Bush... what to say about this president... besides the fact that he says things and then later disagrees with himself ('jezelf tegenspreken')
Lookie what I found thanks to Sol Nuada (tranlation in the second part!)

Eerst zegt hij: Homo huwelijken moeten verboden worden. Homo zijn is fout.
,,We zijn allemaal zondaars en ik waarschuw degenen die een splinter uit het oog van een ander willen halen, maar de balk in hun eigen oog niet zien. Onze maatschappij moet ieder individu respecteren.’’

First he says: Gay marriages schould be forbidden. Being gay is wrong.
"We are all sinners, and I warn against those who want to remove the splinters from the eyes of an other, but don't see the log in their own eyes. Our society should respect every individual."

Okay... so first he says that being Gay is wrong and then he says that we should respect every individual. So... a gay person isn't an individual?!
Can I please kick Bush? I'm sorry to all Bush- admireres out there, but I think Bush is DUMB and a RACIST!
Gay people are NORMAL people. What is wrong with being gay? To quote a friend of mine, who is very religious: 'If being gay is wrong, it's their problem. God will handle it then.'. There. I so agree.
And since Bush is not God, I think he should shut up. And what's this: 'We should make special schools for Gay people' crap?!
I'm so happy I live in the Netherlands... how can people in America tolerate such Racist words? I thought we learned better after World War II and the American Black/White War (what's it called?).
And then to think there is PROOVE there was messed with the elections... What will happen with the next election?

PS. We are doomed. Balkenende, our Prime Minister, will meet Bush and talk so that... well, I have no clue what the translation is on this early morning, but since Balkenende is such a kiss-up like that English Prime Minister is... Really, not kidding. If Bush says JUMP, our Government askes: How high and Which Side?

Have you ever done something which you knew was very wrong and yet you still did it? And then when you looked if it worked... it completely failed?! And that you were so relieved when you saw that? I can't tell you what I did, but let's just say I tried something that is not allowed and that it failed big time. And that I'm happy it failed. I'm not cut out for the illegal world ^_^. (I was at home, so it wasn't shoplifting or so)
Kitt stays Miss Goody-Goody!
Okay, not completely. There are some people on the MSN I only talk to because I am polite. And, not to mention, they completely ignore my status. If I'm set on Absent, they talk to me. If I'm on Busy, they talk to me. If I'm on Online, they DON'T talk to me.
I hate it when people do that. Only a few people (very few) have had the permission to disturb me any time they want. But they are not capable of going online now. So if I'm on Busy, that means I'm Busy people!! *growls*
My sister and I went shopping today. Bought a few new shirts. Rented Atlantis II. Loved the art, but the story was very weak =S. Especially the ending. It was still a very believable story, until Kida took Atlantis to the surface. Stupid choice. Men nowadays can't handle the power of such a crystal! The world would not become better, but destroyed in seconds!
But, that's just my faith in humanity. My sister encouraged me to eat a certain kind of pizza... but it's disgusting! I managed to get in half of it, and the other half is in the refrigirator... I'll try to eat the other half as soon as my stomach cleared down a bit =S. Mommy always taught me to clean my plate and I hate wasting food. In Africa people need food and then I would throw away it because I don't like the taste of it?!
I'm beginning to sound like my mom...... darn.

I'm so good. *ego boost* I installed my dictionairies, but somehow my greek dictionairy refused to work. I got all those weird signs. The file said I missed an Multilanguage support thingie and I browsed on this pc to find what I was missing. Couldn't find it... then I noticed I still had a copy of the dictionairy on this pc XD. I don't know why, but somehow I ended up in one of the files that I could open and I saw one difference.... on my pc, I had the number 0. In this file, I saw the number 161....
So I changed it and HALLELUJA, it works! I so rock =P.
I also made that simple game with which I would change the images, but it seems to have a few bugs. I want to try and get that out. And if it doesn't work.... well, it's not a big bug. Very tiny detail.
What more, what more.... already checked out the snapshot contest at The Realm of Sailor Energy? My art is finally posted.
*sad sigh* Uumie is gone... for a lot of weeks... I miss her already!!
What more, what more.... I customised my computer dictionairy in a Serenay Moon theme =P.
Things to do today: Buy fishfood (I'm swearing; they want to eat me; bunch of piranhas!), do some groceries for my sister. Walk around and draw another picture for the contest.
Okay, I'm gone now. Finally huh?

Not much to tell. I finally moved all the movie files from this pc to my own, and Uumie throws Suteki da Ne at me. WAI!
I also found out how to make a tiny Serenay Moon game. All I need to do is changing the pics XD. I'll give full credit- of course... if I find out who made it!! *argh*
I also composed another tiny song, but didn't tape it on my pc yet. I want to make it longer. But I have a feeling that all my songs will look alike XD. I'm not much of a composer of music.
I also found out how to customise my computer dictionairy. And may I add what a hell it has been to get my new dictionairies to work?! I had to break open the programme and add the codes manually!
Not that is was hard... pure luck actually that it was so easy. I'm so handy when it comes to copy-paste and changing the words. Surprised it works! Anyway, I'll customise the icons, the banner etc. I also downloaded a programme to change the background color. I guess I'll make 2 themes: Serenay Moon and Sailor Moon. Maybe even a BlackOut Theme. Depends on how many images I need. We'll see. I like customising. I hate the same over and over again. I also downloaded a Japanese font. I'll find our how that works sooner or later...
I do remember I dreamed last night, as well as the nights before.... but I can't seem to remember it. Something with someone hitting me in the face?
Must not forget: buy fish food. Those darn fish are looking pretty hungry at me.... (I have for about 3 meals left, and the shops won't open before tomorrow after noon). I bet they are planning to eat me.

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Demi infected me with the jewelry designing virus ^_^. Not that I started to design jewelry or so, I just suddenly have a great intrest for gems ^_^. Especially jewelry! Thanks Demi!
What more? Worked, got annoyed like hell (I need sleep) and took a shower. And darn... what a short shower that was! Usually it takes me at least half an hour to get out, but now I was done in 10 minutes.
I think I know the reason... daddy gave me my keyboard back. At the age of 11-12 years old (give or take a year) I was send on keyboard lessons, but I didn't like it that much. Oh, I did like playing, but I disliked studying. Not that dedicated huh? After about 1-2 years of keyboard lessons (I met my very first semi-boyfriend then; I mixed love with friends, but it was the first guy I was a couple with... first and last I might add. What the hell does: 'I think we don't see each other enough.' mean?! Our schools were next to each other!!!) I quit and my keyboard dusted under.
Dad finally decided that it would be best to put my keyboard on a place where it would collect even more dust: underneath his and my mom's bed. I agreed. Even though I completely paid for it, I didn't do anything with it.
But, the past few years I had the urge to play again. Today I finally saw my keyboard again... I need to clean the keys XD. I found out that there was a song in the memory of my keyboard; something I played back then!! It was my favourite song, I remember now... I just hope to find the music sheets one day again... I have a pretty good idea where to look for it. I don't know the title.
I'm very rusty at this moment, but I have a feeling that I will catch up one day. I'm not a regular player, but I like to touch the keys and hear the music.
And.... THIS IS A FIRST, I even composed 2 tiny songs! Both are barely 30 seconds long. The first has actually a lot of repeating and the same notes, but it sounds nifty for a first try.
'Can't you feel what's going on,
can't you feel it's near.
Can't you feel what's going on,
I don't want it here...'
The song is actually a bit longer, but this text fits with it ^_^. It kinda reminds me of Courage.
The second some is my first try at The Song of Hope, from Serenay Moon. I bet someone can come up with something way better, but it sounds okay. It has a lot more notes than the first song ^_^. I'm proud!
I taped all 3 songs; the one in the memory as well as the new composed ones. You can easily hear which ones were played live XD. You can hear me touching the keys.
But it's hard to tape it while all you have is a microphone! Even at top volume I couldn't play it loudly.
I also found out how I could make music videos. I already made my first ^_^. I took the Moon Crisis Make Up Henshin from Sailor Moon and Sailor ChibiMoon and pasted the beginning of 'Colours of Love' with it. It actually matched =D. I'm proud! They say that 'The Colours of Love' was an Sailor Moon Mp3, but somehow I don't think it is...
I tried to make a music video with Demi's animation Mermaid Kitty, but somehow I couldn't import it, while I can import any other avi file!! I think it has to do with the fact that Demi's animation is 0 seconds. Don't get me wrong, he DID make a movie, it just doesn't have that many frames.
Still looking for Ami's 1st Love avi files, but I think I have a few sites (who are temporairly down) who offer possibilities.
And, not that I mind, lately SkyRadio (a radiostation) airs about 2 Bee Gees songs per day. Not that I care; I adore the Bee Gees!! (Poor Robin and Barry... it's not the same without Maurice.) I just think it's...... odd ^_^

Hai guys, I'm back! If I look at the way I'm feeling now, I may be able to update on sunday!! How about that?
And I'll give just a small week report. Why? Because I forgot most XD

Monday:
We found the place a bit late, but we ended up to be quite early. Lecture was okay, even a bit intresting, yet still the response was 2 drawings- both from Sushi from Forever Young (sketches I may add!). Made quite a lot of notes.
We went to the camping place, but my dad and I (who both took the same course) decided to sleep at home. After all, it was 30 minutes from home by car. L-chan, a girl from there, noted during lunch that she was uncomfortable with the fact that boys and girls shared the same rooms. She was the youngest (16) so I understood that. Dad offered her to stay at our place, then she and I would share my parent's bed and my dad would take my bed (since mommy is still in France).
She happily accepted and I think that was the moment she clinged to me. Don't get me wrong, she was and is a nice girl..... yet sometimes so..... blunt, HYPERACTIVE..... anyway, not what I'm used to. Oh yes, and a Miss-know-it-all. But, I accepted it.
We got more lecture, and I made another drawing that day........ won't tell you what since a special girl I really really missed a lot will know what I drew then...... and I guess she already knows I mean her since she is as close to me as a soulmate......
Then we had swimming class.... if you can call it that. L-chan and I had a lot of fun so we really enjoyed it ^_^.
When we got back we ate macaroni (and cheese) and got another lecture. The result is a sketch for the upcoming christmas card.. if I stick to that idea. Anyway, I LOVE how the wings came out.
After that we went home, did our homework.... and I found out that L-chan snores XD.
Result: I didn't sleep that well, but you can get used to everything.

Tuesday:
I wasn't able to swim along, so I took notes. But first, we got a lecture. I made a sketch for the upcoming Serenay Moon calendar: Mirror Me. It's gonna be a challenge!! I also made a new drawing for my soul-little-sister ^_^. I promised her that, but I didn't expect her to be still at home when I came back. MISSED YOU!!!
And, made a sketch for Serenay Moon. I taught L-chan how to draw a Chibi-character.
At swimming class I took a lot of notes. It was really hot, but I managed.
Homework: preparing a lesson. I had 'borstcrawl'. I thought it was breaststroke, but it turns out it was not XD. It's a 'stroke' people do to go fast, and it's not the butterflystroke (if it's called like that). I felt quite secure after making it.
We ate:..... Fries I think. Yup!

Wednesday:
We started with swimming class and again I couldn't participate. I didn't make that much notes this time, and it was sooooo hot. I also didn't get time to give the lesson I prepared.
Oh yeah, I slept better this time. I guess I already got used a bit to L-chan.
Anyway, didn't get the chance. We got a lecture on the shore and MAN it was LONG! After 15 minutes I already didn't pay attention anymore and decided to look around how much attention people paid. After 30 minutes nobody paid attention any more.
After 45 minutes, my father said: "My theoretical absorption ability is getting lower". Then we finally stopped. Man what a boring long lecture in the heat!
And while I was on the shore, I paid attention to the group structure, since my councelor from school wants me to pay attention to it more next year. By the end of the day I found out who was the leader (okay, there were 2 girls who were the leaders), who thought they were immensely perfect (a guy- he acted like HE was the teacher) and... who was lowest in social status.
I'm not used to be not that black sheep. I was not high in the social group, but L-chan certainly was the black sheep. When she did things, I saw the facial expression of disgust of others. Sure, she was hyper, but she's 16!!! And then you expect her to sit still for hours?!
I mentioned it to the teacher (the real one, not the student who thought he was great) and he said he would do something about it. He did nothing.
Lecture: Made 2 drawings: Serenay Moon and Sailor Moon. Both quickly done.
My dad was asked to play a teacher and then he would have to face an angry mom... beware... cuz my dad can be really calm!! Oh, how angry the other students were and how proud the teacher. They couldn't stay angry at my dad!! MUAHAHAHA! DADDY RULES.
We ate Nasi. It didn't taste that well.
In the evening we went back to the swimming pool and I finally was able to give my lesson. My dad was in the group and since I couldn't swim along, I had to teach it on the shore. Usually that doesn't matter, but the second I started, they gave structural advice. But too much. In the end I did 2 of my 4 prepared excersises.
They gave too much comments and I felt I was about to cry. But, I didn't want to. So, I gathered my courage and.........

Before I will tell you what happened, I will mention something about our lecture today. It was about I-messages, a form of speaking where you actually take the blame on yourself so the other people will feel guilty. Examples are: "I'm not comfortable with the fact that you aren't listning to me." or "I'm very dissappointed with the fact you are having your feet on the table."
You take the blame on yourself; saying the problem is with you and that way you open yourself up. You become very fragile (in other people's eyes).
Talking like this really works, but according to my fellow students, that could only work with little kiddies. Never with adults.
By that time, they had their feet on the table and screamed for dinner. Talk about being rude!! I corrected them with a hateful glaze and saying I wouldn't say what I thought at that moment.... BUT!
Back to the story:

They gave too much comments and I felt I was about to cry. They simply gave too much! Like everything I did was wrong! So, I gathered my courage and.......
Me: 'I understand, but I don't have the feelings I'm given the CHANCE to teach you how to swim'.
BWAM.
Silence.
A typical I-message. I expressed my feelings and told them why. I mentioned their behaviour, but took the blame on me. They exchanged looks (even my dad was surprised!!) and I went on.
Then the time was up and they told the teacher how I did it: 'Yes, yes, a good lesson! She had patience, yes, a good lesson.'
HUH?! Were they trying to spare me or so?! I do have that feeling though.... And later on I heard from my dad that they said I was a really nice and sweet teacher. Sure. They said that to my DAD. Why should I believe that?!

Thursday:
I slept better and: HALLELUJA! I could swim again! Earlier than I expected though. I went into the water and sighed happily. Some people even giggled when they saw me. I prepared a lesson, but was forced to give something else. Mister-I-am-a-student-but-I-have-so-much-experience-that-I-am-equal-to-a-teacher (say that 5 times fast! XD) reviewed me, as well as the other students and especially that Mister-I-am...a-teacher (made it shorter XD) gave a lot of comments. Again, structural advice, but I was the ONLY student who told the kids (who are played by the other students) what to do after they swam a while. He only mentioned my bad points. And then said that it didn't went that well. I thought it was the best lesson ever!!
Another girl was teacher and she was so far away from me. I played a kid, so I made a kid's mistake. She didn't correct me. THAT was our task. We had to play children and make children's mistakes. She never saw what I was doing. I did it terribly wrong.
When I mentioned it, the teacher stormed at me and said that he didn't like these kind of hidden agendas! If I would go on like this, I could leave!! I thought: excuse me?! but said: "Then I misunderstood the assignment and I apologise for my behaviour then." But, he went on! He repeated himself about 3 times and I apologised again. It's best to apologise then. Not that I cared....
It turned out that some students were just overreacting- being annoying. They did too much and made it too hard for the teacher-student. And that I said what I said on the wrong time... he simply overheard me and his frustration came loose... was at the wrong time at the wrong place....
But... okay. Whatever. I washed it off. We ate spagetthi and got a lecture I still wonder about what the use was.
In the evening we went back. We had to put on clothes and dive at a dummy which lay at 2 metres deep. Piece of cake. Even did it at 3.62 metres instead of 2 meters. The 3.65 metres was harder though..... Anyway, was easy.

Friday:
Slept like hell, again. Made 3 Serenay Moon related drawings (I just saw one was made a day earlier- so sue me), and one I'm not that happy with... the face is too small. We came 30 minutes late, but didn't miss a thing.
Didn't make much notes.
During swimming class, we had to practise our own skills. After 12 years I heard that 2 of my strokes were done wrong. And they kept on trying to get it right! I could really cry! After 12 years you can't get it out any more, unless you practise daily! I'm not a bad swimmer.... and they taught me wrong. I can't fix their mistakes any more.....leave me be.
BUT.... we could finally take a break. We went to a special instruction pool for kiddies, which was a lot less deep and a lot warmer. Halfway I felt I was falling asleep. It scared me a bit... what if I would fall asleep with my face down?! The water was so nice and warm......
We did a lot, but every single muscle in my body aches now XD. And then.....

WE WERE FINISHED!!!!

Finally, the course was over for this moment!! I exchanged e-mail adresses with L-chan and went home....
I'm so tired right now XD. And I have to scan now XD. Uumie is waiting for that!!

So hot..... I'm a puddle of ..... something right now. It was between 32 and 34 degrees today. And to those who don't know how much that is, it's in Degrees Celcius and REALLY HOT.
I played a lot of Sailor Moon Another Story today. It's quite easy and takes loooooong- at least, the way I'm playing it: As soon as I can beat the MOD's (Moster of the Day's) with 1 blow, I will head on to the bosses. It's easy if you already played it once... at least partly. Got stuck in Crystal Tokyo before the game freaked and messed everything up =S.
Oh, and I finished the Serenay Moon Timeline till Season 3 (kinda- season 3 is not finished yet) and it took less time then I guess. It's now 4 pages long. Not that long huh?

Not done much today. I did that swimming course internship (don't you just love remarks from mentors like: 'I just saw you were really enthusiastic' while in reality you couldn't care less at that moment?) and found out I need about 5 more hours of internship... which means 4 more days! And I will do that the end of this vacation! Unless Uumie comes in that week, then I have to go on 4 friday evenings or so =P. (depends how long the lessons are anyway).
Went home, updated site, did some homework for next week's stupid course and watched the movie 'Minoes' with my sister. Maybe I was too tired to enjoy it, because I'm not that thrilled about it, yet I would like to see it again...
Such a cute ending! Nice kiddie movie. Too bad it's a Dutch movie friends of mine! (Okay, except for the Dutch friends- why are you ruining my teasers?! XD).
Then I went back upstairs and said: "Well, let's see how populair I am today!!" And my sister said: "Well, at least you are more populair than I am."
Excuse me?! Where is the usual: 'Gosh, get a life!!'. I now may be thinking she talked just about the internet. She has way more friends than I do! She is way more populair than me! Has to be about internet only- why else would she say that?
She also said that she considered Minoes to be a good Dutch Movie. And that most Dutch movies suck. My reply: "Well, don't worry. In a couple of years, your little sister will produce great movies! Okay, they will be Anime, but I'm Dutch."
Her usual respond: "Sure, dream on." Now: "...." No reply.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY SISTER?! I bet she's getting the flue. Must be that! Or maybe that she will be moving out soon. She may be out of here before the end of August. Anyway, I got permission to sleep on her room with Uumie when she comes, because my room actually has no space for an extra matrass ^_^. She was even nice with that!
Must be the flue....
Anyway, I talked long with my dad... a while ago. Probably 2 days ago or so... can't remember. And I told him what I would like to do as a job: Producing Anime, being a Voice actress or an Anime writer. But, it's the anime side ^_^. (if I get offers for other things besides Anime if I become a voice actress, I guess I will take it as well- a few people said I have a nice voice for that.).
First I guess I'll try voice acting in the Netherlands. Who knows, maybe it works. And in the mean while I can try to find out how to get Serenay Moon on tv. Anyone an idea where to start?
And I just HATE it when almost all my superduperverycoolmegatastic friends go on vacation >_<. And that I'm stuck with that stupid course!
But, happy news: I think I know the theme for the 2004 calendar: Mirror Me. Will be all female (otherwise I won't have enough characters), and I guess a lot faster done since I don't have to use my lightsource to trace pics any more.
So, what did I have so far: 2002 - Season 2 Girls (and Tiamat =P), 2003 - Main Characters in their Elements, 2004 - Mirror Me (with girls I bet you don't know yet =P).
Gosh, I keep on rambling ne? I was hoping some people were online... but they aren't.... *sad sigh*

Something is bothering me. It's nothing big, so don't worry. It's just a dissappointment. I always thought that with the CITO, the exam that tests Elementary school kids to which high school they will go, I did good.
You can get 550 points. The national average was/is 535. I had .... 534. I had 1 point below average.
According to the CITO, I would be suited best for VBO, the lowest form of Dutch High School. And, I would have trouble with that school.
Instead of that, I did the highest form of Dutch High School: VWO.
So, the exam was so wrong. Everything turned out okay.
But.... if you always thought you were smart (not that I think that), even on elementary school... and that it turned out you were one of the dumbest according to that exam... it's kinda a dissappointment.
I thought I was better......
Anyway, my art for the contest of the Realm of Sailor Energy got accepted and guess what he said about it!!

Hi! *grin* That is the kind of snapshot fanart I'm hoping to see in the
contest. Colors, background, Who's taking a photo, who're posing, and
explanations. ^_^ Well done!
^_^ It doesn't matter whether you did win or not, what matters most is
that you're having fun doing this kind of fanart. ^_^ Having fun is most
important part of any contests. ^_^ SO I'm really glad that you entered.

Thanks, and hope you do more, ^_^

JA

Woohoo! You can see my art there soon!

Sailor moon.com, where the images from this blog are hosted, is freaking again >_<. I hope it will be normal again soon.
Worst thing about yesterday: Mom actually agreed with my mentor, my dad says I don't have to if I don't want to, but that I should stop hiding myself from the real world. I should go out more blablablabla- same old, same old. Where on earth should I go all alone?!
He did say something else though. He said I have a gift. I can do so much (wide orientated) and am quite intelligent. I can speak to an adult and a small kid at the same time, without using kiddie language to the grown up and grown up language to the kid. Within milliseconds, I can switch how to talk =S.
Woohoo, great gift dad. Okay, I should be happy with it. But that was not what I wanted to hear actually.
Don't get me wrong, I do want to go out. But to where? I'm all alone! And I have no clue where to go! It's such a big scary world out there, filled with morons and idiots who act like ignored sheep.
If only one of my friends asked me, but none of them do....

I so hate this world today. And it's getting worse with the minute. What is wrong with the people of this world?! I finally found out why I'm such an outcast. I thought for myself.
Gosh, if I knew that thinking for myself would be my doom, I would have stopped doing it way earlier.
Cuz what happened today? Well, after giving swimming lessons, my oh-so-bright mentor said: 'You know, I don't care myself, but.... some people might trip over the fact you don't shave yourself...'
EXCUSE ME?! Of course you care, because all the parents are gone! They don't see it! And since when it my quality measured by the fact if I do or don't shave myself?! I made that choice! Will I become a better teacher if I shave myself?!
Oh, and don't throw that crap of hygine (sp?) at me, because I'll throw it back. I wash myself often enough to pass for sanitary. Besides, about 20 years ago, hardly any woman shaved herself.
But, now, in the year 2003, you simply aren't a good person any more if you don't shave. When Julia Roberts decided not to shave herself for a while, it was in all the newspapers and all.
They say super models don't rule the world, but that's plain crap. People who disagree with me, should look at themselves closely.
It seems that nowadays, you get underneath the social ladder, if you don't:
1) Use Make - Up ('But you have to use Mascara! At least Mascara!')
2) Don't buy what's in fashion (cuz Heaven forbid, you would wear what YOU like)
3) Don't have at least 12 pairs of shoes (you can only wear one pair at the time! I have 2 pairs of shoes where I can walk on and 2 pairs of decent shoes where I can't walk long on)
4) Haven't died your hair at least once a year ('But I think that brown would look so cute on you!' HELLO?! I'M BLOND! I don't want to ruin my hair!)
5) Don't get up 2 hours before you have to leave just to do your hair ('Hey Kitt, why don't you wear something nice for a change? And your hair, why don't you do something nice with it once in a while?')
6) And, the new one, don't shave.
What's next?! That I get fired because I use the wrong tooth paste?! OH OH! Throw me in jail, I use a toothbrush WITHOUT a flexible head!
God, I'm just not ready to shave, and why should I?! I don't want to! People also told me I should pierce my ears! Hell, I get nausious when I see someone putting earrings in. The thought of a needle through my ear pales me out.
I JUST WANT TO THINK FOR MYSELF! Why is it so wrong to be me?!
I must be so wrong. I always thought inside was the most important, but I'm so wrong. In this ****** world, only the outside matters.
No wonder I flee to the digital or dream world. At least there I can be me.

*jumps up and down* It came it came it came it came! I finally can tell it! I send a package to Stevo and he got it about 1 or 2 days ago while the office said it took 6 days and it only took 5 days *breathes* and he said he liked it and that he was surprised and I'm so happy he likes it and I'm hyper because of that and I will breathe now again *breaths*
Plus, the new WITCH came out today and our new furniture came. And, I cleaned my room again and I'm waiting till my dad has time to pull out my keyboard again. Yup, Kitty is becoming artistic!!

*yawn* Still tired, but less than yesterday. I tried to go bed early again, but again it got 10.30 pm XD. I played a bit of Sailor Moon Another Story (I lost from Nabu >_<. EVIL!) and then started with Tenchi Muyo- the RPG. I think I'm not gonna like that one that much; the game play is slow!!
And at 5 am, some constructionworkers decided to work early >_<. I think someone up there doesn't want me to sleep.... or maybe down there... Who knows!
Worked today, almost fell asleep at work, was done 30 minutes early and went home. Dad and I did groceries. Doing groceries with dad is so much fun.
Me: Dad, can we take this along too?
Dad: Sure
Me: Oo, this may be handy!
Dad: Okay!
I never get so much junk when I go with mom XD. I suddenly longed for meat, so I suggested gourmetting. I was allowed to pick the meat from the butcher. I don't remember what I picked ^_^.
Then I helped my dad by bringing an old closet to the recycle centre. There were some other guys as well, and one took a door from me.
Dad: Hey, why do they help you and not me?
Me: Gosh dad, must be my fantastic charm!
After that, no one helped me any more...... =S.
And, a tip for all the boys: if you ever get a love (male or female), don't make the mistake my sister's boyfriend made! THIS IS A BIG NO-NO!!
Sister: Man, I look like hell!!
Boyfriend: But you don't have to look good.
BIG NO NO! XD

You are Mystic! You are a quiet and nice person
most of the time, but when it comes to your
siblings, you'll pick on them constantly. All
you really want is to see other people happy.


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Hehe- as soon as I found out about this, I just had to do it ^_^. I don't know if I'm really Mystic, but TPAMS rock!!

I so sometimes hate my life. Last night my great friends send me to bed XD. I wasn't allowed to be online from them any more, because I was so tired. How sweet from them.
So, I said good bye, walked the neighbour's dog I was watching yesterday (and today, so he stayed with us for the night) and went to bed at 9.30 (they all send me away at 9 ^_^. It takes me ages to go to bed, but I get out of bed into seconds!).
I slept peacefully...... aahhhhhh.... *happy sighs* UNTIL THAT FREAKING DOG STARTED BARKING!
Why, why haven't my neighbours taught him to be alone?! *dramatic sighs*. He barked from 1.45 am till 4 am (slept now and then; but not much), until my dad was really fed up with it, went down and yelled: "And now it's enough!! GO TO SLEEP!"
Silence.
Complete silence.
And every time he started barking from then, all we had to do was yell: SHUT UP DOMMEL!
And silence once again XD. I think he just needed to know he was not alone. In the mean while I hardly slept.
I gave some more swimming lessons today and I thought it went great. My mentor thought that kinda as well. A kid cried a LOT before swimming class and he hung on my hand the whole time. I did manage to get him walking on his own in the water and splash with water. And for some kids that's already a lot!
So, went home, cleaned up the mess Dommel made, drew a picture, prepared updates, did updates, and am now here.
Woohoo... I'll go to bed early again tonight.... at least I'll try.....

Mm, I'm tired. Today's swimming lessons (still need to prepare things for tomorrow) went okay, but my mentor is so rusted. At 'Logopedie' I learned that kids around the age of 4 till 7 or so, now and then have hearing loss. That's why it seems they don't pay attention to you: they sometimes simply won't hear you (it's in my 'Logopedie-book Uumie! When you get hear you can still borrow it if you want!). Not to mention those kids had ears under water! No wonder they can't hear the teachers!!
But, according to my mentor and another swimming teacher... that is not possible. Of course they hear us, they just pretend they can't hear us!!! Okay... maybe 1 kid will do that, but I have my ears underwater, all I hear is mumbling!!
But, it went cool, left and when I came home: DANG, all the furniture was gone!! As well as all the closets! Oh, don't worry, that was mend to happen. Monday we're supposed to get new furniture ^_^.
But, my dad still had to 'destroy' some closets since the movers didn't want to take those along. And, how typical, both my sister and her boyfriend were gone.
My sister often complains I don't do a thing in this house, but today I helped my dad with trashing furniture, tearing wallpapers off the wall and did half of the dishes (other half needs to be 'pre-washed' first; that's something we always do). And she? She works all day, comes home, complains I didn't do a thing, does useless things like vacuumcleaning (while she already did that the day before!!) and then says I never do a thing!
You should see the oven! It's just grose!! She NEVER cleans up things like coffee mugs, glasses and especially the oven!!
I'm so happy when she'll be gone. Sure I'll miss her, but finally that girl will be off my back!!
I also tried to sleep for an hour or 2 today. After 2 hours, I finally dozed off....
Dad: Are you asleep? No? Okay, I'm leaving now.
Finally dozing off again.....
TELEPHONE
Okay, if I'm not mend to sleep I'm staying out of it! Happy now?
And now I'm here ^_^. Woohoo!! I wrote 4 (yes, 4!) FY stories yesterday. I'm proud! Tomorrow I'll try and write again!

Ah, both from the siamese twins from Iran died. At least they are together now, forever....
Oh well. Swimming lesson today: Went great. Kids could do more than I expected, but I still think Joke, my mentor expects too much from me. Tomorrow I have to give another swimming lesson >_<.
She's nice as a woman, but as a mentor not really suited.... and as a collegue.... well, too much rusted into her own ideas =S
What more? Mwech- too tired =S. I'm gonna type FY 46 today- if it wasn't already 47 XD. And if time, I'm gonna draw more!!!
Wai! It's still before 1 pm!! I so hope I have time!!!

Since I'm a sheep once in a while:
5 things about your appearance that you like
1 Arms
2 Fingers
3 Feet
4 Hair
5 Do I have something worth mentioning left?

5 things about your appearance that you dislike
1 Face
2 The
3 Rest
4 Of my
5 Body (original huh?)

5 of your best friends (I have too much great friends >_< I hate picking)
1 Uumie
2 Demi
3 Stevo
4 Togepi
5 All the other friends of mine

5 numbers you like
1 13
2 7
3 21
4 3
5 18 (the only even number XD)

5 things you would like to do before you die
1 To love someone
2 Meet friends I've never met before
3 Become a famous Anime-thingie (as writer, producer or voice actress)
4 To never have to work and still have tuns of money so I can spend my days writing and drawing
5 Overcome my stupid fears

5 things you believe in
1 Friendship
2 Love at first sight
3 True love
4 That there most be more than life (fill in the way you want it)
5 Mend to be

5 teachers you have
1 I can't
2 tell since
3 the year
4 just
5 ended

5 subjects you are taking in school
1 Again, can't
2 tell since
3 the year just
4 ended, but I believe
5 something that has to do with dyslexia will come

5 things you like about surveys
1 They can be really original
2 They let you think about yourself
3 Others learn more about you
4 They are completely pointless
5 But most of the time I dislike them XD

5 things you dislike about surveys
1 They are pointless
2 Some are a bit too personal when it comes to certain questions. There are things I just don't want to know about people
3 They can be loooooooooooooooooong
4 Some questions just repeat themselves over and over again
5 And sometimes the answers are the same as well

5 songs you like
1 Bohemian Rapsody - Queen
2 Final Countdown - Europe
3 My Immortal - Evanescence
4 The Still Waters CD from the Bee Gees
5 The last Unicorn - from the same movie

5 singers/bands you like
1 Bee Gees
2 Queen
3 Blof
4 Within Temptation
5 J-pop

5 hobbies/interests
1 Drawing
2 Writing
3 Computer
4 Singing
5 Anime/ Manga (Shjoujo or something like that)

5 articles of clothing that you own that you like
1 Blue shirt
2 Blue pants
3 Black pants
4 My other Blue Shirt
5 My Blue vest

5 articles of clothing for the opposite sex that you like
1 Sunglasses XD
2 And as long
3 as it's
4 suits him well, or is
5 black (ain't I original?!)

(Because all my other friends had it)

*burps* I came home at 11 am; after about 1.5 hours of swimming class. The teacher said that I should let the kids swim more than I did, because all they had to learn was a begining 'backcrawl' (don't know what the real name is; you are on your back, kick your legs and move your arms like a mill- kinda). Well, after I just gave them 5 minutes of instructions, those 5-6 years old had MORE than a beginning backcrawl!!
Anyway, it's not far from my home; 15 minutes by bike. And that woman insists I'll already give my first lesson tomorrow. It'll probably work out but dang that's fast!!
When I came home the computer freaked so I decided to move more stuff to zipdisks. I just found out it's so fake! They promise 100 mb disks, but all that fits on it is 95 mb!! THEY STOLE 5 MB! Darnit! But at this moment it's just for moving.
What more, what more? I will leave soon because I want to color a picture. Wish me luck for tomorrow's swimming lessons.
AND GUESS WHAT!! In that swimming pool works a teacher I know!! Not only that, he was responsible my sister flunked a swimming exam once. And he gave me lessons that could be best described as: no lesson at all. He hardly did a thing when he had to, never helped- aka: I really dislike him ^_^. And now he's there. He saw me... does he remember me? I bet he does.
MUAHAHAHA!!

What to tell, what to tell? Well, I was 30 minutes earlier with my block and went home. At home, I played a bit from Sailor Moon Another Story (I'm now halfway Chapter 2 - Sailor Mercury; I rather take my time ^_^), but then my sister invited me to come along to a second-hand-store, where you can buy cheap stuff people already used once.
She also told me she saw a doll in the Kruidvat that had hair just like Sailor Moon; 2 buns and ponytails. And, since I'm into editing dolls again (my newest one only has to paint hair from- that one was so easy to do!! But who it'll be I won't tell XD). So, we went and saw it was a Sindy; it looked okay, but the clothes were painted on (she DID have some sort of odangos and ponytails!) and her hair very bright yellow, so I didn't bought it (another reason is that I only buy Barbie ^_^)
Suddenly a guy softly pushed me away so he could pass me. Since I'm not raised that way, (you ASK someone if they want to step aside and not push them away), I said: "Sure, I wouldn't mind getting aside!", a bit sarcastic, but then my sister: "That was very rude to push her like that JERKHEAD!"
BWAM! Right through the tiny store. All people looked at the guy XD. And, it might even be the neighbour of my aunt that lives 1 street away. The guy that my aunt has been friends with for years, but since another jerk moved into the street they don't even look at each other again.
At the recycle centre I saw my 7th grade teacher- and he still knew my name!! And when my sister came: Ah, and there comes the big sister XD.
He never had her in his class. But he was the only one that didn't call me her name. EVERY single teacher on elementary school and through the 1st 2 grades of High School (Junior High in USA) named me *insert sister's name*; especially during PE. And I have no clue why....

Woah! This morning I felt like I was going insane! Sure, I only had to do so little, but it still felt like I had way too little time. Just a feeling. I'm still stressed about it... or is it really stress? I'm probably just nervous- I so hope people will like this layout!
Not to mention I hope they will see it! I worked so hard on it, and 2 people who I asked as pre-testers had trouble viewing it! Not to mention Demi couldn't see it either.....
*prays* Please let people see it!!!
Today I also wrote episode 66 ^_^. I hope Stevo will like it. Big drama, big changes etc etc. The end of Season 3 is already coming near; just 9 more episodes.
I hope we'll be able to finish it this summer vacation; than we would have about 1.5 years to write season 4!! I hope Stevo will have an idea what to write about ^_^. I just have a few small ideas; barely enough to write a season about. I need Stevo then more than ever =D.
Okay.... just 6 till 8 business days left..... I can't wait!!! Till what? Can't tell ^_^.

The most intelligent phone conversation ever.
Me: With Kitty Ocean.
She: Do I speak with Mrs. Ocean? (do I sound THAT old?!)
Me: Depends who you need.
She: Mrs. J Ocean.
Me: That would be my DAD
She: Oh. I assume he's your life partner? (since when is my DAD my life mate?!)
Me: No, he would be my FATHER.
She: Is he here?
Me: He's temporairy not available.
She: Oh well, I can say it to you too. Your father said he was intrested in windows and blablablabla and we are in the neighbourhood soon and thought you might be intrested in a free blablabla.
Me: My dad decides things like that.
She: Oh..... *you hear her brains crack* When will I be able to contact him then?
Me: Eh... August or something?
She: Oh well, I'll call back then!!!
I wonder where she got her brains....
Anyway, checked most of the midi's, but I guess my sailormoon.com account can't handle me checking more than 55 midi's on a day XD. Oh well.
Site IS done, but somehow some people have trouble seeing it =S. I wonder why... It works with a lot of people. Tomorrow it'll open again, and I'll post new desktop wallpapers. Mm, I just remembered I had to add one link.... oh well, that can be done tomorrow.

Phew. What did I do today? Well, let's just say that all that's left to do is posting the adoptions and linking to the midi files for the chapters and specials (can you say: 'what a pain'?).
But, before I will upload the adoptions, I want to make 3 more dolls. I just got a brilliant idea how to change the skin color without it taking ages.
And I didn't thought I would ever say this, but I hate the sun. Yeah. Shining on my pc screen so I can't do a thing >_<.
That was my day to be short. Oh yes, and I cooked! For the first time in a year or so again! And guess what..... potatoes were great, meat was great!! And... well... how great can beans become? I hate beans, but it was the only thing that was present.
Tomorrow I'll make cauliflower. Mjam... Oh darn.... my sister's boyfriend eats along... that means sharing.... darn...
Oh well, I'm off to make 3 dolls!! Woohoo!!