I was pretty sad today, while I had no reason to be sad. Okay, Miss Twinkle and Miss Make Up Kit both were busy with their last essays, while I still have 7 to go. It feels like everyone around me is going so fast.... and I feel like going so slow. Means I will be going to school tomorrow again. Ow well. I cannot be compaired to an other, yet I keep on doing it. And that meeting I had today was again completely focused on me. I hate it when the focus is on me, and that focus is negative.

But was that a reason to be sad? I mean, that annoying essay about Gymnastics was signed off, and I got A FREAKING A+ ON MY ESSAY FOR ART AND THAT MAKES ME SOOOOOO HAPPY BECAUSE I NEVER SUSPECTED THAT BUT I DID GET THAT A+ AND I AM SO HAPPYYYYYYYY

Yeah, and worked on one of the last 7 essays. And treated myself on new drawing books.

Okay, so Elfquest - The Discovery 1 hadn't arrived yet at my local comic shop. Even though they suspected it would today. That's not a reason to be sad. They said they had ordered 50 of them, and that I could be rest assured that I would get my hand on 1 copy.

And then I got an MSN message that a certain girl said she would call me. Wouldn't be so special if it wasn't for the fact a complete OCEAN between us. I'm so excited, but also soooooo nervous I would mess up. I always mess up XD I'm an idiot.

So, why am I still feeling a tad sad?

Crap, must be because I'm tired again XD Being tired makes me sad. I should get to bed earlier XD

BECAUSE I HAVE NO REASON TO BE SAD!

Also, that girl telling me she would call me soon.... that already so made my day.

You're one of my best friends Nanashi!