Last week I was in my 'oh-my-gosh-this-world-is-crazy-and-annoying' mood. Now I once again feel shitty. I actually don't want to day what happened, but it involves a kid playing hide and seek 3 times on 1 day. And trying it for a 4th time today. I ask you then, can it still be my fault then??! I think NOT! But I do get the blame for it. Principal and all. It really makes me doubt on myself. While I shouldn't doubt. This wasn't my fault. But it does make me feel inadequite.
So, I feel crappy. VERY crappy.
And if I told online what kind of DVDs I bought, some friends are gonna kill me, or won't want to know me any more.

At least there is BLOF (o slashed with a /) to cheer me up! The only band that can make me scream like a teenager at a boyband concert! Okay, the guys are old, but I LOVE their poetic songs!!!

Just 4 more days till VACATION!

Please read this post carefully before you judge. I DO NOT approve of what is going on and I WILL be working on it. Also, the child will be called 'it' from now on, so nobody knows if it's a boy or a girl.

There is a kid in my internshipclass that is being left out occasionally by the other kids. Today I observed the child and honestly... I can only say... NO WONDER! The kid just barges in and demands it may play along. If it doesn't get its way, it sometimes 'steals' a piece of the puzzle. If I was 4 years old, and an other kid is known for stealing puzzle pieces and demanding it plays along... then I wouldn't want to play with it as well! Hell, I wouldn't want to play with it even if it was 18 years old!!
So, this means the child has to learn how to ask 'Can I play along' and accept it if the other child says no. Not everyone likes to work together 24/7. The other children, however, have to stay nice to the child, simply say 'no' and sometimes accept the child to work along. Plus, they need to learn how to say 'Can I play along' as well.
They are only 4 years old and need to learn a lot. But this behaviour, from BOTH sides is something I cannot accept. And actually... I wonder of the child gets enough attention at home... but I can't judge that.
Poor child anyway. I hope it gets solved soon....I do not approve of this; I also hope I can fix this.

Also, I saw 2 bugs today I had never seen before. Strange. I've seen so many bugs... but honestly, I have NO IDEA what that crawling thing was, or that flying black thing. I'll ask dad. He knows a lot. Mom knows a lot as well... but mostly what's on 4 legs and barks XD

I also bought a CD from Blof (can't make that o with a slash here T_T): Het einde van het begin (the end of the beginning) - their best songs. Oh my gosh I LOVE Blof!!! Too bad not all my friends love it XD

Oh yes, my voice is at 95% at this moment =D YAY!

Plus my swimming club laughed at me, at a dinner party, just because I was eating with chopsticks. I know, fries and 'frikandel' is typically dutch so they are not used to see it eaten like that but darnit, can't I eat the way I want to??! And at least I CAN EAT WITH CHOPSTICKS! Sjeesh; most of them can't eat with chopsticks but I CAN.
Also, I ate Sushi. With fish. Crab I believe. And I don't like eating fish. But I thought: I am a Japan Freak so I must eat Sushi once. And woopiedoo, was THAT what all the fuss was about? It hardly had ANY taste! So, I hope it was just bad quality. And I still dislike eating fish.
And I eat whatever I want with chopsticks! TRY AND STOP ME!

I am me and you are you. If you can't deal with it, it's not my problem (you in a general form; nobody meant in particular)


..... Ah, sweet sound of rain....

Some people appearantly read this blog. So, in case you read the Serenay Moon updates and got worried ('Since I can only complain today...'), this is the case:
1. I'm 100% okay. Okay, voice is still a bit glitchy, but I'm okay
2. I'm tired as hell
3. The past 2-3 days all people do around me is complain about me. About me giving wrong impressions. About me being careless about my work. About me driving through a red light (it was GREEN DAMMIT! GREEN!)
4. My best friend is sad and there is no way I can cheer her up
5. I need to change my entire concept of a report just to satisfy some stupid teacher
6. I feel crappy
7. Just 2 minutes ago I remembered something GOOD and now I FORGOT it.

So yeah... all I can do is complain today

It certainly has been a while since I last posted. I just have nothing INTRESTING to share. Nonsense I have enough. Intresting facts is something I lack in life.
I'm very tired. 2 days of celebrating with the kids is KYAH. Day 1 to the circus and day 2 celebrating all birthdays from all kindergarten teachers at once. Got some dark cute Miffy/ Nijntje stuff. Nijntje/ Miffy rules XD. But the toys are the coolest XD I want those too.
My heart is being torn in loyalty: do I like Winx Club, or will I stay loyal to WITCH XD I think I like both, even though Winx' story is thrown together a bit hasty. Musa was very easily cheered up after she told mommy was dead. Her friends were very sad all of a sudden and she just threw it off with: Hey, it happened a long time ago!
They could have given it more depth.
Anyway, I lack motivation and inspiration for typing FY. So, to kill time, I started pixeling...... a kiss doll. From FY. Currently busy with the wings. When I finished that, I can FINALLY work on the hairstyles and clothes XD
Oh yes: last thursday my voice decided to go on vacation. Saturday was the first and it's FINALLY returning. Sjeesh! Try talking to 10 noisy kids when you have no voice. Try to talk AT ALL when you have no voice.
And oh yeah, my employer is very happy with me. YAY!