Okay, I've cooled down a bit. I still mean every word of what I said in the post below, but it helps if you have understanding friends who support you.

I can't believe myself. One of my friends started planning something and I said: "Ehm... maybe something less blunt?"

Oh my gosh! Already I'm giving her a second chance!! What kind of a loser am I??!

I must let this rest. She is not worth my time.

*goes Zen mode* Ooooooooooooom (<~ you know, that sound stuff. Could be not related to Zen at all)