I want this... but I probably never get the hang of it XD I can't write songs; only lyrics.

I really like Gaia Online... but now I recall why I avoided all Cinema....

The ppl in ther suxesfly made hed hurt; liek OMG yur breensells liek day ina secunt !!11!!oneone

Aka: the people in there succesfully managed to hurt the few braincells I have left. The spelling.... EWH! And the things people said... It was like college all over again! And trust me, the girls from my college... saints preserve us; if some of them are indeed the future...

... I just realised I compaired my college-classmates to a 12 year old AOL-er... that can never be good.

Oi, not even Haruhi Suzumiya's God Knows and Lost My Music can fix this burning feeling in my eyes....

Never again; never again. From now on, I'll wait a week after the release and look for an empty cinema. Before entering the cinema I had like, 10 braincells (succesfully regained some after college!) and in like, 2 minutes, back to 7. It took me 2 years to get those 5 new braincells, and 2 minutes to lose 3!!

Hehe, I don't want such a nasty entry to be on top XP. Remember, below here is just anger frustration and shall NEVER be acted upon. So no worries!!

Oh yeah, and I finally found the Character CDs from the Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya I am missing... okay, MP3 only, but I actually want them all... but this volume 6... OMG.... that is baaaaaad XD *shudder* It's not even cute, even though they try too.

Makes me happy I haven't bought the CDs.... not that I can actually buy them anywhere. If I could, I probably did... despite this horrific song!!

Sometimes you just have this.... urge you have no choice but to obey. In this case, it's a sudden wave of hatred against people you should not put me in one room with. The outcome will be nasty.... oh yeah, very nasty...

Number 1: Mister Art Thief
Crime: Stealing my art and posting it around; cropping my signature off
Possible outcome: A kick between the legs, yeah, only that, because he hasn't showed himself for quite a while now

Number 2: Mister Racist-No-I-am-not
Crime: Being completely racist, calling me a power-hungry dictator, acting totally egocentric and arrogant and pretending to be better than the rest of the world
Possible outcome: Being yelled at AND a kick between the legs. Tears of anger from my side might emerge

Number 3: Mister I-have-no-identity
Crime: For totally copying number 2, being a total jerk, not talking but only accusing and prettending to be better than the world
Possible outcome: Probably only yelling since the poor guy doesn't have his own identity

Number 4: Miss I-am-the-best
Crime: For always putting me down and thinking I'm a total loser
Possible outcome: She's a lot bigger than I am, so probably yelling and tears from anger, hatred and desperation

Number 5: Mister Law-Student
Crime: I don not know anyone who is more arrogant than he is
Possible outcome: Yelling. Already yelled at him once.

.... Ah, putting it down makes me feel a LOT better! All hatred is gone now and the above people are once again mildly forgiven (until their next crime). Don't get me wrong, I'm not a violent person and I hate conflicts... but sometimes some people just... well, you know the feeling. EVERYONE once dreams about putting people back onto their place with violence or verbal violence. But that doesn't mean I'm going to act on it.

No, I will NEVER act on it. It may be not having the guts, it may be because I don't want to hurt people... even if they keep on hurting me over and over again.

I will get back on them on an other way. Hehe, I'll become rich AND happy! Money can't buy all, so I want lots of money to live in this big-big house and find the time to live a happy and normal life. I want to be like the dutch artist Frans Bauer; he's rich and darn it, he's just almost like a saint! He's nice, sweet, takes time for his children... how I envy that guy. No gossip can be found about him, no matter how hard people try.

I want a life like that too: rich and happy. That's why one of the first thing I'm gonna do when I get rich is treat the ones who helped me get there. And I don't want to become arrogant; ever! So if I ever become arrogant; you may kick me!!

No matter what happens at my work... sometimes it's all becoming worth it :) I don't care my collegue 'Gem' gets credit for typing the mails, while both me and N-ster typed most of it.... in the end, justice was served!

Ladies and gentlemen, I bow to thee

My brother in law will get a computer he can play with (as in: taking apart as well as 5 other old pc's and turning them into 1)

And I will get the Complete Buffy Collection at almost 1/3rd discount

NO OBJECTION FROM MY SIDE!!

.... Sometimes my work simply rocks. I mean, today I could hardly work to various system errors.... and I still get the same pay! I drew 2 manga pages and I'm getting paid! You gotta admit, that simply rocks.

I updated the side bar a bit :) Noticed the link Archive was not working and that some links were dead. Will update with more works from me I'm quite proud of soon :) ... I hope XP

Why does a certain person keep on nagging on me? Why? I never did anything wrong to her (except for existing perhaps), but she keeps on treating me like I'm the dumbest person alive and that I should write down how to breathe, because I'll surely forget that.

.........

I'M NOT THAT STUPID! Sure, I sometimes act like a fool, but when I'm around her, I can NEVER be at ease. Whatever I do, she keeps on commenting. I'm amazed she hasn't noticed yet I always make a double knot in my shoelaces (this originates from the time I had shoelaces that were immensely long; made triple double knots then). She's probably comment I should cut my shoelaces, create bigger hoops or just get boots with zippers or shoes with velcro because that's more of my level. Well excuuuuuuuuse me for not wanting to be 'amazing' you! I have my own things and my own way to do things.

Who cares if I want to eat peanuts with chopsticks (very handy when working on a drawing, may I add!), or if I like to have two juices mixed. Who cares if I want to keep my bag with me... it's not like I'm all suspecious, it's just because I'm used to it! And who cares if I want to use PEN AND PAPER to write my laptop's serial number down that keeps on popping up on my screen, instead of creating a screenshot (what's the use of that screenshot if the computer crashes? - the answer was: priiiiiinting!! - why waste a entire sheet of paper for 1 number?! Printing this all takes 10 minutes as I have to hook that thing up; writing it down 1 minute!! AND, I can write it on the book that came with my laptop; ain't that handy?! -- well, nooooooooo)
(btw, as expected, the number was also on the bottom of my laptop, but at least I wrote it down and put it with the other papers)

She's thinks she is so smart and knows so much.... my goodness, part of me wishes she reads this because then she finally realises how much she puts me down each visit... because UNLIKE HER I am polite enough to give RESPECT to others... and you can't really go against her when you have family around. It's not like the relation between us could get wrecked... it was already nonexistant and fueled with disrespect.

If I ever get as arrogant as that twit, please throw a pie in my face... because then I really need to get in touch with reality!! I welcome advise, but the only way for me to accept advise, is when it's given out of sincerity and will to help and not out of disrespect.

You'd think after almost 12 years she'd accept me.... I could post some really mean and low comments about her, but alas.... I'm not THAT low.

She'd probably would.

No, she'd CERTAINLY would.