Has anyone seen my mouse?

I seem to have misplaced my mini-mouse. It's Aqua Blue and has a retractable cord/plug. So if you see it...
I always THOUGHT I had taken along it on my vacation to France, but it was not there, so I guess it's still inside my home... SOMEWHERE. I just can't seem to remember where XD And I miss it too! Gaming is way better with a mouse that has NO ball inside it XP (you know, laser-mouse and all...)

Other than that... Nothing to tell. Had work. Lots of it. Updated my site. Made a Pen-i... holy crap, I have NOTHING to tell XD

Let's stop wasting your time.

Nothing to see here! Move along! *cleans out the tables*

It's tuesday!!

And I'm awake, early in the morning, babysitting my nice XP

I had 2 dreams this morning, both with a sad streak and one with a winning streak. With the first, I returned to High School to get some additional diploma's. I ended up in Geography Class, but the teacher totally hated me. Truely, hated me.

Whatever I said, whatever I did, she kept on trying to put me down (she totally reminded me of a certain someone... ¬¬) and even when I tried to compliment her in the hopes she would leave me alone, she never stopped. During an exam, I accidentally had a wrong dictionary with me (why did I have it in the first place) so at first she checked it (she didn't check other's) and then confiscated it. After the test I even said: "I'm so glad you checked it, I hadn't checked it myself yet!" Still, she kept on nagging and eventually she started nagging because I placed my coloured pencils from smallest to largest and on colour. Nobody in the class seemed to care, but she did and totally ridiculed me.
That was the time when I snapped and started yelling at her. I cleaned out my table and said that I would tell the other teachers a thing or two about her. She said she decided which teacher and predictably... she brought me to the principal.
She was totally confidant, I knew my days were numbered and the principal... "Kitt! Long time no seen! How are you doing???" It was on of the kind teachers of my first time of High School Xp. And he really liked me, so the mean teacher felt all her grounds crumbling away... Muahaha! I was suddenly the star of the school and during P.E. people still talked about it.

My second dream was less happy. I was walking through a nature reserve and saw a guy who planned to use big-*** guns to kill everyone in sight. Luckily, the machine was broken, but if you see a man with a Postal Services Jacket and a Machine Gun, you know something is fishy. I passed him, pretending I did not care, but of course I rushed down and warned everyone in sight; about 30 people. The Insane Guy realised what I did and started chasing us through the forest. Eventually we ended up in a city and we fled into the super expensive hotel called 'ABN AMRO', which is stupid, because that's a bank and not a hotel XD. Anyway, after some convincing we managed to hide there and when we thought we were safe, I decided to walk around with an other guy.
However, the Insane Guy was there as well and I suddenly displayed magical powers like invisibility. The Insane Guy suddenly turned into a Wolf Man named Wolverine (not really looking like THE one; my dream version was more werewolf like) and he found me, though I was invisible, saying he'd always find me because he knew me, through and through...
Of course, we fled back and an insane bouq... can't spell it, lots of flowers, were delivered in my name. It turned out it was a bomb, but I tripped with only 8 seconds left. However, the most complaining annoying irritatable guy grabbed the flowers and ran away with them...
About 15-20 people died in that explosion; one being the guy who sacrificed himself.
I wanted to leave the hotel and on the parking lot, my dad got our car, but a large trucky suddenly turned and literary crushed one side of the car. My dad was practically uninjured though...
That's when I woke up

The hairy face of the wolf man was the most scary one; I could really feel the hairs! Totally kyaah!!

Maybe the word I couldn't spell was bouqet... no, that has to be wrong...

It's monday!

In case you didn't notice. I could complain about my job, but what is there to complain? Plenty of things actually, but I want to try and keep this a positive blog.

It's not helping if you're watching Cold Case then XP. Double episode and I must say... two impressive episodes. Both about childhood traumas and how they affect an adult... or a kid growing into an adult.

Anyway, after work I went towards a shop to the other side of town and decide to avoid the other shops that always manage to seduce me into buying stuff. If you avoid them, you can't spend money. The shop I had to go was to change cards.
However, the road home turned out to be blocked due to construction and I ended up on a side of town I never knew off. It's awesome there; I wouldn't mind living there! Probably freaking expensive there...

Ended up home about 15 minutes later than planned. Did an Okúta, made a Pen-i (in case nothing else happens) and looked for a new mouse in our home. My mini-mouse is missing *sighs* No idea where that pretty blue thing is... I'm also missing my expensive headphones and my old snorking goggles. The first two... I thought I took them along on my vacation, but when I was in France, they were not there. So, they are... SOMEWHERE in my house XP. I found my dad's old laser mouse he never used; maybe it will work with my computer as well. Those mice with balls are SO annoying and insensitive!

Other than that... gathering scrap-art in an old notebook. I've been doing that for a while now and today I found very old art. VERY old art. From when Serenay Moon's Halloween Special was still planned. Like... WOW!

Europe wants to limit the sound of mp3-players because they cause hearing damage. I'm more worried about the accidents because of people having mp3-players too loud....

Oh well. I might have time for some gaming... I hope...

I'm so out of the rythm...

I can't even spell Rythm. There needs to be another letter in this word... somewhere. Anyway, I'm so crazy busy it's no longer fun. Everybody wants a piece of me.
Except in my dreams. There I'm being totally abandonded and got stuck in France. Which was no fun. And suddenly I got replaced by Sakura Kinomoto and Touya and Yue... why them all of a sudden??!
Other than that... well, I have a family day today. I'll first have to bowl. I had bowling. It's a miracle if I hit anything. And then SHE will be there tody as well, just telling me how wrong I do things and what a loser I am... I have no idea why she hates me so much! Just leave me be; so what if I'm a loser! She is twice the loser I am for venting all her frustrations on me!

I do wonder... shall I take my laptop along?

What would I need?

I've been thinking... moving out means a lot of money involved... Not only the rent or buying the appartment, also things you need. But what do I actually need? There is so much I already have!

Thus far, I found out I need the following things:

• Assuming the kitchen is included, refrigerator and all, all I need would be a microwave. I think I can steal the old one from my parents, since they have one merged with their fancy oven. I do hope my house will actually have an oven btw...
• I don't think I need a Frying pan. I like oven-fries better anyway and it's healthier. Still, they are not THAT expensive, but it's on the bottom of my list.
• A dining/drawing table. Seriously. I have a couch and 2 chairs, but no dining table. By the time I move out, someone might want a new table and then I can take the old one (for a small price) or get one second/third hand. Chairs should be included, btw.
• Pots and pans. But we might have those already (but no Wok-pan, I need a Wok-pan) and my grandmother also has lots of stuff.
• Cuttlery and Cutting knives. I think I have a tiny cuttlery set. Again, Grandma can probably help out.
• Internet connection - wireless not required. I don't need a TV connection (I barely watch tv anyway) or radio connection (internet radio). This means I also won't need a tv guide subscription and I never read newspapers anyway (I'll grab the news from nu.nl and nos.nl). My radio that will be used as an alarm can also play cd's and I wake up using my cellphone anyway. Btw, no telephone needed as well. I have a cellphone.
• Washing Machine... but I can always wash at my parents' place if they live close. Dryer is nonesense; sure it makes towels nice and fluffy but that's not top priority.

I honestly think that is it. Everything else I already have and my Grandma has a lot of stuff as well (she always plays with certain lottery's and then wins towels, ironers (sp?) etc etc etc). So all that is left... is an afforable place on my own.

And THAT, my friends, is the biggest challenge of them all.

Oh wow, twice in a row

So, yesterday I had a depression. Today I have another one. Why this time? I did a "Is your character a Mary Sue?"-test with Naraku. I scored a 105 score. Anything above 70 means "So Mary Sue you'd better give up writing". And then this tiny little line: "Hey, there are exceptions!"
Well, I'm so sorry that my character is so well develloped she has so many flaws and history! And so what that my running-away-from-home-saga lasted about 4 pages. Yes, she ran away! But she came back right after! Does that means it has to be +2 immediately?!

Yes, I feel personally affected by some stupid idiotic test. And I think that bothers me more than the test itself.

Reply

"Hey, you're not making THAT little money. I only make a few more! Besides, you are a strong person; you can handle all this on your own. I don't think I could have done that..."


While I doubt that is true... thanks anyway *hugs*

I'm starting to dislike people

I'm not disliking everyone. Just the people who think 'Life is easy'. Do you think I'm super-duper-happy where I am now?! I WANT to get a place of my own, but have you seen the prices of the housing market?! And what kind of money I make?!

Sure, I could get a crappy cheap appartment at a kind of neighbourhood I'd never want to live, and then I have about 10 euro's a month left for clothes and 'fun stuff'. Hence why I'm saving up (at least, I try. I spend a bit much the past few months and I really have to tone down. I can do it! *is determinded*)

And when I tell people my situation, the result is... "Go work more. Set priorities."
- I'm working 31 hours a week with a payment that isn't something big
- I have my own company (I hardly have time for that!)
- I only do 3 hours a week Volunteer Things (Swimming Teacher)

And what do I get compaired with?
- 40 hours a week with a payment I'd almost kill for
- 2 people working

See the difference? 2 people and 1 people?

It's not that I don't want to. It's simply because I can't. I don't have the money. I'm not rich. Working more would make me truely depressed (because even now I hardly have time for drawing and writing. Last time I wrote was when I was in France!).

I just wished people could step out of their little safe box and take a look at my shoes. Not everybody is like 'You' (in the common sense), not everybody can live like 'You' (again, the common sense, not someone specific).

There's this little cake near my blogger logo on the login screen...

Why?

Anyway, I guess I forgot to add a blog entry yesterday. I guess I was too excited about gaming again XP I built a new Sims house (and darn it, it was too small again! I always give my sims too much stuff...) and accidentally destroyed a good looking pre-set house. It's okay though, I never use preset houses XD. I still have to decorate my house, but it's like rooms within houses. The building plan has a score of absolute zero though XD Well, that's what you get for awesomeness! Because it looks great!

Yesterday, when I was almost home, some high school kids were trying to sing 'Zie ginds komt de stoomboot', and with trying, I mean trying to sing it on the worst way possible. One girl decided to make an opera song out of it and darn it... she was GOOD! A real powerful clear voice! So she tried to **** a song, but horribly failed, because she was too good XD

Well, I'm off to do some High Speed Internet again. DA is down at the moment...Oh, there it goes!!

Today...

Yesterday I moved about 600 DVDs... today I re-organised about 100 other cd's (and way, way more to come as soon as I burned them XP). You might think: is that all? No, it was not.

I also moved my old computer back to the attic, copied all my sims items and installed the sims. And trust me... it was quite tricky to hook everything back up! I suddenly had 2 cables and I had no idea where to put them XP. My big *** LCD monitor and big old monitor are hooked up together, so I actually have 2 screens now, both showing the same. I doubt I'll use the one on the floor that often XP But who knows!

I also hooked up our VCR, that kept on falling out (eletricity-wise) last summer. I think it could be the heat... so let's test it! It was a bit tricky, but everything is now hooked up.

And then I noticed the powercable was about 1.5 metres short XD But that is now resolved as well!

Left to do:

- Saving my Knight Shift files from this laptop
- Installing Dungeon Keeper 2 so I can play all evil again =D
- Probably something I forgot...

Nothing to say actually...

Well, I had not much to say XD Spend all afternoon putting DVDs in our new big 510-DVD-case

I'm watching The Closer now and man... it's hilarious XD So much things that can go wrong with a single assignment... And it's not even too far-fetched... so much bad luck can not be made up XD But it has been made up.

I can only hope to one day be an awesome writer like that...

Oh, and our family now has a new record:

- Dad managed to let the 'poffertjes' burn completely black
- I dropped a whole scale of 'fresh-out-of-the-oven' Lasagna
- Mom today dropped a whole tray of freshly baked barbeque meat XD

Mm, as for my sister, she placed her hand on a hot plate... does that count as well?

I'm not in the mood

I'm not in the mood for a blog. I can only complain and that would be about private things as well. I got back my bike and ordered the new CD from Moke... but that's about it.

Sorry.

Let's update the Story Vault XP

Links for you to check:

• http://kittyocean.deviantart.com
• www.sailorenergy.net
• http://studiotsunami.keep-in-mind.nl

Argh!

My poor butt; my poor legs! Do they make those 'Borrow Bikes' so bad on purpose??! Today I brought my bike to the repair shop for a check up, because it's covered by the warranty and all... Anyway, they knew I'm totally dependant on my bike, so they allowed me to borrow a bike... Gaaaah, it was torture! Hardly any resistance, so it meant peddling like hell. Also, it was about an inch too high (so my right leg didn't always touch the peddle; seems my left leg is a tad longer) so yeah, I'll be SO glad when I can pick up my own bike tomorrow. Only good side... I won't have to touch my Wii Fit for 2 months *is exhausted*
And in 30 minutes, I have to mount it again... so I can get to work...

Love my brain

Whatever goes in, is out within half the hour XP I only remember that I had totally annoying customers, who all never used their brains, but what they complained about...? That's a plus actually; it keeps me happy :)

What also makes me happy: the new Pen-i comic is online! The owner of that website is always so busy, that he sometimes places the comic late. I know that I work for free and all, so I'm not that important... so whenever it gets posted I'm happy :) I hope to finish the next one soon... Mixed HockeyClub Nieuwegein... you are in it!!... more or less XD

I also met an ex-colleague today and wow... hitting reality! Whatever I have faced... she seriously has gone through some rough time! Poor woman... Hugs for her, lotsa hugs!! I hope her future will be filled with sunshine!!

Also, I got a bill today, asking if I wanted to pay 20 euros. I was like... ehm, NO! I did not sign up for anything!! Turns out my dad signed me up for something and forgot to tell me XD Phew! At least this means I'm still keeping my eye open and am not going to pay something without knowing what it is :)

Other than that... Stopping by the postoffice and talking to my ex-colleage totally stole so much time from me T_T. And tomorrow I won't have much time either!! And neither will I have on friday!

I want to win 3 million euros, so I can quit my job ¬¬; or at least work a lot less. That way I have more time to spend on my friends XD

2 laptops... *sighs*

Oh, this is crazy. Suddenly, I can't log in in Gaia Online any more... through this laptop! It says my password is incorrect... while it's saved by my system XP Not only that, if I use my mini laptop... I CAN log in, with the same password *rolls eyes* So yeah... I've send in an inquiry. For now, I'll live, but working on 2 laptops is a bit too much, you know XP

What more... yesterday I watched Down Periscope and School of Rock. Jack Black is a nice actor, but sometimes he's too much, in my opinion. Down Periscope keeps on being fun and it inspired me to create a new character for Project KiMa. I'll first send it to my personal Muse... if I have time today XD One e-mail left, 3 Gaia accounts... and some breakfast before heading for work!

8 hours *sighs* But I'll bring Pen-i art stuff along :) That way I can draw in my breaks; last week I finished an entire comic (inking, no tones) in the 3 breaks I had, chattering included!!

Je suis return-retour--ehm... back?

I guess: a new week, new chances, a clean slide... slate? A crap, forget all those English expressions XD Anyway, I'm back and I plan to do daily blogpostings again from now on.

It's been a week since I've returned from France and well... I want to go back XD How on Earth did I manage to do all that stuff I did before I left??! I've planned to do Okúta tonight and maybe some requested voiceacting. I'm in the mood XD

And today, after work, I had my bi-annual horror: the dentist. If you know me, you know that is right up there in The Big List of Fears, alongside with spiders. But, since I survive my wisdom teeth removal, I was a bit more calm.
I first had the Mouth Hygienist and darn it, it was a massacre! Seriously! All that blood! Luckily she cleaned up, otherwise the dentist wouldn't have seen a thing XD The Mouth Hygienist also wondered when I would let my last wisdom tooth be pulled. I was like... Ehm... no way. Only have 3, dentist said so! Turns out that one of my teeth is quite big and thus she miscalculated XP Phew!
There are no cavities according to the dentist, but 2 spots so I need to intensify my brushing!

Other than that... dentist totally messed with my scedule ¬¬ And I made an animation; go check it out!: http://kittyocean.deviantart.com/art/Animation-test-Kimu-136882642

Slowly returning...

I'm back... well, I'm in the country XD And that's about all. I have no idea how I managed to do all the stuff I did before I left for vacation. So, don't expect daily postings just yet. Just wanted to let you know I'm home, safe and sound... and feeling swamped XD.