying good bye?! Not even saying: Good luck? NOT INFORMING THE KIDS!?
3 girls asked me to stay 15 minutes after school and they came back with a big of candy. Sweet from them. They have been a hard class and I really tried. That was something that jerk saw: I put enough energy in it. I'm just not suited for it!
So far I had 3 internships, 2 with old kids, one with todlers. The todlers evaluation was great, the 2 others were bad ones. Am I suitable for being a teacher?!
Today was the worst day ever- even worse than the days I gave math.... I feel so..... so.... unwanted.

Day 10 of my busy weeks - 'brak'

'Brak' is a Dutch expression. It means you are really tired and feel like you have no brains at all. The best option would go to bed and sleep. That's how I'm feeling right now.
Especially since today was ANOTHER useless day. Not kidding. I mean it. My 1st 4 periods were cancelled and the 5th one was about getting a project (that freaky art one) graded by 3rd class people.
It went like this:
3rd class: So, what kind of grade do you want?
Me: Eh...... 6 or 7 (then you wouldn't have to hand it in) ?
3rd class: Okay. NEXT!
Me: Eh.........okay.....
I could have voted myself today (yeah- voting day) but I thought I would come home really late so I asked my dad to vote for me. Could have done it myself.

Day 9 of my busy weeks- freakingly tired

why? BECAUSE I'M FINALLY DONE!!! Finally all the assignments are done!! All I need to do is check it all (tomorrow) and write 1 more day report from my intern- which is thursday.
There- no more news.
Enough said.
I'm DONE.
I'm gonna continue creating Kimono Sprites for Serenay Moon. Next up: Chibi's and other forms.

Day 8 of busy weeks- no wonder I'm such a bad student >_<

I today postponed my homework again so I could go shopping with my mom and sister. Sure, I have a really cool new sweater... *sigh* Argh! I have so much to do tomorrow! Luckily I have the day off.....
The splinter appeared to be still in my finger.
Yesterday I stayed up till 11 to write a Valentine Special. Became really romantic ^_^
When it comes to homework, I have about 4 projects which are ALL almost done >_<. I'm gonna finish my intern book as much as possible tonight. And when I have done that, I'm further with ANOTHER project. Yeah- it's all tied together
My art project is really close to getting done- all that is left is that I have to print everything out. So I'll do that tonight too.
I already handed in 1 project.
I'm still wondering who was that idiot that planned all 3 exams on 1 day >_<.

Day 7 of busy weeks - going on again and again

I have to finish my art project today since I have to hand it in on wednesday. And I have a splinter in my finger- one I use a lot with typing *ouch, ouch* My dad tried to pull it out- but it's so tiny. We don't know if it's still there, or that we managed to get it out leaving a massive hole.
I got a Serenay Moon birthday gift from Uumie! It's so CUTE! I'll upload it right after this message:
I hate that art project. It's meaningless.

Day 6 of busy weeks- Break time again

Argh- I'm SUCH a bad student!!! I recalculated everything and if I stick to my new scedule; I still should be able to finish everything on time.
Anyway, I played with my tablet yesterday and I'm getting the hang of it. I made 2 pictures with it in Open Canvas- some Japanese Programme I once got from Tiamat. One I will probably not show; otherwise it might seem I'm simply very obsessed with certain persons.
I also typed the last special from Through the eyes of a Sister; it turned out to be a 2 episode special mini story- or something close to that. Anyway- I just need to save it on this computer (It really asks getting used to on my new keyboard!) and I think it turned out quite boring- even the ending. I hoped the ending would be more more scarier >_<. Or at least give SOME emotions.
Work was okay- I was enormously bored!!

Welcome at day 5 of my busy weeks *deep sigh*

I continued doing my homework after a 2 day break >_<. Phew- was a lot of work! More than I expected! Well, a part of it then. Anyway, today was my last day of my intern (?) week. Just one more day of teaching those kiddies! Next week I'm gonna teach them greek as a good bye gift ^_^.
Anyway- my mentor was annoying again- he said: Oh yeah- before I forget; you have to give crafts today. Okay, I already knew I might be needed as asistent- but he didn't even started with: could you..... Not that I minded to do it. Just that I feel more respected when people start with could you.
And today at PE it was funny. My mentor made them do a tug-war (? pulling a rope) and it was boys against girls. And guess what: THE GIRLS WON!! Hehe- those boys were really pissed! And completely complained that I had been helping the girls ^_^. I haven't done that. I just said against the girls: Make up a tactic. And they did. And they WON!!!
They even said their tactics out loud and the boys still didn't copy it ^_^. Boy they were humiliated!!!

Wargh- what a bad day. I was really tired at day 4 of my busy weeks.

Then I came home and decided not to do any more homework today because of this. I had a fight with my mom and my job was annoying again.
I made a lot of soundfiles on my computer ^_^. I love my random thoughts:
'Random Thought: My hair hates me'
'Random Thought: I hate my mentor'
'Random Thought: I wanna go to bed'
I also sang and spoke a few things ^_^. Now all I have to do is finding a way to convert my wav's to mp3's.... I don't have any programms as well as internet yet!!

Day 3 of busy weeks =S. It was really freaking busy today- I didn't do homework but luckily I didn't plan something big (I already planned that for the weekend too)

~I got my computer! They forgot to add a cable so suddenly I couldn't get energy to my screen >_<. It works now (getting the keyboard and mouse online was a hell too!). The microphone works and my voice sounds okay enough to tape that certain song. What I truly hate is that Sunrise can't be played at my new PC. But when the network somes I'll just copy the mediaplayer from this computer to my own. Don't worry Demi- that movie WILL appear on MY screen! I haven't been able to test the webcam yet (don't have internet yet either) as well as my tablet.
Just 2 more busy weeks *sighs*
~I gave history today and even though it was a bit noisy it went okay. Tomorrow will be the final history lesson. When I come home I need to type quite the assignment =S. But I think that if I won't play with my PC I'll be online at 8 pm my time. And well, I need to update my site tomorrow.
I bet everyone (except Meeka Reeds (if spelled correctly)!! Go Meeka!) forgot why........
More news? I hate my mentor. God that guy really isn't intrested in me at all! No, not in the love way, in the friendship way. There is really a brick wall around him!!
And I'm finally finished with my 54 mails *deep sighs* MAN THAT WAS A LOT!!

On scedule for homework. Let's keep it that way. Welcome at day 2 of my busy weeks.

I gave math today. Remember that one subject that I simply can't give to kids? Well, it went okay today ^_^. The weak kids understood it better than the strong kids ^_^. My head is kinda blank now
I have replied to about 25 mails- did a paper about 2 different types of education and wrote my day report. *sigh* Don't ask me such hard things >_<. Need REST!
I still need to check out blackout and neopets.... and the usual links... though those aren't a must-do

Day one of the busy weeks....

Yeah guys, I'm busy. This week I'm the whole week at my class to teach and I also have to do many projects at the same time. All needs to be finished next week friday- and if I'll finally be able to stick to my scedule I'll even have one day spare. Or even 2! So, wish me luck!! And then I'll still be able to be online from 8 till 10 pm!
Today I gave drawing lessons and history lessons to my class I made 100% myself. History started out fine, but halfway the attention was suddenly gone =S. Weird! It was about the Renaissance. Wednesday will be lesson 2 (there are 3 lessons).
Drawing lessons went kinda okay. Half of the class really enjoyed it, while the other half was kinda..... well... half? I guess it would be more like 5 or 6 kids who bugged me. But, then they'll see that in their grade ^_^. Oh don't worry, I'll grade them a right way, but the kids that bugged me hardly payed attantion and you see that in the drawing ^_^. Some kids even said: 'Well, finally something I like to do!'
I gave them simplefied atonomy lessons ^_^. They are only 12 and I think a few really went good! I guess my How to Draw lessons for the site will come somewhere.....eh.....*afraid to say* June-July.......... Just like the timeline and quiz.

I just heard it- did I hear it right?! Maurice Gibb- from the Bee Gees (the band I grew up with) has passed away?! That can't be! They made such great music!!!!!!!!!! Argh! Okay, lately they didn't make many music, but DANG! Now no more music any more! Wouldn't be the same any more anyway. *sigh*
I do have good news.... Next week I'm getting my new and own computer. It's really big- has a lot of space- cd writer- dvd player - tv ability - dv writer - tablet - microphone....... I wished I was happier- but I'm still half asleep! Anyway, my own internet will then be only a matter off time. We need a network so I can move all my files- which is REALLY a lot!

Random Funny Winter Event: Kids trying to throw snowballs at the mail deliverer.......and then missing!! And not just once- 6 times! The kid missed me 6 times! Reminded me of the first time that happened. They needed to stand 1 metre away from me before they could actually hit me....and then they still almost missed me =D.
More news? I went to Cat yesterday. It was fun. Cat is the best *waves at Cat*. She put my sites in her favourites!! And she let me use her scanner (since my sister's computer is out for a repair).
More news? Eh...........I hate my mentor?

There, gonna cheer myself up again! I need to do that after my previous post. Bwech!

Anyway, I came home yesterday. It was a normal day, birds chirping and my nose getting frozen from my face ^_^. I came home and I noticed it was almost dinnertime so I guessed my parents would return with dinner soon. I saw one of my dogs was missing- she is a bit sick, and they are thinking of a big infection in that part after the stomach. I have faith she'll get better.
Anyway, since I guessed my parents would return soon, it would only be annoying to get on the computer and be called about 5 minutes after I MSN-ed with someone, so I decided not to go behind the computer and simply pack my bag for the swimminglessons.
I was right, dad arrived with dinner after 15 minutes and we started eating.
Him: Hey, have you been upstairs?
Me: Eh.... yeah (I thought he'd probably whine about the mess in the corner of the stairs I still have to clean up)
Him: Weird, because a letter from St-
He couldn't even finish his line, because I already reached the stairs ^_^. I've never been so fast somewhere before! =D. I had enough speed to trip over my feet, drop my chair, crash into the door and all, but nothing happened... luckily. I knew Stevo would mail something, but I didn't expect it to get here so fast!
Well, and then try eating while you are super hyper about the letter and gifts ^_^. Just look at me- a girl in a material world... and the drawings were more worth to me than anything else! This is the best late-christmas ever! First Demitri with his incredible great gifts (the first day I dragged Luna P and the cd's to everywhere in the house ^_^) and now Stevo with his awesome drawings!! I'm so blessed with these incredible great friends!!
I asked him if I could scan some things from it- because wow! I thought I drew a pic group picture (the summer one) but WOW! I'm not even going to count them, but it's literarry........EVERYONE who appeared more than 1 episode (or shall appear for more than 1 episode ^_^) Everyone important is on that tiny page! And a great tiny comic about the twins of the story! So GREAT! (see, I'm getting happy again! WAI!).
I also got a 3 page comic about the creators of Serenay and well.... it's just SO me! Hyper-happy! I'm feeling like the 3rd panel right now ^_^.
I also got 2 cards- one with the serenay char as dolls! I want them! I want them! They are so CUTE! But I won't scan the 2nd card ^_^ I'm not gonna share that one- that one is ALL MINE! *teehee!*
And I got the eh----- something that has to do with season 3 =S.
I'm Happy! Happy! Happy! Happy! Happy! Happy! Happy!

First I'm gonna post this crap so I can cheer myself up afterwards again. I'm part of the Dreaming Moon RPG and I'm really thinking about leaving now.
This is what I mailed:

Hai,

I'm playing Rini in the RPG. A while ago I got a mail through the mail group that said that people complained about my bad usage of English. I know my english is not perfect being Dutch and I agreed, but now I would like to disagree.

People complained that my English was not so well, while my English is better than half of the players. The thing that confuses me, is that nobody complains about them- and that they are not getting a public mail with: watch your spelling.

I would like to ask you to be consequent. If you send a mail to me telling I should watch my spelling, you should send that to others too. It's feeling very unfair towards me. Besides that fact, I would suggest sending private mails and not a public mail.

You send a public mail to Demitri (Helios and Andrew) and me, and everybody agreed with it- replying too, letting us feel hostility and very unwanted. I know Demitri has a bit of trouble following the rules, but we are used to other types of RPGs where we could interact more with characters. Since we are used to that, it is sometimes hard for us to remember these rules- but we honestly try.

In that mail you also stated that I put words in other's people mouth, but as far as I remember I've never done that. If I've ever done that, I would only have put words in Helios's mouth, and I know Demitri doesn't mind. But as far as I remember, I've never done that.

I hope you understand what I'm trying to say. After that public mail you send I'm beginning to feel a lot of hostility, especially towards Demitri while he's trying so hard. It's beginning to take the fun away.

Please, be consequent- and to let you know- I didn't use a spellcheck with this mail, so is it really this bad as people claim?

This is the reply:

Yours has gotten a little better. Although Scaramanga needs to work on his.

WTF?! All I got back was this and it makes no sense at all!! What a load of CRAP! My spelling has not improved at all, it's still the same. Ask Cat. Ask ANYONE. If anything should've changed about my spelling, it should've become worse, because my spelling is better than half of the active players! The other players don't even know how to spell Artemis! And Demitri's spelling is even better than most of the players- he's just a fast typer. The faster you type, the more mistakes you make.
This is such crap. I'm so thinking about leaving. Would leave them with a dead boring RPG anyway. And no kidding. You have to wait till someone plays a villan and there are... I think... 2 villans- one hardly plays and the other is head over heals on another character and forget she's evil!
So, because nothing happened, Demitri made up his own villan- finally some life came into the RPG and then people started complaining just because we finally had fun! I'm so seriously thinking of leaving- their idiotic rules and now this..... tiny reply.... I deserve better!!

I have the first 4 periods off. These are the times I like my school. But when I see what crap they gave as assignment I hate it again. Man it's truely crap!! I hardly have a clue how I should do it! It's all so vague! And then when almost finished writing it I noticed a few small words underneath a page no one looks at: it should be typed. HELL?!
I really don't understand a thing of what they mean! And I still have to do so much! I hate this year. If my mentor wants to talk to me about it I think I'm gonna cry and say that I have no clue how I should do things. And that I have no clue who to ask it either. And that each time I ask my mentor-teacher something, he gives short answers and when something goes wrong he replies with: you should've asked me. I DID! I DID ask a lot of things! If it wasn't for the kids in my class I would have never known they would have a christmas dinner!!
And then you have Mandy- that annoying brat. No respect for any teacher at all and talking- talking! Non-stop!! I HATE THIS YEAR! I TRUELY DO!

And I wrote 2 more verses for that unnamed song below. I need one more verse.... you'll have a very short song then, but it's a song.

There, posted a new link, to Steef's blog. I don't know him- but he really writes pretty songs!!!
I also 'cleaned' it up a bit- and finally fixed Luna Puella's link. Gonna add Togepi's Stories too! Yeah!

Hah! I got 2 Yu-Gi-Oh Trading Cards, and you didn't!! *sticks out tongue* I got them from Nanashi, the one who made the first fan art for Serenay Moon. They are really pretty, holographic and all (loves holos!!) and there are 2 tiny words I really like too: 1st Edition.....
I got the Dark Magician ( I've seen that hat somewhere...) 'The ultimate wizard in terms of attack and defense' and the Blue-Eyes White Dragon (I can't see the blue eyes because they are Holographic! WAI!) 'This legendary dragon is a powerful engine of destruction (and then type light?!) Vitually invincable, very few have faced this awesome creature and lived to tell the tale' (still wondering if Light would have been the best catergory ^_^).
I really like them- I just wonder about one thing.... was my package supposed to get open?! Man, never knew you could use so many glue for a box! Not just that... you know those russian puppets? I was so freaked up when I saw a box in a box.... I wanted to know what the cards looked like!! Argh, and then being nervous doesn't help at all >_<. And of course... there was a paper bag in that box >_<. I wonder if Nanashi packed it herself..............
And maybe it would be nice if they aired Yu-Gi-Oh in the Netherlands too....

I wrote this song about 2 years ago (I can't tell you why I remember a time because that's too embarrasing ^^;;); it about a girl who loves 2 boys and the boys force her to choose between them. I know, it's not long, but I still know the words and the melody, so it left a pretty well impression with me ^_^.
Lately I kinda feel like this again >_<. Just a small note: This world where they live in has 3 moons. (And I love my font colorising programme! Wai!)

I understand that you're angry,
seeing both and the 3 moon.
I decided how I'll choose
and I choose neither of you.

I hope you understand,
what I'm trying to say.
You are both my best friends,
and I'd like to keep it that way...

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday dear Stevo,
Happy Birthday to you!!

Happy 18th Birthday Stevo!

I went to the chinese restaurant yesterday with my parents. I love Chinese Food ^_^. There is only 1 thing I love more: Cauliflower ^_^. Anyway, we came there and some people were having a bachelor (?) party there.... and it turned out they were nieces from my mother! So, we joked about letting them pay for us because they were family and they didn't mind at all! Didn't do it though. Should have done it- they never keep in touch anyway. One of those nieces started talking to me and I: eh.... do I know you? Who the hell are your?! You're probably a niece for my mom.... (I thought that, so don't worry).
And when we ate, my mom suddenly said: you are just a kid, you are 18 years old!!! I said: Eh, mom... where have you been hiding... because I thought I was 19 years old! (heading 20- bwech!).
Today I went to school and there was quite some snow. Not much, but more than yesterday anyway. And the tram was so full!!! I was standing next to a classmate but couldn't see her because neither of us could turn! When I came home I did a bit of homework and finally was able to reach my sister's scanner. I scanned in pictures, added the ©2002 WS sign and... wait a minute.... ARGH! I drew these in 2003!!!! Luckily I could change it and you hardly notice it ^_^. I don't know if I'll add them friday. Reason one is because I still have a massive archieve from what I drew in France. Second reason is because I simply have no clue what to add!
Sure, I have a great picture from Demitri and a great new piece of Fan Art from Uumie.... but what should I add more? And why doesn't MSN work?!

I've finally managed to draw Ariës and Reia, from episode... eh... 42? Tricks and Traps. To you it may seem: oh woopy, but to me it means so much more. Ariës and Reia lived in my head for a long time, and origionally belong to Forever Young (that story I want to write one time in my life). They were the daughters of the main character. Ariës looked a lot like her mother, with her fiery spirit (notice Aries in het name). Reia looked more like her father; being calm and stuff. I've always wanted to draw them, but always looked so crappy.... and now... finally... they look okay! I even managed to draw Reia's hair! And I've never been able to do that before!
Okay, they look a tad different, but even the clothes are partly from their first design!!
I've got to draw them better.... wished I coul do it today. Kaim on the other hand is still a pain in the ****. >_<

WEE! I survived my first internet-meeting! It was so great! And you know what - oh wait a minute. Lemme take care of something first. Togepi? I know you are out there! You told me you read my blog often, so stop reading now! - There, that's take care off. Now I can say how mean and evil she was =P. No, just kidding ^_^. First of all: like she'd stop reading *waves at Togepi*. Second: She is really nice.
I was really looking forward to my internet meeting but I was nervous as hell. She said she would wear a yellow coat and I saw her picture but suddenly so many people wore yellow!! >_<. But, when I saw her, it couldn't miss ^_^. She didn't see me though- so I sneaked up from behind.
Anyway, I'll spare you the details, but we kept on talking for hours and hours. Litterary! About art, computers, but also a lot about other things. So much that I don't recall it ^_^.
But then we got kicked out of the mall (aka 6 pm ~> closing time) and we had to say good bye...*sniff* But then her grandfather suggested to take me home and well.... we talked there more ^_^. I suggested that if we would run out of subjects to talk about, we would talk about Maryoku (how do you pronounce that again Togepi?)- but we talked about everything, and just a little about Maryoku =DD.
We liked it so much, that we want to meet each other again before she goes to Japan ^_^. But I'm glad I did this. Very glad.

Sometimes songs can give you great story ideas! I was listning to one of our old Childeren for Childeren CD's (sorry guys, I kinda like 12 and 13 =S) and I heard song number 13 of cd 13: The 'table' from 13; 1x13=13, 2x13=26, 3x13=I don't know- It was nice ^_^. I then suddenly thought about Kitt and Star being in class and that Star was always the first with answers ^_^. Gave me ideas for a special: Through the eyes of a sister... But I have so much ideas... I might need more than just 1 special =D.
More news? *thinks again* Visited my grandmother (her whipped cream was so...JUCKY!), my aunt and uncle visited me and I completely forgot to wish them a happy new year and they were so annoying! I don't always like them. Maybe it's because my aunt tries to stop smoking with....acapuncture....ewh...needles......*faints*
Still no first drawing of 2003 made. I'll probably make some sketches today, but not real drawings. Today is the day I'm gonna meet Togepi!!! *is very nervous* I'm such a coward...but I WILL show up! I'm tired of being a coward! I'm not going to run away from real life any more! I just hope she likes the real me >_<...................

This year... yes, this year, it was past midnight.. I broke the tradition. I didn't go outside to watch fireworks. And I'm glad! My neighbours across the street had invited some people and they were setting off fireworks in the whole street!! Even if I wanted to go outside, it wouldn't have been safe. Darn neighbours- you'd better clean up this year!!!
Anyway, this was the first time my dog was afraid of fireworks too. So weird- last year nothing went wrong!!!
My dad and I buildt my computer table ^_^. I might get my own computer within 2 months! But it was so annoying to put that thing together >_<. It stands now ^_^. And the first thing I put on it, was my new Luna P Ball ^_^.
I also did some special things last year ^_^. I made my first real animation- with different frames- but the drawings were made in 5 minutes and it was my first so it looks really crappy ^_^. The person on the animation is *******. Yeah, I made it for someone and I don't want to spoil it. My last drawing of 2002 was made for someone else too. One I promissed to do ^_^.

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