Just to inform you all... I have an internship place... for now at least. The teacher said she was willing to TRY things with me.
That happened thursday.
Friday I went to school for group work, but could leave quite early.... at least after I heard my last 2 hours were cancelled. Also went to my sister's b-friends b-day. I almost cried when my sister sat down with me and telling me I could always stop by if I needed anything. From this monday, she'll be living together with her boyfriend...... it kinda feels like I lost my sister, or that I never had a sister at all......
Saterday I helped around in my sister's place. I'm very good in walking in the way =S Also got a new cellphone (litterary 2 in 1 XD 2 broken cellphones merged into 1 good one XD) but I'll keep the same number ^_^.
Sunday - aka today: be leaving soon so I can draw more!!! Slept till NOON! COOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
Sunday, November 30, 2003
Wednesday, November 26, 2003
Oh my gosh!!! I'm so sorry! It has almost been a week since I posted here! Well, the reason is quite.... simple =S. I'm at school a lot (long days, little classes O.o) and lately I'm in the drawing mood (should have had it earlier, like, when I had to draw the calendar...) so I spend little time behind the computer. Let's see...
Friday:
Went to school for some presentation and then had computer class. I so want a SMART board and Synchroneyes or whatever it's called is SO COOL! With 1 click you can turn of any computer in the same room! MUAHAHAHAHA!!! And the Smart Board is just one huge touchscreen!
Then went with my mom into Utrecht- I wanted to buy the new Elfquest Novel/Manga, but fortunate I had an e-mail telling me one page was printed double. Checked it and YUP! 191 (or 192...) was printed double, so I decided not to buy it.
Saterday:
I had swimming exams again, and for the first time in AGES, I had to swim myself again XD. I had to do ZV2 again, that's a kinda advanced diploma and I needed it so I can get my swimming teacher license. I hardly practised for it (I swam 15 metres underwater as did a polocrawl twice before the exam) and I was quite nervous.
My mom and dad were there too. My dad had went through his back big time wednesday (the doctors almost killed him!! They said: you can take 6 pills a day, while the prescription said: 1 a day - luckily he reads prescriptions before he takes pills...), but he could kinda attend. My mom was an examinator, as well as my dad.
I reached the surface after swimming under water, and the first thing I heard...
Mom: YOU CAN DO BETTER THAN THAT! (Made it anyway, but it was not that far)
Me: THEN YOU DO IT!
After the swimming exam she did it...... and beat me with 2 metres. Luckily I beat her again with 3 metres after that =P
To be short: I passed it!! Has been a great day; everybody went all: 'GO FOR IT!'. And in the end, some teachers were thrown into the water, and my mom and me thought: heck, we'll beat them! And we went in voluntairly. I felt so happy!
Sunday:
I can't remember much of it. Probably lots of sleeping and finishing my report for the summer course. I'm almost done; need some copies and fix things. Maybe I also drew some things..... Don't remember.
Monday:
Depressing day. Long classes, and the final one was 2 hours about Child Abusement. I also saw a video with grown people who were abused as a child, and all were suicidal *sniffs* It made me worried a lot, and I wrote down a poem (see my DeviantArt Gallery) about my feelings; the feelings I have for about half a year now. It's already a bad thing you know someone who is being abused, but it's even worse if that person forbids you to do anything =(. I want to help that person so much, but I can't....
Thursday:
That was yesterday..... mm, can't remember much of it XD. Long day, with PE. I kinda survived it ^_^. No big injuries this time, just some clumbsiness. Still no info about a possible internship. And still no report from Philosofy back... I WANT TO KNOW MY GRADE!! *huffs, puffs*. I guess that was it.
Wednesday:
That was today............ *thinks deeply* I did some work for the site, and worked a bit on the Serenay Moon Kiss doll. Finished all the hairstyles from Mika, Kitt, the Ladies and their human forms. Then went behind this PC, checked a bit of DA and had to give swimming lessons.
Oh yes, and found out Anime Sultan has blocked me from the yahoogroup Dreaming Moon now as well!! He is so LOW! I'm so feeling sorry for him- I am so above him! At least I can handle flames; he just crawls away from them, or banns people so other people won't know the truth! I think he wants to restart Dreaming Moon again. People, don't join, don't draw for him. All his RPG's fail. He wants to be in total control, but he can't handle people. After all, it's an RPG - Role Playing Game. And you can't play that alone. Anime Sultan chases everyone away....
So, who is better than? (that was a retorical question).
*grins* Sorry, just remembered my very first flame. It was so funny. I said Bush was a jerk because he thinks gay people are not humans, and then the flame was: 'You act like gay people are human beings!' That was so fun! Of course gay people are humans! Why shouldn't they be a human being?
So, you kinda know what has been going around in my life. Still no internship, and lots of drawing time.... but that means I can't talk to you XD Argh, life is HARD!
Friday:
Went to school for some presentation and then had computer class. I so want a SMART board and Synchroneyes or whatever it's called is SO COOL! With 1 click you can turn of any computer in the same room! MUAHAHAHAHA!!! And the Smart Board is just one huge touchscreen!
Then went with my mom into Utrecht- I wanted to buy the new Elfquest Novel/Manga, but fortunate I had an e-mail telling me one page was printed double. Checked it and YUP! 191 (or 192...) was printed double, so I decided not to buy it.
Saterday:
I had swimming exams again, and for the first time in AGES, I had to swim myself again XD. I had to do ZV2 again, that's a kinda advanced diploma and I needed it so I can get my swimming teacher license. I hardly practised for it (I swam 15 metres underwater as did a polocrawl twice before the exam) and I was quite nervous.
My mom and dad were there too. My dad had went through his back big time wednesday (the doctors almost killed him!! They said: you can take 6 pills a day, while the prescription said: 1 a day - luckily he reads prescriptions before he takes pills...), but he could kinda attend. My mom was an examinator, as well as my dad.
I reached the surface after swimming under water, and the first thing I heard...
Mom: YOU CAN DO BETTER THAN THAT! (Made it anyway, but it was not that far)
Me: THEN YOU DO IT!
After the swimming exam she did it...... and beat me with 2 metres. Luckily I beat her again with 3 metres after that =P
To be short: I passed it!! Has been a great day; everybody went all: 'GO FOR IT!'. And in the end, some teachers were thrown into the water, and my mom and me thought: heck, we'll beat them! And we went in voluntairly. I felt so happy!
Sunday:
I can't remember much of it. Probably lots of sleeping and finishing my report for the summer course. I'm almost done; need some copies and fix things. Maybe I also drew some things..... Don't remember.
Monday:
Depressing day. Long classes, and the final one was 2 hours about Child Abusement. I also saw a video with grown people who were abused as a child, and all were suicidal *sniffs* It made me worried a lot, and I wrote down a poem (see my DeviantArt Gallery) about my feelings; the feelings I have for about half a year now. It's already a bad thing you know someone who is being abused, but it's even worse if that person forbids you to do anything =(. I want to help that person so much, but I can't....
Thursday:
That was yesterday..... mm, can't remember much of it XD. Long day, with PE. I kinda survived it ^_^. No big injuries this time, just some clumbsiness. Still no info about a possible internship. And still no report from Philosofy back... I WANT TO KNOW MY GRADE!! *huffs, puffs*. I guess that was it.
Wednesday:
That was today............ *thinks deeply* I did some work for the site, and worked a bit on the Serenay Moon Kiss doll. Finished all the hairstyles from Mika, Kitt, the Ladies and their human forms. Then went behind this PC, checked a bit of DA and had to give swimming lessons.
Oh yes, and found out Anime Sultan has blocked me from the yahoogroup Dreaming Moon now as well!! He is so LOW! I'm so feeling sorry for him- I am so above him! At least I can handle flames; he just crawls away from them, or banns people so other people won't know the truth! I think he wants to restart Dreaming Moon again. People, don't join, don't draw for him. All his RPG's fail. He wants to be in total control, but he can't handle people. After all, it's an RPG - Role Playing Game. And you can't play that alone. Anime Sultan chases everyone away....
So, who is better than? (that was a retorical question).
*grins* Sorry, just remembered my very first flame. It was so funny. I said Bush was a jerk because he thinks gay people are not humans, and then the flame was: 'You act like gay people are human beings!' That was so fun! Of course gay people are humans! Why shouldn't they be a human being?
So, you kinda know what has been going around in my life. Still no internship, and lots of drawing time.... but that means I can't talk to you XD Argh, life is HARD!
Thursday, November 20, 2003
Yesterday. Workshops.... WASTE-OF-TIME! It was boring, it was useless, and people were unprepared. Quotes from yesterday:
- 'I'm sorry I'm late (15 minutes!!!). Well, let's talk about the rights of Children (it was supposed to be about Children in war; did you know the USA did not recognises the Universal Rights of Children?!) - oh, I see my CD is gone. My son must have taken it out; he loves the songs (sure, blame it on your kid that you are not well prepared).'. We then had more talks about the rights of kids, and 15 minutes of video about a kid-soldier.
- No quote from the man from the 2nd workshop. He smelled out of his mouth. Terribly!
- 3rd workshop: 'Till when do I actually have time to talk?' (Till now; new group is already waiting sir.) 'What?! I have to tell this all again?!'
- 4th workshop. 'Here you have some subjective statements. What is right and what is wrong?' (is there right and wrong in an opinion?!)
I also got my grades back the 'Rights from Children; - or something close to that.
Report: A+ (aka 10; woman tells all classes she has never seen such a great report XD)
Exam: A (aka 9; I had 3 mistakes out of the 36 questions XD)
I suddenly had trouble breathing when I heard that.
Went home (FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!!!!!!!) and heard my dad had gone through his back, but was still able to walk. Yesterday evening (just after I left from swimming >_<) my mom could pick him up from the pool and bring him to the hospital. O.o My dad is now in his bed, and can't come out for a couple of days XD.
And yesterday: Scotland - Netherlands; soccer match. Last saterday we already played against Scotland and we lost big time. Everybody thought: This time we'll loose again.
0 - 1 - Hey, nice goal. Hehe; they'll still loose
0 - 2 - Mm, they seem to be playing like a team this time! Scotland will still catch up.
0 - 3 - Excuse me?! But I bet they'll loose that anyway. Scotland needs to win with 1 point and the Netherlands with 2; they'll get too confidant now.
0 - 4 - HUH?!! Scotland was so great Saterday; how is this possible?!
0 - 5 - NO WAY!!! The coach/ trainer sure made a great choice of players this time and this time: they are a team!!!! (they lacked that XD)
0 - 6 - *has fainted* This is so bad XD. Poor Scotland. We once won with 0 -5 from I believe Argentina, but this.... wow. Now we'll still go to the European Championships XD.
And afterwards, the players refused to talk to the press. Probably because the press had said so much bad things about their trainer/ coach and themselves ^_^ I thought it was so funny XD
- 'I'm sorry I'm late (15 minutes!!!). Well, let's talk about the rights of Children (it was supposed to be about Children in war; did you know the USA did not recognises the Universal Rights of Children?!) - oh, I see my CD is gone. My son must have taken it out; he loves the songs (sure, blame it on your kid that you are not well prepared).'. We then had more talks about the rights of kids, and 15 minutes of video about a kid-soldier.
- No quote from the man from the 2nd workshop. He smelled out of his mouth. Terribly!
- 3rd workshop: 'Till when do I actually have time to talk?' (Till now; new group is already waiting sir.) 'What?! I have to tell this all again?!'
- 4th workshop. 'Here you have some subjective statements. What is right and what is wrong?' (is there right and wrong in an opinion?!)
I also got my grades back the 'Rights from Children; - or something close to that.
Report: A+ (aka 10; woman tells all classes she has never seen such a great report XD)
Exam: A (aka 9; I had 3 mistakes out of the 36 questions XD)
I suddenly had trouble breathing when I heard that.
Went home (FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!!!!!!!) and heard my dad had gone through his back, but was still able to walk. Yesterday evening (just after I left from swimming >_<) my mom could pick him up from the pool and bring him to the hospital. O.o My dad is now in his bed, and can't come out for a couple of days XD.
And yesterday: Scotland - Netherlands; soccer match. Last saterday we already played against Scotland and we lost big time. Everybody thought: This time we'll loose again.
0 - 1 - Hey, nice goal. Hehe; they'll still loose
0 - 2 - Mm, they seem to be playing like a team this time! Scotland will still catch up.
0 - 3 - Excuse me?! But I bet they'll loose that anyway. Scotland needs to win with 1 point and the Netherlands with 2; they'll get too confidant now.
0 - 4 - HUH?!! Scotland was so great Saterday; how is this possible?!
0 - 5 - NO WAY!!! The coach/ trainer sure made a great choice of players this time and this time: they are a team!!!! (they lacked that XD)
0 - 6 - *has fainted* This is so bad XD. Poor Scotland. We once won with 0 -5 from I believe Argentina, but this.... wow. Now we'll still go to the European Championships XD.
And afterwards, the players refused to talk to the press. Probably because the press had said so much bad things about their trainer/ coach and themselves ^_^ I thought it was so funny XD
Tuesday, November 18, 2003
DAMMIT! Yes, I'm swearing now. Why? I got a mail from a friend, telling me his friend commited suicide. I know both boys, and both share one e-mail account. I ran into panic to my mom- I couldn't believe it! The second friend I know commited suicide!!!
Then I saw another mail: 'SHEESH! Everyone! If anyone has been sending you mails about **** commiting suicide, they're NOT from me!! It's a hacker!
We'll close this account and start a new one. He's also hacked my blog and the site we're setting up. Don't believe them!!!'
DAMMIT!! This is NOT a joke!
Just to make it clear: It was a joke. My friend did NOT, I repeat NOT commit suicide.
This is not my idea of a joke. I already lost a friend because of suicide; I honestly believed this! I knew both boys were kinda mixed up with themselves... and I even have a suspision who may have done this. Because someone suddenly has a lot of free time because of my 2 friends.
This was such a low joke. If I ever find him, I'll first kick Anime Sultan between the legs, and then that guy!! VERY HARD!!
Then I saw another mail: 'SHEESH! Everyone! If anyone has been sending you mails about **** commiting suicide, they're NOT from me!! It's a hacker!
We'll close this account and start a new one. He's also hacked my blog and the site we're setting up. Don't believe them!!!'
DAMMIT!! This is NOT a joke!
Just to make it clear: It was a joke. My friend did NOT, I repeat NOT commit suicide.
This is not my idea of a joke. I already lost a friend because of suicide; I honestly believed this! I knew both boys were kinda mixed up with themselves... and I even have a suspision who may have done this. Because someone suddenly has a lot of free time because of my 2 friends.
This was such a low joke. If I ever find him, I'll first kick Anime Sultan between the legs, and then that guy!! VERY HARD!!
Saturday, November 15, 2003
*just sits there with a happy smile* I do not wish to talk about Anime Shit (as I called him) today. Why not?
SINTERKLAAS ARRIVED TODAY!
And to those who do not know who Sinterklaas (aka Saint Nicolas, aka St. Nic) is; he's the guy a certain man, dressed in red, with elves and reindeers is based on. And I know he's fake. Okay, he existed once in Myra, Turkey, but at this moment he's more fake than ..... something that is really fake.
Yet, why do I suddenly feel so happy inside? Why does he suddenly feel so real? And hell, why did I almost cry when seeing him wave and smile? He's fake!!!
Yet, this guy in red and on the white horse just gave me such a nostalgic feeling I couldn't help but feeling happy, and to get the wish to help organise it one day. And to talk to him. To the guy with the beard. Or his 'Pieten'.
Sint rocks my socks (thanks for the phrase Luna P XD). He's fake, and somehow, in this time of year, he feels so real.
Sinterklaas has begun. Please... never end.
SINTERKLAAS ARRIVED TODAY!
And to those who do not know who Sinterklaas (aka Saint Nicolas, aka St. Nic) is; he's the guy a certain man, dressed in red, with elves and reindeers is based on. And I know he's fake. Okay, he existed once in Myra, Turkey, but at this moment he's more fake than ..... something that is really fake.
Yet, why do I suddenly feel so happy inside? Why does he suddenly feel so real? And hell, why did I almost cry when seeing him wave and smile? He's fake!!!
Yet, this guy in red and on the white horse just gave me such a nostalgic feeling I couldn't help but feeling happy, and to get the wish to help organise it one day. And to talk to him. To the guy with the beard. Or his 'Pieten'.
Sint rocks my socks (thanks for the phrase Luna P XD). He's fake, and somehow, in this time of year, he feels so real.
Sinterklaas has begun. Please... never end.
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
Since I've been banned from GenieHime; the group with the stolen art, and since Anime Sultan did not reply, I reported him to Yahoogroups and Angelfire. I pray they can do anything about it.
I also reported him to Web Art Watch. That Anime Sultan may get a huge virus on his harddrive and that his entire computer blows up.
I also reported him to Web Art Watch. That Anime Sultan may get a huge virus on his harddrive and that his entire computer blows up.
Monday, November 10, 2003
He has done it again! Anime Sultan has stolen my art again!!! Right now I'm very eager to kick him so hard between the legs he's better of as a girl!!!
Please help me!! This is the second time he stole my art, and I know he stole Demitri Sacaramanga's art as well!!
That jerk is ruining all the fun!!!!!
Please help me!! This is the second time he stole my art, and I know he stole Demitri Sacaramanga's art as well!!
That jerk is ruining all the fun!!!!!
Thursday, November 06, 2003
Thuesay I watched The Matrix on tv. Somehow it dissappointed me. I already saw it once and was all 'Ooh' and 'Aaah' about it. Maybe I was dissappointed because I had already seen it?
Wednesday... man.... that field trip had 'useless' written all over it!!! No kidding! It was even BEYOND useless. We had to travel a long way and then it was: 'fill in this form. Then fill in that form. Now we'll go to city hall and fill in another form. You may go home now.' What a waste of my time!!
Next I had swimming lessons to give and I said who could go to their swimming exams and who not. I asked my dad to take 2 kids because I thought they would be better in deeper water. I said they could go to the exam as well. Later that night I heard from my dad I shouldn't have let them go... I FEEL AWFULL! I never made a bad decision before!! And they were not that bad! My dad says he'll fix it in those 2 weeks but I feel awfull! I feel so... such a bad teacher!!
My confidence is more shaken then ever......
Wednesday... man.... that field trip had 'useless' written all over it!!! No kidding! It was even BEYOND useless. We had to travel a long way and then it was: 'fill in this form. Then fill in that form. Now we'll go to city hall and fill in another form. You may go home now.' What a waste of my time!!
Next I had swimming lessons to give and I said who could go to their swimming exams and who not. I asked my dad to take 2 kids because I thought they would be better in deeper water. I said they could go to the exam as well. Later that night I heard from my dad I shouldn't have let them go... I FEEL AWFULL! I never made a bad decision before!! And they were not that bad! My dad says he'll fix it in those 2 weeks but I feel awfull! I feel so... such a bad teacher!!
My confidence is more shaken then ever......
Tuesday, November 04, 2003
I'm sorry I don't post that much lately peeps. All I would have to say would be bad news anyway. Or just very short. You guys deserve better ^_^. So, a short recap of the past few days!!!
- Saterday:
I worked and on my work I had some sort of review about how I worked there. Everything was good; I only had one bad point. Guess what? 'Clothes'. Well, can't disagree with that! We have clothes from work (sorta like uniforms) and we have to wear that.... which I don't do XD. My boss agreed that the pants are a hell to wear and I don't have to wear that one (Yay boss!). I do have to wear the sweaters, but it's only winter clothes so I said it was too hot for that. I can order summer clothes now! And that means a white blouse! Okay, I hate those things, but heck, it's white, plain and not so horriblely ugly like the rest XD. I'm so gonna do that then!!
After work I went home and later had to go to some swimming exam for observation. I went (didn't want to go, might I add!) and my dad signed me up for a certain diploma as well. Sure, it's easy.... but 15 metres under water?! I haven't swam for about a year!!! How am I supposed to do that?! *goes praying* And I only have a few weeks to practise... which means 10 minutes every wednesdayevening :( NO FAIR! And he is worried about the polo-crawl... I'm not; it's a stroke I always use XD.
During that exam, I saw a todler climbing from the stairs. Very adorable. All of a sudden he slipped and hit with his head the stairs!! And I found out I can't handle crying XD I must cry then myself almost as well XD. Anyway, kid cried and I was really worried. He hit the edge!!! A pointy edge!! Luckily he only got a small cut. *phew*
- Sunday
Did some homework. Yup. I also did some UFO doll making. Finally finished ChibiChibi XD I am so slow... Cosmos and Cere Cere + Sailor Ceres are done. Next is Jun Jun, Palla Palla and Ves Ves (and their Senshi uniforms). I also made 2 wallpapers out of art that Uumie did.
- Monday
Went to school. Bored like hell. I have an annoying teacher for a new subject. That woman needs to retire. She YELLS and INSULTS her students!! And she thinks I pay attention.......... *nods and smiles*
I made a new drawing which is featured in my DA gallery. I used crayons so it was kinda a bit messy after using black. Dad came home, saw that and went beserk! I would have cleaned it dad!!! He was angry and god knows why... He says I always make a mess and never clean up.... mom said today he was just really tired and since I never clean up that well... Anyway, I cleaned up, but dad kept on looking if I did well. Very annoying. I didn't even bother to tell him I made that picture for him. I'm still angry about it. My dad may be very cool every now and then, but sometimes he can be such a ... a... dad. I can't hate him. I don't want to hate him. But I am angry at him right now. Who can blame me? I wanted to draw a picture for him and then he yells at me!!!
- Thursday
I hoped to finish a school-project today, but it was way more then expected. I'm halfway now and will finish thuesday (since I still don't have a place for internship). Tonight I'll finish a Calendar page. Then I only have 2 left.
- Saterday:
I worked and on my work I had some sort of review about how I worked there. Everything was good; I only had one bad point. Guess what? 'Clothes'. Well, can't disagree with that! We have clothes from work (sorta like uniforms) and we have to wear that.... which I don't do XD. My boss agreed that the pants are a hell to wear and I don't have to wear that one (Yay boss!). I do have to wear the sweaters, but it's only winter clothes so I said it was too hot for that. I can order summer clothes now! And that means a white blouse! Okay, I hate those things, but heck, it's white, plain and not so horriblely ugly like the rest XD. I'm so gonna do that then!!
After work I went home and later had to go to some swimming exam for observation. I went (didn't want to go, might I add!) and my dad signed me up for a certain diploma as well. Sure, it's easy.... but 15 metres under water?! I haven't swam for about a year!!! How am I supposed to do that?! *goes praying* And I only have a few weeks to practise... which means 10 minutes every wednesdayevening :( NO FAIR! And he is worried about the polo-crawl... I'm not; it's a stroke I always use XD.
During that exam, I saw a todler climbing from the stairs. Very adorable. All of a sudden he slipped and hit with his head the stairs!! And I found out I can't handle crying XD I must cry then myself almost as well XD. Anyway, kid cried and I was really worried. He hit the edge!!! A pointy edge!! Luckily he only got a small cut. *phew*
- Sunday
Did some homework. Yup. I also did some UFO doll making. Finally finished ChibiChibi XD I am so slow... Cosmos and Cere Cere + Sailor Ceres are done. Next is Jun Jun, Palla Palla and Ves Ves (and their Senshi uniforms). I also made 2 wallpapers out of art that Uumie did.
- Monday
Went to school. Bored like hell. I have an annoying teacher for a new subject. That woman needs to retire. She YELLS and INSULTS her students!! And she thinks I pay attention.......... *nods and smiles*
I made a new drawing which is featured in my DA gallery. I used crayons so it was kinda a bit messy after using black. Dad came home, saw that and went beserk! I would have cleaned it dad!!! He was angry and god knows why... He says I always make a mess and never clean up.... mom said today he was just really tired and since I never clean up that well... Anyway, I cleaned up, but dad kept on looking if I did well. Very annoying. I didn't even bother to tell him I made that picture for him. I'm still angry about it. My dad may be very cool every now and then, but sometimes he can be such a ... a... dad. I can't hate him. I don't want to hate him. But I am angry at him right now. Who can blame me? I wanted to draw a picture for him and then he yells at me!!!
- Thursday
I hoped to finish a school-project today, but it was way more then expected. I'm halfway now and will finish thuesday (since I still don't have a place for internship). Tonight I'll finish a Calendar page. Then I only have 2 left.
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