Well, I'm back again. A few of my classmates decided to pull a joke on me (and the rest of the class) by chancing the grades list. Instead of an 8, I had a 1. (in the dutch system; 8 is high, 1 is the lowest!) However, I can't see through things like that and I took it really really serious. Last time I got a 1 was in the 6th grade of elementary school (group 6; again a dutch system). So I thought: if everyone (except one) got a very low grade; it had to be the test! But after a while, they said it was joke because I was about to cry. Okay, I admit, I felt like tears were coming, but I would have walked away before that would happen. Ack, 19 and still crying like a kid. I'm weird. My father says I'm just sensitive. Very sensitive.
And...well... 4 weeks till hand-in day and I have a lot of work to do. I'll start friday again. Oh yeah, and I got my art from art class back! an 8! I'll scan it (probably friday) and show it to you.
And I could try to calculate everything to the american system, but you could give ME a break also. If I calculated everything right, it might look like this:
10 = A+
9 = A
8 = B
7 = B minus
6 = C
5 = C minus
4 = D
3 = D minus
2 = E
1 = E minus or F
0 = F (but that never happens here; we always get a 1; probably because we wrote our name right ^_^)

It's a world gone mad! Everything is twisted upside down. Enemies are friends, friends are enemies. I'm allowed to vote and I can go on like this for hours- well, actually not. I have to fill half an hour before I can feed my neopets and stuff. But there is hardly anything to do on the net. Tell me, what can I do around here? And I have to go to school soon too. Look at all those o's. I didn't knew there would fit so many in one message. Anyway, I have to do homework- but I don't wanna. But I have to. I really have to. And I can't sleep. I woke up at 7.30 am while my alarm clock would wake me up an hour later. I hate not being able to sleep. Yup.
And I don't get that much mail either! I used to be so popular!

Friday, I dragged mom and dad into the city and managed to get my hand on the first 2 Sailor Moon Art books! WaiWai! And a girl asked for my site when she heard my dad and me talk about if I should or should not buy how to draw books. And I hate work. Did I already mentioned that lately? I think now. I hate it. I rather go drawing or internetting than going to work (or school). I have tuns of work to do; I have to build my art site, draw for my father's work (and getting paid =P), draw for my swim club (and not get paid =S just building a name), tuns of requests made by my friend Guardian Star (and again, not get paid ^_^) and I also have a long list of Game Sprites I wanna make. And write a few more Serenay Moon chapters- which are floating in my head- and can't get out! Ack, I'm so busy.
And tonight, I slept from 10 pm till 7 am alsmot without waking up. And I couldn't sleep any more! Argh! But now I'm getting sleepy again. Thank you GOD!!!!!!! I wanna sleep!

Oi, I almost forgot about this thing. The same old thing is gonna happen- I've got nothing to tell, therefore I'll come here less often. 20 days till I get 19- hurray, can't wait. *sarcasm*. I'm supposed to do homework today, but I've got a feeling it won't happen again. My dad is way depressed but he says nothing bothers him. I know better dad. You may try to hide your sorrow behind a fake smile, but I can hear your pain in your voice. It's not your fault dad. You did the best you could.
I probably drag him to Utrecht today. I wanna look for manga's and I need folders for my art anyway. I have folders from begin 1999 till (begin) 2001, but 2002 has started. And I have to put my drawings somewhere! And I'm busy with my art site. It's build very slowly. I don't have that much time. It will grown muchos faster in the summer vacation.
And after a hard year of trying to get my friend reading Serenay- she finally read it- and liked it!